lolz. halfway into the week and with about 9 more wkdays left i have like 20 bucks left. tt's sad man. seriously need some way of increasing income.. yeah. for those kind souls out there who want to save this sad life guy.. yeah. pls donate via paypal. lolz.
anyway. to those who may feel lied to. i give a suggestion. "ask no questions and I tell no lies"... lolz. and seriously. there is nth. end of story. since u all like to speculate so much... y dun u find someone else to speculate on instead?... lolz.. and with your superb covert and detective skills, may i suggest you a career in the police or the military? where i am sure these skills as well as your survival skills which you picked up on that show, which i seriously think is scammed, to good use.
Something i thought of after reading some Neil Gaiman.. lolz.
Contradictory to the statement "no man is an island", i believe that everyone is an island, or we will be flooded and drowned by the sorrows and pains of everyone. We are more like islands, forts with layers and layers of walls, connected by millions and millions of bridges, tunnels and roads and not all leads into the same depths of the city. Some bridges may reach only the beaches of our islands while some may penetrate the walls into the hearts of our cities. And however many bridges and links, and however deep they go, there will always be this locked compound, this hidden garden, this sacred area that no one is permitted to enter. Even the one closest to you, will at most have the ability to just peek through the keyhole or look over the walls. This place is where everyones deepest secrets are kept, safe from the floods of others ideas and thoughts .. lolz.
nth much else.
oh ya. Park's 'campaign for openess' or so i call it. lolz. dunno. feel that the class have from the start been built on wrong foundations. weak ones. We were allies from situations. all the ostracizing. and i have been part of it. a big part i admit. wrong i was in many a time. more perhaps than the average. dunno. my explanation for the situation. though wrong i may be like many times i have been. is that, in JC, everyone is perhaps too careful to tread. for a wrong step may cause one to be hated. or ostracized. or outcasted. thus many just sticks with the crowd. the majority. or at least. the cliques. and i admit i was one of them. Also. the hectic lifestyle and cca makes it difficult to be able to have true frens outside perhaps the ccas. CCAs 6 days a wk means much less hanging out. and like class time together has also decreased with lectures.. dunno.
till nxt time
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