midpoint conclusion

And thus it ends, with a spin of the wheel and the taste of merlot. For 5% at least. and the first half of my first year overseas conclude. I'm immensely tired from the paper and its preparation and all the great fun i had today. But yeah. I thought i would write a few things before the night is done.

And its been a little more than 4 months here in melbourne, alright. fine. Clayton. And i am actually suprised at how well it went. Like true, there have been ups and downs and some episodes of epicness with some moments of homesickness. But yeah. Its been great.

I would have wrote more. but yeah. that would be wierd. In a way at least. And So i shall leave it here. sipping my Cabernet Merlot. But yeah.

Thank you. Nurul, Cheryl, Coral, Chelsea, Chris, Wei Ming, Sufandy, Joel, Jean, Chee Cheen, Kenneth. For making my melbourne days so far A-awesome. Gonna miss you guys when you are back in singapore man. haha. cheers!

Here i sit amongst my pile of notes. read and unread. While acute stress raises my body histamine levels, making my skin itch. ("what? in which set of notes was that? Acute inflammation? Stress management?", Medicine kid #1059) Death, Dying and Palliative care sprawled out in front of me. Random coincidence? or forewarning of some sort?

My brain is not functioning. Well, it shouldn't be. I did not study about it. Skipped that part from that chapter on nerves.

Hell. 16 hours away.
20 till it freezes over.

Maybe its the living in this cell of mine.
Maybe its the MSG.
Maybe its the repeated studying.
Mayve its just me.

Can't seem to calm myself down to study today. and its just 3 short/long days left. dammit.

3 more.

Alive.

I am not dead.

not in the literal sense of the word anyway. Its been almost a month now since i last posted. And contradicting popular belief, i am still well alive and kicking. Though sometimes i'm not really sure about the well part. I'm flooded now my a torrent of microorganisms while trying to find my footing in the ever changing realm of pharmacology. Cancer shines high upon the skies, and good things never happen when that is the case.

Alright. enough nonsense. not in the trascription, translation manner.

Back to studying.