Nightmare of dreams

M₁U₁ + M₂U₂ = M₁V₁ +M₂V₂

The priciple of conservation of momentum.. Total Initial momentum of the system +total Final momentum of a system... or so the notes write and so i must agree. but sadly. this means while some gain momentum.. some must lose.. for it will not equal. haha. and suddenly feel sort of losing momentum.. not tt CT2 momentum liao.. haiz.. this can't be.

Swam this morn wif zhou again. haha. swimming is fun.. its one of those sports tt u finish feeling better than you started.. and really settles u down to study for the rest of the day. yeah.

Studied in the afternoon. and at least did something.. but nights are really sian.. dun feel like doing anything at all. haiz. should not be like this.. less than 2 wks to prelims.. Wong.. concentrate..

have the concentration span of a goldfish.. cant seem to do anything for more than a minute without thinking bout food and slack. haha. only thing i can concentrate on are the unimportant ones..

oh ya. on the night before GP i dreamt of this. yeah. I dreamt that i could study in my dreams.. yeah. i could see books in front of me.. some may say it is a good thing.. but its a nightmare.. honestly. a big nightmare. I was there.. notes and lines were floating pass me. and i could only catch a few random words among them.. picture one of those movies where there is a collage of headlines and stuff.. yeah. and with the spiderpig tone ringing at the back.. occasionally change to the 小吗小二郎 song. it was a nightmare. the last bastions of dreams, have been taken over by books.. and then after a while.. i woke up in sweat.. only to go back to sleep by turning on the aircon.. haiz.. yeah. some may think it will be a good thing.. to be able to study in your sleep so that the rest of the day could be used for other 'more important' needs. but dunno.. i guess given a choice.. i would keep my dreams. haha. yeah. some may say its useless and that by being able to study in it it would make dreams useful.. but seriously.. dreams.. even daydreams.. are important to me. it doesnt matter if they will be fulfilled or not.. or whether i would ever accomplish things in my dreams... but yeah. dreams are for what dreams are for.. an escapade. a bulwark ( a word i learnt from GP prelims, which means A wall or embankment raised as a defensive fortification; a rampart.) from the harsh realities of life.. for without dreams.. sure.. one can succeed.. and perhaps do even better than dreamers.. but one will miss out on the truest things of life.. things that set mankind apart from animals.. mayb even animals do.. but we do not see animals dreaming of being of becoming supertiger.. or Manbat... but we do see animals trying to be the best at what they are.. dreaming of the next prey and being the leader of the tribe.. so to just try to excel and not dream of unrealistic stuff will perhaps bring us to nth much more than animals.. don't it? haha. crazy way of thinking but.. haha. that's me.. lolz.

"The best shot is not shooting, therefore do not shoot".

nth much else.. till nxt time.. gd nite.

[Update 11:25pm] actually still did blackboard physics at this late ungodly hour. haha. so can't be too dissapointed with myself can i?. yeah. have to sleep soon.. tomorrow is another long day.. haha. days are long now.. everyday is important.. but none as important as these few days.. yeah. tell me i'm one day gonna stay up so late to mug.. and i will render u crazy and siao.. and have you shot while hanging upside down. haha.