Skill (B)lowing

lolz. blown 3 multimeter by fixing them to the batteries straight. lolz. think i may have set a new record there. haha. power to the max. why am i so power.. lolz. but despite that i think i neva screw it up too much.. expecting a 7/8. which i think is not bad. lolz.enough. lolz.

went tamp stadium buy ASEAN football championship tickets just now.... haha. no more child seats. lolz. which is like damn lame sia. lolz. den we all became adults cos there are no child tickets. haha. 7 bucks each. lolz. but the stadium atmostphere is worth it. lolz.

lolz.

nth much else.. till nxt time.

Singapore 1-1 Malaysia (Singapore wins 5-4 on penalties)

somehow it smells of match fixing to me. lolz. the last penalty look more like a pass than a kick.. n what is with the malaysias smiling after they lost... somehow.. lolz. but hu cares.. anyone wanna go catch the final?? haha.

just made some pinapple tarts juz now.. its tt time of the yr where my mother will make a different time of new yr goodie every week and i am entrusted with the noble job of finishing them all.. haha..damn nice..lolz.

west ham lost.... again... lolz. but not bad considering that they have nearly no center defence.. but it was watford.. must seriously reconsider my support for them... lolz. sian..

haiz..


Happy birthday, girl. lolz.

till nxt time..

colossus

lolz. just read the latest manga chapter of bleach. seh. Just got a new favorite word. lolz. colossus. haha. got it after reading an x-men comic n the bleach manga just now. lolz. haha. sado yasutora. lolz. current favorite character in the series. lolz. he damn seh. n damn cool sia. lolz. the power that was meant to protect. lolz. den there is colossus from xmen. lolz. another of my favorite. can change himself to organic steel. lolz. cool power to have. lolz. then the best line i remember from him is from the game x-men legends 2: rise of apocalypse. lolz. "I am strong, I am mighty, I am COLOSSUS!!!".. seh. lolz. esp with his crescendo on everu sentence. lolz. haha.

just read quite a few comics. lolz. now feeling damn inspired. lolz. esp. by green lantern n doctor strange. as well as SHAZAM: Captain Marvel. lolz. just found out tt doctor strange's sidekick, is called Wong. lolz. seh.

haha. yesterday GP watched some show called paper clips. lolz. also inspired. den now decide to be not so racist as found out the other races turns out not tt bad... but mayb still not tt good. lolz. at least the germans are sorry bout their war crimes. that country beside russia dun seem to be sorry. lolz. war shrine visits, no mention of those stuff in txtbks, not exactly what you will call an apologetic move. lolz. but i assure tt my hatred of the food is not related to the war and country or patriotism or anything, lolz. its just a useful excuse n good way to disturb ppl to think twice before taking sushi n those raw stuff n vinegar-ed rice. lolz. I still like manga n animes n many jap games. lolz. so i am not against them or anything... lolz... cept for their history part.

lolz. nth much else..

I believe. 男人。海洋。

I believe

I Believe　当我在你家门口　
下雨了　你看了也会难过
I Believe　你不说话的时候　
也是一种　其实你在回应我

虽然不曾说　相信你正在懂　
就算牵的不是我的手　
我不真的难过

不知道在高兴什么　你的笑容　有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么　
只告诉自己　I Believe
你总会看到我　在某个时候　
想让你陪伴的是我

I Believe　没有回应的时候　
只不过　正好你在电话中
I Believe　语音信箱的沉默　
也是一种　其实你在倾听我

虽然不曾说　相信你正在懂　
就算牵的不是我的手　
我真的不难过

不知道在高兴什么　你的笑容　有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么　
只告诉自己　I Believe
你总会看到我　在一切之后　
留在你身边的是我

那延续太久的一时冲动　
在你身后的独角戏　
聚光灯没亮过 怀疑　
是自己编造的内容　
你从不真的认得我

不知道在高兴什么　你的笑容　有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么　
只告诉自己　I Believe
一定会有结果　在很久以后　
留在你身边的是我　
会陪着你的人是我


男人。海洋。

當我抱著妳的時候
窗外風起 黃葉飄落
以為是浪漫 原來只是
有心在飛走
不懂情人心裡想的
愛就瞎了 也迷路了
想摸索什麼 摸到了妳
手心的沉默
最癡情的男人像海洋
愛在風暴裡逞強
苦還是風平浪靜的模樣
捲起了依戀那麼長
揮手目送妳啟航
到我覺得我給不了的天堂
溫柔的男人像海洋
愛在關鍵時隱藏
而心酸匯集都敞開胸膛
做遠遠看護的月光
不做阻擋妳的牆
我的愛是折下自己的翅膀
送給妳飛翔


lolz. not a bad wk. though not good either. lolz.currently inspired by those 2 songs, changed the lyrics here n there abit to fit my feelings more. haha. even though they like quite old. lolz. but good enuff for me. lolz. mayb should sing these 2 for the class album thingy. lolz. restarted watching bleach since 3 wks ago n is now hooked on it again. haha. loving Anime. lolz. anime is great. superb. lolz. a close 2nd to FM n football. lol.


Singapore vs Malaysia tomorrow. semis leg2 lolz. my heart is confused on who i want to win.. as i said 一个生我，一个养我.. haha...手心手背都是肉.. haha. either side win i will not be very happy. lolz. haha. but singpore win better.. den finals can go with ray dey all go see. haha. lolz


haiz... tt's all 4 now... lolz.
haiz...

lolz. music production.

lolz. after being inspired by PK n his hostel frens. the guys of S55 including me, ray, addi, Jimmy n PK( anyone else interested?) himself decides to record our own disc. lolz. nth much is confirmed yet cept tt we are gonna do it. lolz.

yesterday singapore vs malaysia. watched on channel5. felt malaysia was the better team throughout. n malaysia will win the return leg cos singapore's defensive stalwart, aide, is suspended. many may disagree with me but i dun think that singapore can survive without the good defending of aide, as their attack is really lousy, alam shah is too small and can only be relied to sneak in a few goals, amri and indra isnt performing well.

nth much else... lolz

haiz.

till nxt time.

Nike Air Pivo

lolz. my new sword. my new weapon.




















super nice. but super ex for me also. costs me 40 bucks from my savings and have to mop the whole house 5 times. lolz. the rest payed for by my mother. the shoe costs about 100 overall. loving it. lolz. but gonna wear it only after new yr. lolz. cos its supposed to be my new yr shoe. lolz. can't wait to put them on.

sick

lolz. fell sick after the match. still sick till now. sian. sore throat n flu.. now the cough seem to be coming too. lolz. sian. now seem to be another boring and lousy wkend. lolz. being sick doesnt excuses me from the nagging. lolz. haiz.

sian.

lolz. MUNHOE WAS ON TV8!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! WTF!!!! OMFG!!!!! giving his 'proffesional' view on stocks buying!!! 财经追击!!! lolz. everyone go watch replay or something. lolz. look super serious n shit. lolz. den keep quiet bout it.. n tell us its just some stupid econs quiz huh munhoe. lolz.guess u didnt guessed i watched that show tycoly. lolz.

haha.

天意弄人。lolz. the anti-M now has to confomt a M due to the anti-M message the anti-M has wanted to spread. lolz.

anyway. this is the second part of my FM guide. lolz. league 2

League 2.
The 4th league from the EPL and the lowest i have dare ventured. This league is a league where there is little if not nothing seperating the teams. every team seems similar and the most important factor is picking a kit colour that you like.

An average league 2 club gets about 10k transfer budget. and your signings are limited to ppl within the country or at most within UK. your players have stats that have an average current ability of around 100. The team i have chosen to manage in this league was wycombe wanderers, the giant killing team that has dumped 2 premiership clubs and drawn chelsea in the FA cup. It went quite well for me and i saw myself went into the championship in 2 seasons. only to get relegated back to league 1 the next season.but it was still a good game.

For league 2 teams. you can skip the top 4/5 of your player search screen and look solely as those who are transfer listed and available on a free transfer. Strikers are easy to get, depending on the leagues and database you chose. duncan ferguson, teddy sheringham, Romario, some of the african strikers with eu 2nd nationalities. all fit the bill well. in defence you have lorenzo amoroso, serginho ( almost impossible to get even if your bid is accepted), spencer prior. For league 2, your choice is limited. and so you enter another market, one that you will never touch if you are in the premiership. yes. the loan market. Put your pride aside and get a parent team, hopefully from the premiership. and try to get loan signings. scourge the liverpool, man utd, chelsea, arsenal reserves for players to fill your squad. some of them may reject you, but many more will come. from liverpool : Jack hobbs, nabil el zhar, craig lindfield. From man utd: febian brandy and co will come in handy. From chelsea: scott sinclair, michael macienne. From arsenal: anyone in the reserves and under 18s. From west ham: hogan Ephraim. From man city: daniel sturridge. From tottenham: Tomas Pekhart .Try getting anyone that you think is good from loans from those clubs, for even lousy players can play in the league 2. lolz.

after getting your squad, the competition is tricky too. every club can beat every other club. so you may beat the top of table one day and lose to the bottom club 3 days later. so treat every match with care n concern. lolz. also dun be complacent if you are leading 2-0 at half time. in league 2, a 2 goal lead is nothing as AOS (any other scores) frequently occurs.

however, league 2 is not a diffucult league as there is not a great power jump when you are promoted. unlike from league 1 to championship and championship to premiership. so you would have a platform 2 build on when you are in league 1, without having the change the whole team. lolz.

tt's all 4 now. till nxt time.

2-2

lolz. went watch singapore vs indonesia last nite at the singapore national stadium wif bain, ray, freeze, ronghua n rong hua's fren. lolz. seh. singapore n indonesia battled out to a 2-2 draw. although there was slight rain in the opening minutes the rain did not dampen the spirit of the singaporean fans who broke into choruses of cheers after cheers. the crowd was much more lively than the vietnam match and singapore soon broke the deadlock with a penalty. lolz. the rest of the match go read match report at soccernet. lolz. anyway. now enjoy the stadium. damn fun place to be at. the atmostphere is wonderful. if this is only a stadium 135oo full. can't imagine how it will be live at any of the epl stadium. lolz.

one word. Seh. lolz.

0-0

lolz. was at the singapore vs vietnam match with ray n addi at singapore stadium yesterday. lolz. it is different to be at a stadium to watch a match. much more atmostphere than at home. at home everyone so quiet. at stadium u can hear lots of thing. damn funny stuff. hu says singaporean fans are not passionate? haha.

Vietnam fans: "vietnam"
Singapore fan s:" go home"

few memorable comments by fans at yesterday's match:

"lock-up go prison la u vietnam." (accompanied with hand signals signalling handcuffs)

"Referee Kayu"

lolz. although the match ended 0-0. it was a good experience with the stadium almost half filled. lolz. not bad for such a match. seh. lolz

today match postponed cos i addi n ray all cannot make it and rained alot. making the pitch more of a swamp than a field. lolz.

sian. west ham drew 3-3 with fulham cos of stupid graham poll. he seems like the referee refereeing the vietnam match yesterday. give stupid decisions. lolz.

played some fm juz now. lolz. and now decided that since i played so much fm. mayb i should share some of my skills and experience. lol. in this. Diego's official FM guide.

lolz. here's it.

Creating a game:
basically there are 6 types of games. each having a different kind of challenge with varying difficulty, considering that u do not cheat and only have a single manager in the game.

the first type is the most popular and most likely easiest but most fun. The first type is starting a game as your favourite club. west ham for my case. or man u for many out there. it is easiest cos u noe all the players already. at least you know most of the 1st team and you noe who you should play in case someone got injured and who you should avoid playing at all costs. Taking my example, in west ham, if you looked at bobby zamora, you will think that he should be not bad as his stats are comparable to many other good strikers say luke moore, but a hammer will noe tt he is shit and can't score for nuts and will ship him off on the first chance. Since every fan should noe the strengths and weaknesses of his team. it is the easiest to play.
challenge :3-5/10(depending on club)
fun: 10/10
average time until you get bored : 3.5 seasons

the second type is a game at a high profile rich clubs. chelsea, barca, real madrid, milan, inter, arsenal and man u comes to mind. just to name a few. of cos these clubs may intersect with the 1st type but for this 2nd type we are considering those who do not support the club u take control at. This type of game is also largely easy as money can buy success, at least in the game. any club with a transfer budget of over 20m falls under this category. portsmouth, although having a budget of 20m is too shit to be in this group. Some may argue that this type of game is the most easy but it is not necessary the case, especially at clubs like chelsea and barca. they will ask for you to sign high profile players and may block your signing of players whom you know are cheap and good, e.g. marcelo and cardenas. however, in my opinion, this type of game sux as with money you can win everything in your first 2-3 seasons and will get bored quickly, however it is recommended for beginners as it will not spoil your morale quickly.
Challenge: 3/10
Fun: 5/10
average time before you get bored: 2.4 seasons.

The third type is the most challenging of the 6 in my opinion. Lower league managing. managing a club below the top division of the chosen league is difficult. lower league management includes managing even the top leagues in asian and african countries as the top division is likely to be the bottomost division as FM have most but not all of the leagues in the world. in lower league management. every one is the same. especially if you are not living in the country of league you are managing. you noe almost none of the players. or any of the clubs. picking a club is likely to be you choosing your favorite kit colour. your transfer budget is very limited. only about 10k or less if your are in league 2. about 200k if you are in league 1 and 1m if u are in championship. however, this type of game could last the longest providing that you have the determination to one day reach the pinnacle of the chosen league and the world. not recommended for beginners.
Challenge: 10/10
fun: 7/10
average time before you get bored: 3-10 seasons depending on your determination to win trophys

The fourth kind of game is starting a game at the top league but as one of the weakest club. this provide a challenge similar to LL management but slightly easier and gives a mind wrecking and heart stopping experience as you look likely to lose every match in the 1st season. especially with teams like watford and sheffield united. and find yourself looking for a draw rather than a win in every match. and it takes seasons to transform a club like that into a european force. my 1st ever FM game in FM05 was such a game as i started with norwich, a club i supported and saw myself at the same position near the foot of the table for 2 seasons. realistic but difficult.
challenge: 9/10
Fun: 6/10
average time before you get bored: 3-7 seasons depending on the speed success arrives.

the fifth kind of game is to start unemployed. this is very similar to LL managing in terms of challenge and provides even more possibilities especially with the new previous experience function. you may enter a sinking ship, needing to win every 2 out of 3 games to stop relegation, or u may get bought in after someone completes a takeover in the lower leagues. or you may rot in nothingness as no one wants to give you a job. but most ppl gets a job after 2-3 months providing you are not choosy in clubs ranging from championship to conference, haven got a premiership side want me starting unemployed yet. most difficult of them all in my opinion as you waste one transfer season at the beginning of the game and have to make do with what you have in your reserve and youth teams. I once took over a league 2 club whose only striker was out till the end of season and had to make do with youth players and makeshift strikers.
Challlenge: 10/10
Fun: 7/10
time before you get bored: very long if you have the patience.

final kind of the game is called- others. lolz. many funny games fall under this category. playing in wierd leagues like slovenian league, mediocre clubs like boro, or going on holiday for very long so that all the players you know are gone before playing. etc. etc.etc. the possibilities are limitless. and sky is the limit as you think of challenges for yourself. be a job hopper, changing jobs every time a new job comes up. or make your aim to be sacked while having the support of your players.
challenge: depends
fun: limitless
time before you get bored: varies.


can't think of a type of game not in this 6 major types. haha. so tt is all for this part of the guide.
nxt part: league 2.

haha.

till nxt time.

wkend

lolz. later going to national stadium to watch singapore play vietnam with addi n ray. lolz. can't wait. cos now damn sian. lolz.

1 wk of proper skooling has ended. lolz. this new principal seem like a super GL rolypoly whose main concern is not student welfare but grades. lolz. haiz. seem like a mugging yr this is. lolz.

this wkend seems proper and unlike my proper anger and sadness filled ones. lolz. but it is still too early to decide. lolz.

tomolo forca playing some funny challenger with quite a few loanees and trialees from the victoria hall. lolz. treating it as just a friendly. lolz. so expecting nth much but 2 hrs of great football. lolz.
forca team news: top scorer ray is doubtful following a skin problem while tireless winger RH is out with a knee injury. thus the team have to rely on other key members such as addi, Pk and the ever reliable but easily tired diego. Forca have often played a 4-4-2 formation but is likely to change to a 4-3-3 due to injuries and to accomadate creative midfielders sundar and wei ming. sundar is also doubtful due to his superb vanishing skills. In defence, strong defender Park will partner towering Jian Min in the center, a partnership similar to the cannavaro-materazzi partnership that was crucial in italy's world cup triumph. Diego will play left back with terence or a hostelite playing right back. PK, sundar and Weiming will form a deadly trio in central midfield with pk being the engine room of the team. bain will play in his preferred left wing while the right wing will be taken by either former vortex player randall or another hostelite. upfront, the sole striker will be a hostellite. another hostelite will be playing keeper as diego lost his gloves and terence is too eccentric to play there. since we know almost nth about the opponent. it is stupid to write anything about them here.

looking forward to it.. lolz. haha


oh ya. for my best fren munhoe. lolz. ester got a video in the roving DV shit. lolz u can dwnload n save to ur kantube. lolz. n vote for her. and ester has a blog too. lolz. eh munhoe. u scandalous shit. lolz.


wanna but can't let go..

till nxt time... lolz.

lectures begin.

lolz. now skool like beginning to hiong liao. lolz. alot of stuff coming out in this 1st 3 mths. lolz. how i miss 1st 3 mths of JC1. haha. lolz. beginning to warm up towards work also. lolz. must start soon. lolz.

sian. i got 3rd period. dunno can ponteng or not sia. if not muz stay in skool from like 12.45 to 4.50 just to go 3rd period like super lame. lolz. today 1st ever lecture of the yr was given by kwek. whose new yr resolution seem to be to make the whole lecture grp asleep. lolz. and he dared say our slides were 'boring' and 'wordy'. lolz. and 'make me feel like sleeping'. lolz. he should juz judge his slides on his op criteria. 'very lousy' 'only AE' 'not good, not good'. 'add meaningful pictures'..


n. thk u. yeah. u r the one hu brighten up my day but i am the one who broke your heart. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. it hurts me to see u so........... l


sorry.


till nxt time.

1st wk of e yr

haiz. so 8 days have past. lolz. still feels like december but getting to january mood liao. lolz.

sunday went queensway with reub n zhou. saw few shoes tt i like but neva buy sia. sad life. lolz den all the shops mysteriously close by 7. lolz. den went home. tried to take 197 but found out it takes too damn long. lolz. left queensway at 7 reached bugis at 7.45. lolz. den called parents "hallo. ma 我不会这么快到。 ·bus 很慢。 还要一个半小时." lolz. luckily the bus stop near lavender mrt at where we went take mrt lolz. den the mrt filled to the brim.this yr is getting unlucky. lolz

so many things happened around me in this 8 days. lolz. so unlucky until this yr getting spooky. lolz.



我想了很久。我越来越内疚。但除了如此。我想不到办法。你不必回应。也不必原谅我。是我的错。我现在内疚得连短讯也不敢送。应为我知道。我上你太深，太深，太深。。。。但我想你知道我对你说的没假话，决不是在玩耍。。。。对不起。

till nxt time...

35th dec

lolz. 2 days into skool n it still feels like december. lolz. december is my favourite month by a mile. lol.

sad life. damn sian.. go skool like no point. lolz. suddenly like so stressed cos see everyone mugging in skool. lolz. y can't life be 1 long holiday. haiz. lolz. whu got thrashed. damn sian. now they need a full 11 to replace the whole 1st team.

super tired. dunno y even though today like do nth. haiz....

sad life.




不要折磨自己。 谢谢你的谅解。 对不起。

对不起

对不起。