Saturday, 16 June 2007

Wong's uncertainty principle.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love.
-- The character "Rose Walker" in The Sandman #65


lol... if only i had looked at the sandman earlier.. lolz. perfect.

anyway.. lolz.. sian...

cant seem to get that enthusiasm for studies the time i had for o levels... not yet anyway.. have to find it soon... i know it is buried somewhere beneath the piles of notes, between perhaps Ionic Equilibria and Quantum Physics or perhaps in the pages of the balance of payment. lolz. dunno... JC stuff juz doesnt seem that exciting.. at least last time during sec skool when i am bored i could read history or SS like a story book... but now... econs have no stories man.. it only dulls the imagination, and spoil my view of the world. lolz. So is chem, physics and maths for that matter..

but my progress have been ok.. well.. ok for me.. take away the uncertainties here and there... well u cant take them away.. and so that is actually why u cant actually be totally certain on how much u studied... well.. cos the amount you studied (lets call it Q here) and time,t... is a conjugate pair.. and since

ΔQΔt≥һ/4π

and

ΔEΔt≥һ/4π

with E being energy as we all know.. and so one could never be sure of how much energy one has put into studying or how much time has one committed to study and thus how much one had studied and whether that is enough for the exams.. and the amount of this uncertainty is only һ/4π if, and only if, t is very big or E is very big, cos if not.. the uncertainty is more like (һ/4π)^-1, or so to say, the inverse... which is a huge number.. lolz.. maybe i shall call it the Wong's uncertainty principle. and perhaps win the nobel prize on this... and this could be added to the zeroeth law of thermodynamics, which states that the universe and all its happenings head towards a state of greater chaos. or something like that.. which is true cos if u study more, u will dig out and use more paper and notes.. which will cause considerable chaos... one just had to look into my room to understand.. lolz... i close my door everytime cos frankly, if my mother see it, she would confirm faint.. and no. i am not exxaggerating... is that how you spell this?.. anyway.. haha.. it really its messi... lolz.. sorry typo.. comes from too long without football.. haha.. sian..




lolz.. enuff of crapping liao...

nth much else.. till nxt time then.. haha.

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