home alone

and so my 2 days alone in singapore are over after my parents returned from malaysia today. or more accurately. just now.

haha. it has been fun. staying up late till 2. and stuff.. and totally no one around to disturb me.. though the sound of silence is quite unbearable.. yeah. silence has a sound.. and when one is alone, one can hear it. The murmur of fans, the bristling of leaves, the beating of the heart... etc. haha.. when u are alone.. you see more... lolz..

now think sandman is seriously cool. lolz.. u all should read his quotes here.haha Coolness. if only literature was like this i would have taken literature instead of kuku econs. haha.. econs is seriously difficult thing to study.. one chapter of econs is like equivalent to the whole of organic chem.. seriously. screw econs. And THANK YOU. Mr Keynes, Mr Friedman, Mr Ball. and all of you who contributed one way and another to making econs econs. you have just made at least one life miserable.

"Desire… Never a possession, always the possessor, with skin as pale as smoke, and eyes tawny and sharp as yellow wine: Desire is everything you have ever wanted. Whoever you are. Whatever you are. Everything."- a quote from Sandman.. alongside many others which i think is cool..

anyway.. an update on the current situation for my probable NZ thingy. it turns out that it is not that confirm i would be going anyway. cos my father just accepted a job offer on marina bay sands or something. which is quite cool cos that means i will be related somehow to the IR again. lolz. cos its good pay and it would be better to work and mayb send gimme a wider choice on where to go anyway. lolz. and so i continue my journey towards.. dunno.. destiny?

one day i will figure that out.. and dunno.. attempt anything... cos "It is sometimes a mistake to climb, it is always a mistake never even to make the attempt". and yeah.. if it was a mistake.. at least i would know that in some parallel universe where i might have been wiser.. i would have chose the right thing.. haha.. but now.. this universe is the most important one.. lolz..

and... getting fed up with the whu constant link with darren bent.. i mean he is good.. but not 18m good.. at most maybe i think 10m? 12m? would be reasonable although already expensive. and he is not worth 6 Benayouns... and benayoun is definitely not worth only 3m. at least 15m i say. maybe a bit over expensive.. but i think he is good and we should keep him... and dun buy anyone for 18m. unless its tevez we are talking about.. or quaresma... haha.

sian..

nth much else.. my tiempo spoilt.. now need a new pair of tiempo.. or mayb 2. haha.. wan the black and white one.. seriously cool. black tick on white... haha.. will see how...

mayb catching another movie tomorrow... hope so.... oceans.. here i come.. and wait a while silver surfer.. haha.

till nxt time...