The 150th post. and i think i should try and do something different today. haha. instead of reciting the past.. i should try to forcast the future. or at least tomorrow.. so here goes.
Tomorrow morn. 7am. wake up. on com. check soccernet and google reader. yeah. and tomorrow i will be happy cos adriano signs for whu (hopefully).. but i am just predicting so it is not confirm tt it will happen.. i am not ITK or anything. haha.
7.45am. leave house for zhou's. reach at 8.30. play psp on the way there. get a gold medal or 2 in the super series of burnout. 8.30. wait for stupid zhou to get ready.. and he will once again labour for his googles, shoe bag, swimming trunks and towel... den proceed to bedok swimming complex and swim.. 20 laps. haha. mayb more if possible.
finish swimming and everything at bout 10.30. go eat. budget. so foodcourt or something.
11.30. go study. mp library.
2.30. hunger sets in. start to hunt for food.
5.30. start slacking.
6. leave for home. by car or bus. reach home approx same time.
chill till 9. study till midnite. sleep..
and the cycle repeats itself...
not tt difficult to predict my life is it?
haha.. nth much else..
till nxt time.
Wednesday 29 August 2007
Tuesday 28 August 2007
Numero Uno
Number 1
Hazel Fernades
If you wanna see some action
Gotta be the center of attraction
Make sure that they got their eyes on you, like the face that you see on every magazine
Be the focus of attention
Be the name that every one must mention
Come out from the shadows, it's your time, cos tonight is the night for everyone to see
Its natural
You know that this is where you gotta be, it must be your destiny
Sensational
And you belive that, this is what you're waited for and it's you that they all adore, so baby
Now you feel like number one
Shining bright for everyone
Liveng out your fantasy, the
Brightest star for all to see
Now you feel like number one
Living out your fantasy, you're the
Brightest star there's ever been
Feel the heat that's all around you
Flashing lights and ectasy surround you
Everybody wants a piece of you; you're the king of the scene, living in a dream.
yeah.. number 1. haha. burnout X21.. haha.
Hazel Fernades
If you wanna see some action
Gotta be the center of attraction
Make sure that they got their eyes on you, like the face that you see on every magazine
Be the focus of attention
Be the name that every one must mention
Come out from the shadows, it's your time, cos tonight is the night for everyone to see
Its natural
You know that this is where you gotta be, it must be your destiny
Sensational
And you belive that, this is what you're waited for and it's you that they all adore, so baby
Now you feel like number one
Shining bright for everyone
Liveng out your fantasy, the
Brightest star for all to see
Now you feel like number one
Living out your fantasy, you're the
Brightest star there's ever been
Feel the heat that's all around you
Flashing lights and ectasy surround you
Everybody wants a piece of you; you're the king of the scene, living in a dream.
yeah.. number 1. haha. burnout X21.. haha.
Nightmare of dreams
M1U1 + M2U2 = M1V1 +M2V2
Swam this morn wif zhou again. haha. swimming is fun.. its one of those sports tt u finish feeling better than you started.. and really settles u down to study for the rest of the day. yeah.
Studied in the afternoon. and at least did something.. but nights are really sian.. dun feel like doing anything at all. haiz. should not be like this.. less than 2 wks to prelims.. Wong.. concentrate..
have the concentration span of a goldfish.. cant seem to do anything for more than a minute without thinking bout food and slack. haha. only thing i can concentrate on are the unimportant ones..
oh ya. on the night before GP i dreamt of this. yeah. I dreamt that i could study in my dreams.. yeah. i could see books in front of me.. some may say it is a good thing.. but its a nightmare.. honestly. a big nightmare. I was there.. notes and lines were floating pass me. and i could only catch a few random words among them.. picture one of those movies where there is a collage of headlines and stuff.. yeah. and with the spiderpig tone ringing at the back.. occasionally change to the 小吗小二郎 song. it was a nightmare. the last bastions of dreams, have been taken over by books.. and then after a while.. i woke up in sweat.. only to go back to sleep by turning on the aircon.. haiz.. yeah. some may think it will be a good thing.. to be able to study in your sleep so that the rest of the day could be used for other 'more important' needs. but dunno.. i guess given a choice.. i would keep my dreams. haha. yeah. some may say its useless and that by being able to study in it it would make dreams useful.. but seriously.. dreams.. even daydreams.. are important to me. it doesnt matter if they will be fulfilled or not.. or whether i would ever accomplish things in my dreams... but yeah. dreams are for what dreams are for.. an escapade. a bulwark ( a word i learnt from GP prelims, which means A wall or embankment raised as a defensive fortification; a rampart.) from the harsh realities of life.. for without dreams.. sure.. one can succeed.. and perhaps do even better than dreamers.. but one will miss out on the truest things of life.. things that set mankind apart from animals.. mayb even animals do.. but we do not see animals dreaming of being of becoming supertiger.. or Manbat... but we do see animals trying to be the best at what they are.. dreaming of the next prey and being the leader of the tribe.. so to just try to excel and not dream of unrealistic stuff will perhaps bring us to nth much more than animals.. don't it? haha. crazy way of thinking but.. haha. that's me.. lolz.
"The best shot is not shooting, therefore do not shoot".
nth much else.. till nxt time.. gd nite.
[Update 11:25pm] actually still did blackboard physics at this late ungodly hour. haha. so can't be too dissapointed with myself can i?. yeah. have to sleep soon.. tomorrow is another long day.. haha. days are long now.. everyday is important.. but none as important as these few days.. yeah. tell me i'm one day gonna stay up so late to mug.. and i will render u crazy and siao.. and have you shot while hanging upside down. haha.
Monday 27 August 2007
GP
GP is over. haha. think my essay not bad.. but compre was screwed to say the least. haha. damn sian. So i have done the preview.. but unlike the o level prelims.. i am hardly ready for anything now.. then.. i was ready. able to take down the toughest of anything thrown at me... now.. i have depend on a certain amount of chance.. esp for one great subject called Econs. haha. 2 wks more to the real thing... or the real fake thing. haha. yeah. can i finish it on time?.. hope so. haiz. sian.. but no. can't emo..
swam both days of the wkend. yeah. must have healthy lifestyle. and swimming is one of my favorite sports. much better than running.
reading instructables... some damn cool.. some damn stupid.. haha. mayb after a's can start to make a few things as said there.
damn sian.. shit.. just wasted the whole night away..
so. nth much else.. till nxt time.. haha. gd night.
swam both days of the wkend. yeah. must have healthy lifestyle. and swimming is one of my favorite sports. much better than running.
reading instructables... some damn cool.. some damn stupid.. haha. mayb after a's can start to make a few things as said there.
damn sian.. shit.. just wasted the whole night away..
so. nth much else.. till nxt time.. haha. gd night.
Saturday 25 August 2007
Saturday roundup
studied with zhou at my house earlier today. haha. morn n afternoon was somewhat productive. with me finishing up my nuclear 2 as well as P&C and the distributions.. which is good. haha. at least things are being done. haha.
now showing on tv is the campus superstar. the VJ girl is female champ but lost out to that stupid sec 2 in the grand finals.. stupid. haha. lame end. haha. always like that.. these kind of competitions.. the different one always win.. first we have a visually handicapped.. now an underaged.. what's nxt? a mute? haha. not sour or anything cos this is the 1st time i actually watched it. haha.. but seriously.. there should be a lower age limit.
haha. also swam 20 laps this morn. haha. adding it to the situps with zhou just now.. haha. i am leading a healthy lifestyle man. haha.
worried bout GP. scared that the topics once again dun suit me. haha. dunno. like wasted too much time focusing on sports.. haha. now the 'what if?' happens. haha. sian. haiz. but dunno.. worry also no use.. so not thinking bout it. as hard as i can. haha.
WHU 0-0 Wigan at half time.. haha. com'on you hammers.. haha. we can win this.. haha
nth much else. gd night everyone.
haha.
now showing on tv is the campus superstar. the VJ girl is female champ but lost out to that stupid sec 2 in the grand finals.. stupid. haha. lame end. haha. always like that.. these kind of competitions.. the different one always win.. first we have a visually handicapped.. now an underaged.. what's nxt? a mute? haha. not sour or anything cos this is the 1st time i actually watched it. haha.. but seriously.. there should be a lower age limit.
haha. also swam 20 laps this morn. haha. adding it to the situps with zhou just now.. haha. i am leading a healthy lifestyle man. haha.
worried bout GP. scared that the topics once again dun suit me. haha. dunno. like wasted too much time focusing on sports.. haha. now the 'what if?' happens. haha. sian. haiz. but dunno.. worry also no use.. so not thinking bout it. as hard as i can. haha.
WHU 0-0 Wigan at half time.. haha. com'on you hammers.. haha. we can win this.. haha
nth much else. gd night everyone.
haha.
Friday 24 August 2007
The end of the start
and thus it ended. just like that. with the passing of today, i guess i have learnt all i will ever learn from 12 yrs of studies. haha. and with only mugging left for this yr and army nxt yr.. i guess i must say that my largely enjoyable childhood has now drawn to a close.. but i shall try just to extend it a little longer.. even just a few days more.. or at least until my uni is over. haha. sian. and thus the first chapters of my life concludes..
mugged at home earlier today. or at least tried to.. but the charm of my bed seems to large to be ignored and soon fell asleep.. so done nth much again today. but gonna chiong tonight.. must.
sian. this sux sia.. everyone's studying so hard i once again feel guilty. haiz. some even resorting to stealing notes. though thankfully none of mine got stolen. but seriously, i think these ppl who steal notes are lame to the highest order and have seriously nth to do.. i have an competitive streak. i fight to win.. but i do not normally fight. haha. but yeah. competitiveness is no excuse for doing such stupid things. haha. damn lame.
on another note. VJ got some campus superstar person who is in the finals today. so if you have too much money.. and just strongly refuse to donate even a dollar to my psp fund and yet feel that you have too much money.. pls call to support her.. but i accept donations of the same amount as the money needed to vote. lolz.
West ham take on Wigan at home tomorrow.. a win?.. hopefully. haha.
nth much else.
till nxt time.
mugged at home earlier today. or at least tried to.. but the charm of my bed seems to large to be ignored and soon fell asleep.. so done nth much again today. but gonna chiong tonight.. must.
sian. this sux sia.. everyone's studying so hard i once again feel guilty. haiz. some even resorting to stealing notes. though thankfully none of mine got stolen. but seriously, i think these ppl who steal notes are lame to the highest order and have seriously nth to do.. i have an competitive streak. i fight to win.. but i do not normally fight. haha. but yeah. competitiveness is no excuse for doing such stupid things. haha. damn lame.
on another note. VJ got some campus superstar person who is in the finals today. so if you have too much money.. and just strongly refuse to donate even a dollar to my psp fund and yet feel that you have too much money.. pls call to support her.. but i accept donations of the same amount as the money needed to vote. lolz.
West ham take on Wigan at home tomorrow.. a win?.. hopefully. haha.
nth much else.
till nxt time.
Thursday 23 August 2007
1 day to the end.
and as the day concludes. so almost does school life. yeah. attended an ok but somewhat uninteresting and uneventful second last day of school today. yeah. and tomorrow its the day of auld Lang syne. yeah. though technically there is still school after tomorrow. but yeah. its one of those milestone days of one's life. yeah. nth much to say here cos i am saving somethings for a post slightly later this yr. yeah.
Funny aint how almost everyday in this 12 yrs you have been hoping for today and now with about mayb 15 hrs left.. you are so emo bout it. haha.
nth much to write.. cos most of the stuff i guess cant be really put into words. yeah. so until i find words.. here's a song for you, my friends...
不管以后
如何结束
至少我们曾经相聚过
不必费心的
彼此约束
更不需要言语的沉默
至少我们曾经拥有过
对你我来讲
已经足够
人的一生
有许多回忆
希望你的追忆有个我
yeah. haha. nth much else.. so till nxt time.
and on a side note. thank you my fellow friend of neverwhere. yeah. thanks.
Funny aint how almost everyday in this 12 yrs you have been hoping for today and now with about mayb 15 hrs left.. you are so emo bout it. haha.
nth much to write.. cos most of the stuff i guess cant be really put into words. yeah. so until i find words.. here's a song for you, my friends...
不管以后
如何结束
至少我们曾经相聚过
不必费心的
彼此约束
更不需要言语的沉默
至少我们曾经拥有过
对你我来讲
已经足够
人的一生
有许多回忆
希望你的追忆有个我
yeah. haha. nth much else.. so till nxt time.
and on a side note. thank you my fellow friend of neverwhere. yeah. thanks.
Wednesday 22 August 2007
Man Vs City
Went out for dinner with zhou, reub n ran yesterday to celebrate the birthday of ran the man, who according to reub, "leapt from a van" and dunno did wad.. lolz. yeah. but anyway. yeah. billy bombers was nice. haha. and yeah. Happy birthday Ran the man. haha. after bombers went mac and continued talking.. haha. and new ideas flew on how to spend days after a levels. haha. 1. we 4 will go to some beach some other country and chill. haha. morning football. afternoon watch sky, night watch football.. haha. and do rubbish the whole day... and film a great new hit series called Man VS City.. or Man Vs Wild wild wet.. haha.
"oh, look at that. its macdonalds. You can't rob that place, but there is a free cup of water there and that will give me strength to continue my journey" *gives serious face* "Umm.."
"I need to know the direction. but there is no wind, no sun, no star, no moon, only clouds."" in such situations, we ask for directions"
lolz. how fake can a show go. lolz.
can't wait till end of A's man..
have to go study..when everyone is.. haha.
till nxt time.
"oh, look at that. its macdonalds. You can't rob that place, but there is a free cup of water there and that will give me strength to continue my journey" *gives serious face* "Umm.."
"I need to know the direction. but there is no wind, no sun, no star, no moon, only clouds."" in such situations, we ask for directions"
lolz. how fake can a show go. lolz.
can't wait till end of A's man..
have to go study..when everyone is.. haha.
till nxt time.
Monday 20 August 2007
good wk perhaps?
this has all the makings of a good week.. starting on sunday.. where all other teams seem to not win but west ham.. Hammers forever. haha.
yeah. unproductive so far.. partly due to my cough.. which made me want to make a will or something.. haha. yeah. a damn seh one. haha. something like. " and For my trusty N70 phone, who have been a friend, a weapon, a true phone and accompanied me in many a mission to slay dragons and save princesses from long lost lands, i confer it to *insert name here*, whom i hope would uphold its noble history and break new grounds with my trusty phone. " or "as for my wallet, which helped me understand the meaning of hunger, pain and suffering with its constant emptiness, i pass you on to *insert second name*, and hope in the future you would no longer need to be that empty all the time."
well.. tt's all for today. haha. need to go try my best to mug..
so. till nxt time then.
yeah. unproductive so far.. partly due to my cough.. which made me want to make a will or something.. haha. yeah. a damn seh one. haha. something like. " and For my trusty N70 phone, who have been a friend, a weapon, a true phone and accompanied me in many a mission to slay dragons and save princesses from long lost lands, i confer it to *insert name here*, whom i hope would uphold its noble history and break new grounds with my trusty phone. " or "as for my wallet, which helped me understand the meaning of hunger, pain and suffering with its constant emptiness, i pass you on to *insert second name*, and hope in the future you would no longer need to be that empty all the time."
well.. tt's all for today. haha. need to go try my best to mug..
so. till nxt time then.
Sunday 19 August 2007
Friday 17 August 2007
Pictures
haha. pics from the choir outing days ago. haha. darn cool n funny. lolz. simply da bomb man. the choir gang. haha.
Me n Jon. posing for the buses
Fantastic 4 (Rocky balboa pose). lolz.
Sexuality Reversed
The superheroes.
Lol. yeah. move back to more recent events. yeah. this 2 days have been unproductive, which drove me to the conclusion that mugging is a inferior good, and has a negative time elasticity of demand. haha. yeah. the more precious little time you have left, the less you feel like mugging or something. this can't continue. haha. and econs kinda sux. dammit. back to the dark ages of microeconomy, tortured by Mr Oligopoly and his perfectly competitive pals. left with a little more than 3 wks. tt means have to really chiong. real hard.
and yeah. after today, it is official. 1 wk till GP paper. and my uniformed school life draws to a close... haha. and will not retype my thoughts.
Just finished 2 Gaiman books in the week. Anansi Boys and Neverwhere, which had once again set me thinking, dreaming and just thinking. yeah. especially neverwhere, which is a superb book.. mixing fantasy and the sad truths of life, talking about ppl who fall through the cracks of societies norm. becoming present but not seen. some feeling i used to feel sometimes. and i feel that yeah. its ending really thought me something. yeah. Most of the times, when you fall through the cracks, you try to climb back out, but when you come out sometimes, you will hope to fall into the crack and never return. like the person in the book did. yeah. and i am taking his example.
nth much else (not things that i can type here anyway)
till nxt time.
Me n Jon. posing for the buses
Fantastic 4 (Rocky balboa pose). lolz.
Sexuality Reversed
The superheroes.
Lol. yeah. move back to more recent events. yeah. this 2 days have been unproductive, which drove me to the conclusion that mugging is a inferior good, and has a negative time elasticity of demand. haha. yeah. the more precious little time you have left, the less you feel like mugging or something. this can't continue. haha. and econs kinda sux. dammit. back to the dark ages of microeconomy, tortured by Mr Oligopoly and his perfectly competitive pals. left with a little more than 3 wks. tt means have to really chiong. real hard.
and yeah. after today, it is official. 1 wk till GP paper. and my uniformed school life draws to a close... haha. and will not retype my thoughts.
Just finished 2 Gaiman books in the week. Anansi Boys and Neverwhere, which had once again set me thinking, dreaming and just thinking. yeah. especially neverwhere, which is a superb book.. mixing fantasy and the sad truths of life, talking about ppl who fall through the cracks of societies norm. becoming present but not seen. some feeling i used to feel sometimes. and i feel that yeah. its ending really thought me something. yeah. Most of the times, when you fall through the cracks, you try to climb back out, but when you come out sometimes, you will hope to fall into the crack and never return. like the person in the book did. yeah. and i am taking his example.
nth much else (not things that i can type here anyway)
till nxt time.
Wednesday 15 August 2007
Wednesday
haha. today is a good day. like all Wednesdays are. haha. yeah.
finally sort of started studying econs.. even to the extent of listening to econs lecture today.. mayb bout say 70%?. haha. which was more that i ever listened. haha.
4 wks to prelims. well. 3.5. yeah. and 2 final wks of school. dunno if i am looking forward to the end. Many things i hope to leave behind me, but yeah. many others i like to extend as long as possible. haha. funny how time seems to past fast, considering the number of times i said sian, which by definition is boredom, which arises from having nothing to do.. too fast. yeah. sad life sia. and sometimes i miss the good old days.. and thinking, knowing that all these will soon be behind me as i journey on in my life. yeah. but can't say i aint liking the present, can i? haha. yeah. and the future ever so bright, but like the sun, ever so unreachable. yeah. but tt didnt stop many from chasing the sun, and yeah. i am chasing it too. yeah. but at the pace i am going.. the sun is going down on me real fast man. have to buck up and its time to charge forward.
But mugging seems to be taking its toll on alot of ppl. yeah. the first round of casualties. haha. so many more ppl emo-ing up down left right. haha. or ppl turning funny into poets or rappers suddenly, while emo-ing the next moment. haha. yeah. but yeah. hang on everyone. the storm will be over soon. haha.
yeah.
somethings i should have said long ago.
maybe not that long.
but still. dunno
life is not the way it was anymore.
not that i want it to be like the times of old.
but sometimes. yeah. i do think of some of the good times we shared.
but. Enough.
yeah. times have changed.
Enough.
tomorrow is a new day.
and everyday is a new day to look forward to.
though now even i don't really know
what am i looking forward to.
nth much else.
till nxt time.
finally sort of started studying econs.. even to the extent of listening to econs lecture today.. mayb bout say 70%?. haha. which was more that i ever listened. haha.
4 wks to prelims. well. 3.5. yeah. and 2 final wks of school. dunno if i am looking forward to the end. Many things i hope to leave behind me, but yeah. many others i like to extend as long as possible. haha. funny how time seems to past fast, considering the number of times i said sian, which by definition is boredom, which arises from having nothing to do.. too fast. yeah. sad life sia. and sometimes i miss the good old days.. and thinking, knowing that all these will soon be behind me as i journey on in my life. yeah. but can't say i aint liking the present, can i? haha. yeah. and the future ever so bright, but like the sun, ever so unreachable. yeah. but tt didnt stop many from chasing the sun, and yeah. i am chasing it too. yeah. but at the pace i am going.. the sun is going down on me real fast man. have to buck up and its time to charge forward.
But mugging seems to be taking its toll on alot of ppl. yeah. the first round of casualties. haha. so many more ppl emo-ing up down left right. haha. or ppl turning funny into poets or rappers suddenly, while emo-ing the next moment. haha. yeah. but yeah. hang on everyone. the storm will be over soon. haha.
yeah.
somethings i should have said long ago.
maybe not that long.
but still. dunno
life is not the way it was anymore.
not that i want it to be like the times of old.
but sometimes. yeah. i do think of some of the good times we shared.
but. Enough.
yeah. times have changed.
Enough.
tomorrow is a new day.
and everyday is a new day to look forward to.
though now even i don't really know
what am i looking forward to.
nth much else.
till nxt time.
Tuesday 14 August 2007
wave-particle duality.
the world has particle wave duality. yeah. you fall and fall until the bottom of everything, den suddenly rise again. haha. only to find yourself falling once again.. yeah. and the cycle repeats itself.
haha. with t3a settled. i feel a happier man. haha
chem test tomorrow.. seems to be ready. but unsure still haha.. yeah. but that is for later in the night. yeah. haha.
Studying is taking a toll on me.
sian.
this shall end soon. soon. soon. perhaps.
sian.
相信明天会更好
yeah.
till nxt time
相信明天会更好
yeah.
till nxt time
Saturday 11 August 2007
Slackturday part 2
lol. now taking a well deserved break after mugging from morn till now. haha. and was reading online. just scrolling.. haha. and decided to redo my top10 superheroes list. haha. yeah. cos last one was too abstract and uninformative. haha. yeah. call me lame. its cos i really dun wanna think about any thing for at least one hour or something. yeah.
haha. yeah.. so first on the list is...
1.Green Lantern
Yeah. there are two lanterns that i like, Hal jordan and Kyle Rayner, both representing different areas of creativity and minds. yeah. Hal represents the fallen hero and his path to redemption yeah. and his intelligence outstrips that of kyle, but kyle is the impersonation of creativity and imagination and could solve the most difficult of situations using the most elaborate and stylish of solutions, while hal will chose the simplest most logical one. yeah. and really inspired them. haha
2.Silver Surfer
Reason to like him? he is silver man. haha. wad's cooler than that. and yeah. the movie helped.. that low voice, is simply superb. but dunno.. dun suit me cos though i gained it through sore throat a few days ago.. haha. yeah. but tt deep voice is sexy man.. haha. yeah. dun really noe much bout him.. but yeah. he's silver.
3.Iceman
He's Ice cool man. haha. darn cool. my fave x men. yeah. joker nature. yet cool powers. haha. yeah. darn cool.
4.Captain America
decided to raise the capt. after reading more bout him. yeah. think he is a great loyal soldier and a damn seh person.
5. Gambit
One word. Cool. Darn Cool.
6.Ghost Rider
Again. same reason as above.. but i think the movie did him both credit and discredit. yeah. he is too sad in the movie. haha. but the look is damn cool. real cool.
7. Shazam
yeah. like superman. but i chose him over superman cos he never lost that child connection which i think is a good thing. yeah. and he has an insight both as an adult, a hero and a child.
8. Iron Man
i somehow compare him to batman. both are normal ppl. but i think his way is more probable than batman's way of becoming a superhero. yeah.
9.Martian Manhunter
I think he is the most underrated hero of all. yeah. when everyone talks bout justice league.. he is the 3rd or 4th to be mentioned. but he is one of the core members. a silent thinker. the philosophist of comics.
10.Shadowcat
haha. her powers are not really superb or anything. haha. but really. she is darn cute in the x-men cartoons. haha. if only she existed in real life. haha.
not on this list is morpheus of course. but he aint really a superhero.. so can't make the list. haha.
haha. yeah. and was watching this 3 videos. Negarakuku, Kawanku, Muar Chinese. damn funny. and i think really brings out a few points. haha. everyone should go watch. haha. damn funny.
haha. yeah.. so first on the list is...
1.Green Lantern
Yeah. there are two lanterns that i like, Hal jordan and Kyle Rayner, both representing different areas of creativity and minds. yeah. Hal represents the fallen hero and his path to redemption yeah. and his intelligence outstrips that of kyle, but kyle is the impersonation of creativity and imagination and could solve the most difficult of situations using the most elaborate and stylish of solutions, while hal will chose the simplest most logical one. yeah. and really inspired them. haha
2.Silver Surfer
Reason to like him? he is silver man. haha. wad's cooler than that. and yeah. the movie helped.. that low voice, is simply superb. but dunno.. dun suit me cos though i gained it through sore throat a few days ago.. haha. yeah. but tt deep voice is sexy man.. haha. yeah. dun really noe much bout him.. but yeah. he's silver.
3.Iceman
He's Ice cool man. haha. darn cool. my fave x men. yeah. joker nature. yet cool powers. haha. yeah. darn cool.
4.Captain America
decided to raise the capt. after reading more bout him. yeah. think he is a great loyal soldier and a damn seh person.
5. Gambit
One word. Cool. Darn Cool.
6.Ghost Rider
Again. same reason as above.. but i think the movie did him both credit and discredit. yeah. he is too sad in the movie. haha. but the look is damn cool. real cool.
7. Shazam
yeah. like superman. but i chose him over superman cos he never lost that child connection which i think is a good thing. yeah. and he has an insight both as an adult, a hero and a child.
8. Iron Man
i somehow compare him to batman. both are normal ppl. but i think his way is more probable than batman's way of becoming a superhero. yeah.
9.Martian Manhunter
I think he is the most underrated hero of all. yeah. when everyone talks bout justice league.. he is the 3rd or 4th to be mentioned. but he is one of the core members. a silent thinker. the philosophist of comics.
10.Shadowcat
haha. her powers are not really superb or anything. haha. but really. she is darn cute in the x-men cartoons. haha. if only she existed in real life. haha.
not on this list is morpheus of course. but he aint really a superhero.. so can't make the list. haha.
haha. yeah. and was watching this 3 videos. Negarakuku, Kawanku, Muar Chinese. damn funny. and i think really brings out a few points. haha. everyone should go watch. haha. damn funny.
Rush hour 3
rush hour 3 was nice to say the least. funny. chris tucker was lame. haha. yeah. and its not less funny than simpsons if i can put it tt way... yeah
yesterday started out lousy. kena scolding by parents in the morn cos was playing fifa. haha. which sort of spoilered my whole day and made me bad mood for the rest of the day. yeah. den afternoon was unable to keep clear of my enchanted bed.. and fall into the land of dreams... with bad dreams of failed t3a and sad life. sian. den awake to the calls of munhoe.. to tell me he booked the tickets.. afterwhich some misunderstanding arose which sort of spoiled everyone's mood a little. but everyone recovered by dinner and the movie itself was great. yeah. sort of put a happy ending to an otherwise sad life day or national day holiday for that matter.
was sitting around sometime these few days.. and was just thinking bout my breaking free plans. yeah. and suddenly hit a revelation like some wall.. and was suprised that i hadn't see it as i lay out my grand plans. yeah. I saw that men are like puppets, those old wooden stick ones suspended by strings attached to a cross above, and that there are no puppeteers. Instead, each puppet is stringed to another, not one, but many others and every action causes a reaction by many which in turns causes other actions and reactions. And the whole thing is one big loop, without end and without start. Thus making it a miracle that all of us still remain on the stage without any external support. The amount of connections differ, some has less strings attached to it while extending its own tentacles far and wide. but in the end, everyone is connected. No one ever breaks free, No one is able to just pick up a scissors and just cut of the strings manipulate it, some strings may break but others will take its place, and one can never be detached from everything. Not even pinnochio is able stop being a puppet. for when one does, he detaches himself from the fabric of the world. yeah. and falls off the puppet theater, inanimate, unmoving, dead. So dunno.. sort of pessimistic bout breaking free now.
but still gonna try man.. haha. breaking free..
On another note. West ham take on Man city tonight. yeah. Premiership Oldies VS Foreign blood. haha. certainly hope west ham will win. but man city yeah. not bad also. so draw would not be a bad result for me. what we need is to escape a first day loss. and i will be happy enough.
whatever.
Till nxt time.
yesterday started out lousy. kena scolding by parents in the morn cos was playing fifa. haha. which sort of spoilered my whole day and made me bad mood for the rest of the day. yeah. den afternoon was unable to keep clear of my enchanted bed.. and fall into the land of dreams... with bad dreams of failed t3a and sad life. sian. den awake to the calls of munhoe.. to tell me he booked the tickets.. afterwhich some misunderstanding arose which sort of spoiled everyone's mood a little. but everyone recovered by dinner and the movie itself was great. yeah. sort of put a happy ending to an otherwise sad life day or national day holiday for that matter.
was sitting around sometime these few days.. and was just thinking bout my breaking free plans. yeah. and suddenly hit a revelation like some wall.. and was suprised that i hadn't see it as i lay out my grand plans. yeah. I saw that men are like puppets, those old wooden stick ones suspended by strings attached to a cross above, and that there are no puppeteers. Instead, each puppet is stringed to another, not one, but many others and every action causes a reaction by many which in turns causes other actions and reactions. And the whole thing is one big loop, without end and without start. Thus making it a miracle that all of us still remain on the stage without any external support. The amount of connections differ, some has less strings attached to it while extending its own tentacles far and wide. but in the end, everyone is connected. No one ever breaks free, No one is able to just pick up a scissors and just cut of the strings manipulate it, some strings may break but others will take its place, and one can never be detached from everything. Not even pinnochio is able stop being a puppet. for when one does, he detaches himself from the fabric of the world. yeah. and falls off the puppet theater, inanimate, unmoving, dead. So dunno.. sort of pessimistic bout breaking free now.
but still gonna try man.. haha. breaking free..
On another note. West ham take on Man city tonight. yeah. Premiership Oldies VS Foreign blood. haha. certainly hope west ham will win. but man city yeah. not bad also. so draw would not be a bad result for me. what we need is to escape a first day loss. and i will be happy enough.
whatever.
Till nxt time.
Thursday 9 August 2007
happy birthday singapore
Well. today is national day. yeah. so i shall start by wishing Singapore and siyao happy birthday. yeah.
went zhou's place to 'study' today.. but turned out playing more than studying. lol. so shall study tonight to sort of compensate. and yeah. now scared for t3a sia. still haven recieved the letter of confirmation from the temple. and the dateline is 2 days away!!!. sian. and the icomp one also not done yet... sian. scared later in the end i no acheivements sia. this sux.. urgh.. fear. and dissapointment. yeah. but it had been covered 2 posts ago so i am not gonna write the same thing over again. should re-email my teacher.. urgh. pls. pls. let me chiong through this deadline.
should go study now.. if i already screwed one page of my SGC up.. should not screw up the others.
yeah. till nxt time
went zhou's place to 'study' today.. but turned out playing more than studying. lol. so shall study tonight to sort of compensate. and yeah. now scared for t3a sia. still haven recieved the letter of confirmation from the temple. and the dateline is 2 days away!!!. sian. and the icomp one also not done yet... sian. scared later in the end i no acheivements sia. this sux.. urgh.. fear. and dissapointment. yeah. but it had been covered 2 posts ago so i am not gonna write the same thing over again. should re-email my teacher.. urgh. pls. pls. let me chiong through this deadline.
should go study now.. if i already screwed one page of my SGC up.. should not screw up the others.
yeah. till nxt time
choir outing
haha. yesterday was a cracking night man. went glass house fish n co for dinner with the choir ppl. yeah. den talked rubbish n did rubbish.. haha. all the way from the start. jonathan was like posing for 'ppl on the bus to see' along the road side.. haha.
but the true fun starts only after eating. haha. as we were walking towards the mrt.. some sort of perhaps nostalgia came back to all of us.. and yeah. we started laughing and singing our old songs.. in parts and pieces where we remember... yeah.. and it climaxes with "wu ding" in the underground Dhoby Ghaut MRT station. where i am sure we attradted weird stares but still continued. yeah. making ppl emo. haha. darn cool. choral singing. haha. count on me man.. after a level i confirm form the alumni choir. yeah.
After which i reub zhou and lai missed the first train they boarded cos it was too filled.. haha.. but we soon met up with ran, colin and jon at changi.. haha. den lai n jon went home while i reub ran zhou colin proceeded to airport mac to chill for awhile and eat the donut factory donuts tt ran kindly given us (thks ran!).. haha. n we talked. emo-ed and interrogated. haha. and we did came out understanding each other more.. haha. don't we zhou?... haha. [proceeds to show you your handsign zhou]. haha. and soon after.. we left. for ran had a mission to complete. one that has gained the respect from me. really.. damn seh. power sia you ran.. i would never have did what you have done man. you da bomb. haha. tell me how it went nxt time. haha. yeah. and while he went.. i zhou n reub just stayed at the bridge. staring around. talking. emoing and taking pictures. haha. yeah. joined by ran soon after. yeah. and yeah. you guys are true mates man. yeah.
but came home at the stroke of midnight.. yeah. and kinda got reprimanded for my latenes.. haha. and went to sleep soon after.. awoke with a fever today.. but its recovering well after taking medicine. yeah. so...
nth much else.. till nxt time.
but the true fun starts only after eating. haha. as we were walking towards the mrt.. some sort of perhaps nostalgia came back to all of us.. and yeah. we started laughing and singing our old songs.. in parts and pieces where we remember... yeah.. and it climaxes with "wu ding" in the underground Dhoby Ghaut MRT station. where i am sure we attradted weird stares but still continued. yeah. making ppl emo. haha. darn cool. choral singing. haha. count on me man.. after a level i confirm form the alumni choir. yeah.
After which i reub zhou and lai missed the first train they boarded cos it was too filled.. haha.. but we soon met up with ran, colin and jon at changi.. haha. den lai n jon went home while i reub ran zhou colin proceeded to airport mac to chill for awhile and eat the donut factory donuts tt ran kindly given us (thks ran!).. haha. n we talked. emo-ed and interrogated. haha. and we did came out understanding each other more.. haha. don't we zhou?... haha. [proceeds to show you your handsign zhou]. haha. and soon after.. we left. for ran had a mission to complete. one that has gained the respect from me. really.. damn seh. power sia you ran.. i would never have did what you have done man. you da bomb. haha. tell me how it went nxt time. haha. yeah. and while he went.. i zhou n reub just stayed at the bridge. staring around. talking. emoing and taking pictures. haha. yeah. joined by ran soon after. yeah. and yeah. you guys are true mates man. yeah.
but came home at the stroke of midnight.. yeah. and kinda got reprimanded for my latenes.. haha. and went to sleep soon after.. awoke with a fever today.. but its recovering well after taking medicine. yeah. so...
nth much else.. till nxt time.
Tuesday 7 August 2007
top 3 dissapointments.
everytime i open up this page called "online teacher evaluation form| Victoria Junior College"... this feeling of sadness and dissapointment with myself floods over me.. seeing how little and how badly i have done non-academically.. not the first time. since end of last yr during class chalet have been this way till now.. put it out of my mind when it aint the most important thing to do. yeah. but after a while it creeps back.. edging slowly in.... engulfing you in sadness making you feel like a loser. the worst of them all. haiz.. emoing again... shittotomato.. haha.
haha. sian. someone out there needs to counsel me to help me out of this mess or something.
haha.. sian.. living in neverwhere.. dreaming of stardust.. haha.. why cant dreams fall from the skies above and transform into reality.
so much more i could have done. yeah.. and instead of top3 acheivements i have top3 dissapointments.
yeah.
1. never putting in any effort to find myself a good cca to join and commit myself to. something like choir or something.. but dunno.
2. never working hard in i comp. so much tt the teacher hardly noes me.
3. well.. this is tough.. mayb i dun have a third,.. haha.
some may say tt i should be satisfied and yeah. be happy with what i have,who i am and who i will be.. but dunno.. just feel that i could have been much more. yeah. dunno. i dun wanna be a nobody for my life man.. i wan to make it big somewhere somehow someday. be somebody. standing tall above all.. mayb not above all.. but somewhere sufficiently high where i could look down on aplenty. be content some may say. but dunno.. i wanna scale heights... fly high.. touch the clouds which i dream of so much.
till nxt time then..
haha. sian. someone out there needs to counsel me to help me out of this mess or something.
haha.. sian.. living in neverwhere.. dreaming of stardust.. haha.. why cant dreams fall from the skies above and transform into reality.
so much more i could have done. yeah.. and instead of top3 acheivements i have top3 dissapointments.
yeah.
1. never putting in any effort to find myself a good cca to join and commit myself to. something like choir or something.. but dunno.
2. never working hard in i comp. so much tt the teacher hardly noes me.
3. well.. this is tough.. mayb i dun have a third,.. haha.
some may say tt i should be satisfied and yeah. be happy with what i have,who i am and who i will be.. but dunno.. just feel that i could have been much more. yeah. dunno. i dun wanna be a nobody for my life man.. i wan to make it big somewhere somehow someday. be somebody. standing tall above all.. mayb not above all.. but somewhere sufficiently high where i could look down on aplenty. be content some may say. but dunno.. i wanna scale heights... fly high.. touch the clouds which i dream of so much.
till nxt time then..
Monday 6 August 2007
Supercop Wong.
haha. reciecved some dunno wad invitation for me to go to some tea session for police force scholarship. haha. can't say i am not interested. haha. how can anyone be not interested in scholarships. haha. but dunno.. i wanna do medicine.. so if i can get into medicine, why would i take up a scholarship?. haha. but can't say a career, or at least years in the police force dun interest me. yeah. after all, i am a comics fan, yeah. and superheroes are the police.. people like batman and spiderman.. vigilantes of the society.. striking down evil.. and ever since my encounter with thieves in malaysia.. yeah. also had tt burning wish to punish evildoers.
yeah. on another note. haha. today was boring.. school is... haha. with now lectures and tutorials all shifting towards revision.. dunno.. it kinda bores me.. yeah.. and i kinda lose attention.. haha. yeah..
haha. with the passing of the community shield. yeah. the season is starting again.. haha. quite optimistic for west ham (we can't be any worst can we?). haha. yeah. and finally.. i think Ashton will show the world what he can do. yeah. my favorite player. haha. yeah. a top 10 i believe are not beyond us. fulham, derby, birmingham, boro, sunderland, wigan, portsmouth, reading and even villa or newcastle... surely we can be better than them?. and yeah. though tevez left (and i sincerely wish him the best wherever he goes but hope he one day returns to upton park), i think ashton and bellamy aint bad.. bellamy is definitely a champs league player.. yeah. and so is ashton... Ash-TONS-of-goals.. haha.
yeah.. should go study now.. yeah.. till midnight.. if i can take it.. haha
till nxt time..
yeah. on another note. haha. today was boring.. school is... haha. with now lectures and tutorials all shifting towards revision.. dunno.. it kinda bores me.. yeah.. and i kinda lose attention.. haha. yeah..
haha. with the passing of the community shield. yeah. the season is starting again.. haha. quite optimistic for west ham (we can't be any worst can we?). haha. yeah. and finally.. i think Ashton will show the world what he can do. yeah. my favorite player. haha. yeah. a top 10 i believe are not beyond us. fulham, derby, birmingham, boro, sunderland, wigan, portsmouth, reading and even villa or newcastle... surely we can be better than them?. and yeah. though tevez left (and i sincerely wish him the best wherever he goes but hope he one day returns to upton park), i think ashton and bellamy aint bad.. bellamy is definitely a champs league player.. yeah. and so is ashton... Ash-TONS-of-goals.. haha.
yeah.. should go study now.. yeah.. till midnight.. if i can take it.. haha
till nxt time..
Sunday 5 August 2007
Newton's laws of mugging
its been a good wkend. zhou came over today to study.. quite productive for me.. manage to read through all the formulas for physics from kinematics, through dynamics, past thermal physics till electric field... but haven went through the explanations and definitions yet.. yeah. so must do it soon.. but nonetheless pleased with my progress for today... yeah.
national day week ahead. can't say i am not looking forward to it, though technically i am not a singaporean and the things i look forward to hardly got anything to do with singapore's independence day at all. wed's choir outing, thur's football (my cough is recovering fast, hope i can make it in time)... yeah. and friday off. haha. perfect.. not to mention the probable inclusion of jackie chan in this 3 days. yeah. good wk ahead i guess?... but through these yrs have learnt not to expect or hope too much.. for when the bubble burst and these expectations and hopes fall on you.. you will be crushed..
but yeah.. you know?, Newton's first law states that an object will remain at rest or at constant velocity on its original direction unless an unbalanced force acts on it. yeah. and i am at rest for long enough, since CT2 till now.. yeah.. and now i see all my friends to start whacking long hours.. hey.. i think so must i. yeah. with hoe mugging till late, zhou staying in skool till 8.. yeah.. i may need to stay in school tt late too man.. yeah. study long hrs.. yeah.. the force have acted.. and now.. for acceleration... haha.. for everytime some force pushes me.. its not acceleration that increases.. but mass.. haha.. will eat more under stress.. haha. but this time is different i guess.. haha. need to study long hrs.. starting from tomorrow.. till midnight it will be..
yeah. inspired. this missing inspiration has been happening quite oftenly these days.. perhaps its cos of the force (or stress, as some call it) these days?.. haha. since F= dP/dt anyway.. haha
till nxt time.
yeah.
national day week ahead. can't say i am not looking forward to it, though technically i am not a singaporean and the things i look forward to hardly got anything to do with singapore's independence day at all. wed's choir outing, thur's football (my cough is recovering fast, hope i can make it in time)... yeah. and friday off. haha. perfect.. not to mention the probable inclusion of jackie chan in this 3 days. yeah. good wk ahead i guess?... but through these yrs have learnt not to expect or hope too much.. for when the bubble burst and these expectations and hopes fall on you.. you will be crushed..
but yeah.. you know?, Newton's first law states that an object will remain at rest or at constant velocity on its original direction unless an unbalanced force acts on it. yeah. and i am at rest for long enough, since CT2 till now.. yeah.. and now i see all my friends to start whacking long hours.. hey.. i think so must i. yeah. with hoe mugging till late, zhou staying in skool till 8.. yeah.. i may need to stay in school tt late too man.. yeah. study long hrs.. yeah.. the force have acted.. and now.. for acceleration... haha.. for everytime some force pushes me.. its not acceleration that increases.. but mass.. haha.. will eat more under stress.. haha. but this time is different i guess.. haha. need to study long hrs.. starting from tomorrow.. till midnight it will be..
yeah. inspired. this missing inspiration has been happening quite oftenly these days.. perhaps its cos of the force (or stress, as some call it) these days?.. haha. since F= dP/dt anyway.. haha
till nxt time.
yeah.
Saturday 4 August 2007
(slack)turday
haha. saturday came and past. and i did little like always again.. studied kinematics, forces and work, energy, power. which is to say.. very little.. haha. everyone seems to be sprinting.. but i still seem to be strolling behind.. enjoying the scenery.. must really stop slacking and start studying soon.. haiz.. haha. soon.
so.. did nth the whole day.. yeah. and dun think i am doing anything for the rest of the night either.. haha.. no mood sia.. stupid cough still killing me.. now like spitting everything out.. urgh.. hate being sick.. haha.
anyway.. chanced upon this online while reading whu stuff.. haha... a list of weird place names.. haha. imagine living in a place called fucking, or dildo, or less obcenely, dissapointment.. haha. "my address is 69, fucking avenue" or "1, dissapointing point, dissapointment".. haha. . lolz. quite interesting.. haha.
whu playing roma today.. either win i happy. haha. draw is the best result.. haha.
dreaming..
till nxt time.
so.. did nth the whole day.. yeah. and dun think i am doing anything for the rest of the night either.. haha.. no mood sia.. stupid cough still killing me.. now like spitting everything out.. urgh.. hate being sick.. haha.
anyway.. chanced upon this online while reading whu stuff.. haha... a list of weird place names.. haha. imagine living in a place called fucking, or dildo, or less obcenely, dissapointment.. haha. "my address is 69, fucking avenue" or "1, dissapointing point, dissapointment".. haha. . lolz. quite interesting.. haha.
whu playing roma today.. either win i happy. haha. draw is the best result.. haha.
dreaming..
till nxt time.
Friday 3 August 2007
starry starry night
tonight is a beautiful night. with the skies cleared of clouds, its one of those rare days where you can actually see the starry night sky normally blanketed by the clouds of clouds. yeah. reminds me of stardust. yeah. and stardust is a damn cool book which i just borrowed from the school library. which was the first time and most probably the last time considering my time at the school. yeah. and just now was at the field near my house. just lying on the grass, staring into the sky in what seemed a lifetime but was only 15 mins. yeah. and in the accompaniment of crikets, tried to count the stars and wondered if any one of them was not yet named so i get a chance to name one. but dun think there is. yeah.. haha. and thought alot of other stuff.. random thoughts.. dreams. fantasies.. but all ended inconclusive and i went home.. promising myself to do it again sometime soon.
haha.
the night is a beautiful one. but the same could not be said for the day. haha. yeah. morn GP kinda sux. haha. no mood to do written work. but still finished it by the end of the day. yeah. haha. and what was supposed to be a good day was ruined in the afternoon with the loss of my new harry potter book. yeah. sad. but yeah. not angry. never angry. haha. yeah.
shall now retire to my room, and yeah. mayb turn on the aircon and close the windows.. and let out those stars in stardust.
till nxt time..
haha.
the night is a beautiful one. but the same could not be said for the day. haha. yeah. morn GP kinda sux. haha. no mood to do written work. but still finished it by the end of the day. yeah. haha. and what was supposed to be a good day was ruined in the afternoon with the loss of my new harry potter book. yeah. sad. but yeah. not angry. never angry. haha. yeah.
shall now retire to my room, and yeah. mayb turn on the aircon and close the windows.. and let out those stars in stardust.
till nxt time..
Thursday 2 August 2007
Breaking Free
studied at least something today. haha. though dynamics n some oscillations doesnt seem much.. haha. read through TM though.. and proud of my achievement. i proceeded to head home with kenneth n shimin and what was kenneth's fren's name? tt zhou's fren?...L- something definitely i remember.. haha.
but on the mrt. me n kenneth sort of accepted the fact tt we are going in one month early. haha. but we also reached the fact that we are 'underachievers. but proud of it' .. haha. esp physically. haha. but didn't mrs liew say that this is part of being a 'true man'?... haha.
anyway. yeah. t3a sux. haha. proves have not yet arrived.. tired. sick and tired of doing everything. a level sux.. haha..
yeah. after sorting my thoughts out. some of which is done long ago. yeah. i have reached a conclusion. yeah. I'm breaking free. taking off.yeah. and i still have the chain you gave me when i was about 14. it read " the butterfly can emerge, but the cocoon has to go". i am ready to shed this cocoon, but is the cocoon ready to fall to the earth? and i remember the musical of the choir concert when i was sec 1. yeah. and i am singing those songs. it will be tough. but i am doing it. i dunno how to. but i can't wait till that day when i could loudly proclaim:
"let tyrants shake their iron rods,
and slavery clang, her gawning chains
we'll fear them not, we trust in god.
new england's lord forever reign."
"and sing i for a brave and a gallant ship,
a stiff and a rattling breeze.
a bully's crew and a captain's true
to carry me o'er the seas.
and blow ye winds hi oh,
a roaming i will go.
I'll stay no more on england shore,
so let the music play".
yeah. breaking free.. soon.
For freedom. For liberty. For hope.
till nxt time.. haha
but on the mrt. me n kenneth sort of accepted the fact tt we are going in one month early. haha. but we also reached the fact that we are 'underachievers. but proud of it' .. haha. esp physically. haha. but didn't mrs liew say that this is part of being a 'true man'?... haha.
anyway. yeah. t3a sux. haha. proves have not yet arrived.. tired. sick and tired of doing everything. a level sux.. haha..
yeah. after sorting my thoughts out. some of which is done long ago. yeah. i have reached a conclusion. yeah. I'm breaking free. taking off.yeah. and i still have the chain you gave me when i was about 14. it read " the butterfly can emerge, but the cocoon has to go". i am ready to shed this cocoon, but is the cocoon ready to fall to the earth? and i remember the musical of the choir concert when i was sec 1. yeah. and i am singing those songs. it will be tough. but i am doing it. i dunno how to. but i can't wait till that day when i could loudly proclaim:
"let tyrants shake their iron rods,
and slavery clang, her gawning chains
we'll fear them not, we trust in god.
new england's lord forever reign."
"and sing i for a brave and a gallant ship,
a stiff and a rattling breeze.
a bully's crew and a captain's true
to carry me o'er the seas.
and blow ye winds hi oh,
a roaming i will go.
I'll stay no more on england shore,
so let the music play".
yeah. breaking free.. soon.
For freedom. For liberty. For hope.
till nxt time.. haha
Wednesday 1 August 2007
careers fair
went the careers fair today. went for a few talks and got plenty of freebies.. haha. with the SAF laser pointer and the DSTA file/fullscap being the best freebies. yeah. haha. also went the canada talk.. lolz.
today's physics lecture test was quite a breeze i think for me.. cept for one small part in the EM question which i sort of screwed up abit. haha. but yeah. should be quite ok.. haha.
screw the throat.. haha. sound like silver surfer now.. but damn uncomfortable.. having to speak in my darn low voice. haha. sian..
yeah.
oh yeah.
er. for those who read this accidentaly or non-accidentaly, without my wanting, you noe who you are, yeah. those living in my house. yeah. Let me tell u. whatever you read here belongs here. yeah. and i am not saying anything more anywhere anytime else. yeah. i need my space. thank you very much. and despite all your doubts, i do have control over myself. I study in school. that much is true. I rest at home. and even at home i study at night. and if that isnt control enough, i dont know what is. yeah. and even if you read this. dun talk to me bout it. dun even mention it, covertly or not. i noe what you guys are hinting. yeah. but perhaps its time to let me make my own decisions. whether you regard them right or wrong. helpful or otherwise. yeah. and one thing i never do is to bluff money from you all. yeah. the notes money ends up in the notes. yeah. everything else comes from my savings. and all i have to say is here. and dun mention anything anymore. end of story. yeah.
thank you.
till nxt time.
today's physics lecture test was quite a breeze i think for me.. cept for one small part in the EM question which i sort of screwed up abit. haha. but yeah. should be quite ok.. haha.
screw the throat.. haha. sound like silver surfer now.. but damn uncomfortable.. having to speak in my darn low voice. haha. sian..
yeah.
oh yeah.
er. for those who read this accidentaly or non-accidentaly, without my wanting, you noe who you are, yeah. those living in my house. yeah. Let me tell u. whatever you read here belongs here. yeah. and i am not saying anything more anywhere anytime else. yeah. i need my space. thank you very much. and despite all your doubts, i do have control over myself. I study in school. that much is true. I rest at home. and even at home i study at night. and if that isnt control enough, i dont know what is. yeah. and even if you read this. dun talk to me bout it. dun even mention it, covertly or not. i noe what you guys are hinting. yeah. but perhaps its time to let me make my own decisions. whether you regard them right or wrong. helpful or otherwise. yeah. and one thing i never do is to bluff money from you all. yeah. the notes money ends up in the notes. yeah. everything else comes from my savings. and all i have to say is here. and dun mention anything anymore. end of story. yeah.
thank you.
till nxt time.
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