at least did something today. haha. which eased me off some of my guilt which is swarming back to me now i am slacking here. a wk to prelims.. and my mind is still drifting more than it should.... sian.. for example.. today at library i managed to draw up a name poem for my name after being inspired by the comics and the end of the electrochem I notes..
J, Jaguar, guile of.
I, Intelligence.
A, Agility
H, Hope, Beacon of
A, Grades of
O, Opportunity.. waiting for.
haha. sian. the wrong songs are ringing bout my head.. haha. lame songs that is... sian..
nth much else. .till nxt time...
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Saturday, 1 September 2007
Sunday, 8 July 2007
The long day. closes
firstly. screw Top 3 Achievements. screw it.
anyway. had a tiring day. busy from morn till night.
Morn went science center with my guest and my family of course. and its like right at the other end of singapore. saw the china inventions exibition which was quite boring. actually very. and i was bored out of my nuts and started thinking of rubbish there. After that went IMM for the afternoon for lunch and afterwhich walked around there till like 5pm? 6? not sure.. anyway. after that. went eat dinner.. den came home.. at which i have been on the com till now. Doing what else but the hated T3A. mine quite short. cos i am afterall a great slacker. and haven really did much of anything. argh. this is simply not my cup of T3a... lolz.
real tired. why cant life be easier. why cant ppl stick with tried and tested methods. why dont just ask teachers to write some testimonial. instead of making something so difficult called a School Graduation Cert. seriously, i think it is overrated.. this business of moving away from academic achievements only. not that i am a mugger and believe the only way to greatness is to mug non stop 24/7. Its just, if u can't even get decent grades, i dun see the point in excelling in other stuff. Its like who wants a student who could do every thing in the world but study. It will be like useless. and i certainly dun wan doctors of the future to be some brute who only excelled in sports or something. Like in fantastic 4, Reed Richards said something to the captain of the army or something something like that. like "The quarterback only remained a quarterback while i became one of the greatest minds on earth".. I respect sportsmen, i honour them, its just i really think some of the MOE new policies are overrated. And having been to NZ, which in a way does not put as much emphasis on grades, i dont see anything similar there. i do not see students writing testimonials for themselves, and they did get the world best scorer for the international GCE A levels last yr, didn't they? i may be wrong about everything. but one could have his views cant he?
School should be more a breeze than this is. Life should be easier.
actually planned to try and do my tutorials tonight. but stupid t3a has drained me too much. its too tiring. contacting ppl, writing, boasting, praising oneself. and having have to ask ppl for evidences to support your boasts. i dun understand this. mayb i have been too slack. perhaps if i have worked abit harder last time i would not have ended up this way.
Sometimes i just dream, of a place like narnia, where i do not not learn, but where life is a much more direct route, of adventures and miracles. Not of laws and emptiness. I may be weak, but i would rather wield a sword than my pen. I would rather fight dragons than prove hypothesis. I would rather believe in a flat world than in quantum physics. Call me a fool, "say that i'm a dreamer", but let me tell you, "i am not the only one".. and "perhaps one day, you will join us".. and "the world will live as one"... haha.
its still a long lap to go. but my legs are already hurting. dunno if i could carry myself through all this.. this has to be the toughest battle i ever faced. but i know i must fight on.
“Victory at all costs, victory in spite of all terror, victory however long and hard the road may be; for without victory there is no survival.”
- Winston Churchill
yeah.. that pretty sums up everything again. without victory over this ogre called A levels. I would be dead.
nth much else..
till nxt time. yeah. and for today at least.. The long day..... closes....
anyway. had a tiring day. busy from morn till night.
Morn went science center with my guest and my family of course. and its like right at the other end of singapore. saw the china inventions exibition which was quite boring. actually very. and i was bored out of my nuts and started thinking of rubbish there. After that went IMM for the afternoon for lunch and afterwhich walked around there till like 5pm? 6? not sure.. anyway. after that. went eat dinner.. den came home.. at which i have been on the com till now. Doing what else but the hated T3A. mine quite short. cos i am afterall a great slacker. and haven really did much of anything. argh. this is simply not my cup of T3a... lolz.
real tired. why cant life be easier. why cant ppl stick with tried and tested methods. why dont just ask teachers to write some testimonial. instead of making something so difficult called a School Graduation Cert. seriously, i think it is overrated.. this business of moving away from academic achievements only. not that i am a mugger and believe the only way to greatness is to mug non stop 24/7. Its just, if u can't even get decent grades, i dun see the point in excelling in other stuff. Its like who wants a student who could do every thing in the world but study. It will be like useless. and i certainly dun wan doctors of the future to be some brute who only excelled in sports or something. Like in fantastic 4, Reed Richards said something to the captain of the army or something something like that. like "The quarterback only remained a quarterback while i became one of the greatest minds on earth".. I respect sportsmen, i honour them, its just i really think some of the MOE new policies are overrated. And having been to NZ, which in a way does not put as much emphasis on grades, i dont see anything similar there. i do not see students writing testimonials for themselves, and they did get the world best scorer for the international GCE A levels last yr, didn't they? i may be wrong about everything. but one could have his views cant he?
School should be more a breeze than this is. Life should be easier.
actually planned to try and do my tutorials tonight. but stupid t3a has drained me too much. its too tiring. contacting ppl, writing, boasting, praising oneself. and having have to ask ppl for evidences to support your boasts. i dun understand this. mayb i have been too slack. perhaps if i have worked abit harder last time i would not have ended up this way.
Sometimes i just dream, of a place like narnia, where i do not not learn, but where life is a much more direct route, of adventures and miracles. Not of laws and emptiness. I may be weak, but i would rather wield a sword than my pen. I would rather fight dragons than prove hypothesis. I would rather believe in a flat world than in quantum physics. Call me a fool, "say that i'm a dreamer", but let me tell you, "i am not the only one".. and "perhaps one day, you will join us".. and "the world will live as one"... haha.
its still a long lap to go. but my legs are already hurting. dunno if i could carry myself through all this.. this has to be the toughest battle i ever faced. but i know i must fight on.
“Victory at all costs, victory in spite of all terror, victory however long and hard the road may be; for without victory there is no survival.”
- Winston Churchill
yeah.. that pretty sums up everything again. without victory over this ogre called A levels. I would be dead.
nth much else..
till nxt time. yeah. and for today at least.. The long day..... closes....
Friday, 22 June 2007
2 days
haha.. 2 days more to CT.
i think i am ready. hope i am. haha. dunno what got into me.. still playing now at the last minute.. luckily this is not a level.. or i am screwed.. haha.. must seriously put my foot down and stop gaming soon after this ct2.. haha. soon. said that dunno how many times liao.. haha...
oh yeah. 端午节 came and just gone without me knowing it.. haha.. 1st time in my life i forgot about it sia..
sian. ct means skool reopening soon.. haha.. which means i am entering my last ever semester of uniformed school life.. well dun think that it would be much different.. but i guess i would just have to make the most out of this last 4-5 mths or so.. haha.. and after that.. it would be a new beginning... haha.. although there is a 2 yr break first... haha..
haven done my t3A nor anything related for that matter. cos i dun really have anything to write. dunno.. i have achieved i guess, in non academic, non cca stuff... but those dun count, do they? can i write say my reading of all the sandman comics and thus gain wonderful insights and thoughts? or i made many new friends? seriously, i think t3a is screwed up.. its like forcing people to achieve a preset achievement level. haha. but , whatever.. i am happy as i am and i dun think i have to achieve goals just to show it in my a levels. haha. it may be important. but there is obviously the other pages where more important stuff are. or so i feel i think i guess. haiz..
everything is moving so fast now i could hardly even try to stand, breathe and look out of the window.. how i wish it was yesterday once more.. dun feel myself at the moment.. there is this fear that suddenly resurfaced.. haiz.. last time i felt it was like 2 days before o levels.. aint it have came a little too early? dunno.. just not feeling right right now... like some superhero who have just lost something.. haha. dunno..
anyway.
oh yeah. 谢谢你. haha.
till nxt time.
i think i am ready. hope i am. haha. dunno what got into me.. still playing now at the last minute.. luckily this is not a level.. or i am screwed.. haha.. must seriously put my foot down and stop gaming soon after this ct2.. haha. soon. said that dunno how many times liao.. haha...
oh yeah. 端午节 came and just gone without me knowing it.. haha.. 1st time in my life i forgot about it sia..
sian. ct means skool reopening soon.. haha.. which means i am entering my last ever semester of uniformed school life.. well dun think that it would be much different.. but i guess i would just have to make the most out of this last 4-5 mths or so.. haha.. and after that.. it would be a new beginning... haha.. although there is a 2 yr break first... haha..
haven done my t3A nor anything related for that matter. cos i dun really have anything to write. dunno.. i have achieved i guess, in non academic, non cca stuff... but those dun count, do they? can i write say my reading of all the sandman comics and thus gain wonderful insights and thoughts? or i made many new friends? seriously, i think t3a is screwed up.. its like forcing people to achieve a preset achievement level. haha. but , whatever.. i am happy as i am and i dun think i have to achieve goals just to show it in my a levels. haha. it may be important. but there is obviously the other pages where more important stuff are. or so i feel i think i guess. haiz..
everything is moving so fast now i could hardly even try to stand, breathe and look out of the window.. how i wish it was yesterday once more.. dun feel myself at the moment.. there is this fear that suddenly resurfaced.. haiz.. last time i felt it was like 2 days before o levels.. aint it have came a little too early? dunno.. just not feeling right right now... like some superhero who have just lost something.. haha. dunno..
anyway.
oh yeah. 谢谢你. haha.
till nxt time.
Monday, 18 June 2007
lolz.. its officially 1 wk to CT. or less than that in fact..
somewhat completed my revision.. i stress SOMEWHAT.. lolz. many things like still not sure. super many.. let me count..
APGP, recurrence---- unsure
differenciation, integration--- somewhat unsure
Vectors--- quite certain
stats--- if my calculator does not let me down.. then yes..
mclaurins and the rest--- should be ok.
org chem--- sure till the ring.. after that.. 5050
in org--- quite ok.. since i just did it today.
IE-- if it was as easy as the notes say they are...
Kinetics--- ok.. not realli sure cos no practice done.
kinematics-- with my eyes closed..
dynamics--- with my eyes opened..
DC--- ok lah.. dunno
quantum-- if it is as easy as the notes feel..
magnet-- BILsinO thats everything rite?
lasers and semis--- ok.. dunno.. but half of the assignment like dunno right or not... haha
ECONS--- No. i am not sure bout anything even though i have completed everything..
sian...
haha.. added the sandman next to the green lantern.. cos suddenly think it is damn cool now.. esp some of his wise words..
sian..
haiz.. till nxt time..
somewhat completed my revision.. i stress SOMEWHAT.. lolz. many things like still not sure. super many.. let me count..
APGP, recurrence---- unsure
differenciation, integration--- somewhat unsure
Vectors--- quite certain
stats--- if my calculator does not let me down.. then yes..
mclaurins and the rest--- should be ok.
org chem--- sure till the ring.. after that.. 5050
in org--- quite ok.. since i just did it today.
IE-- if it was as easy as the notes say they are...
Kinetics--- ok.. not realli sure cos no practice done.
kinematics-- with my eyes closed..
dynamics--- with my eyes opened..
DC--- ok lah.. dunno
quantum-- if it is as easy as the notes feel..
magnet-- BILsinO thats everything rite?
lasers and semis--- ok.. dunno.. but half of the assignment like dunno right or not... haha
ECONS--- No. i am not sure bout anything even though i have completed everything..
sian...
haha.. added the sandman next to the green lantern.. cos suddenly think it is damn cool now.. esp some of his wise words..
sian..
haiz.. till nxt time..
Thursday, 14 June 2007
home alone
and so my 2 days alone in singapore are over after my parents returned from malaysia today. or more accurately. just now.
haha. it has been fun. staying up late till 2. and stuff.. and totally no one around to disturb me.. though the sound of silence is quite unbearable.. yeah. silence has a sound.. and when one is alone, one can hear it. The murmur of fans, the bristling of leaves, the beating of the heart... etc. haha.. when u are alone.. you see more... lolz..
now think sandman is seriously cool. lolz.. u all should read his quotes here.haha Coolness. if only literature was like this i would have taken literature instead of kuku econs. haha.. econs is seriously difficult thing to study.. one chapter of econs is like equivalent to the whole of organic chem.. seriously. screw econs. And THANK YOU. Mr Keynes, Mr Friedman, Mr Ball. and all of you who contributed one way and another to making econs econs. you have just made at least one life miserable.
"Desire… Never a possession, always the possessor, with skin as pale as smoke, and eyes tawny and sharp as yellow wine: Desire is everything you have ever wanted. Whoever you are. Whatever you are. Everything."- a quote from Sandman.. alongside many others which i think is cool..
anyway.. an update on the current situation for my probable NZ thingy. it turns out that it is not that confirm i would be going anyway. cos my father just accepted a job offer on marina bay sands or something. which is quite cool cos that means i will be related somehow to the IR again. lolz. cos its good pay and it would be better to work and mayb send gimme a wider choice on where to go anyway. lolz. and so i continue my journey towards.. dunno.. destiny?
one day i will figure that out.. and dunno.. attempt anything... cos "It is sometimes a mistake to climb, it is always a mistake never even to make the attempt". and yeah.. if it was a mistake.. at least i would know that in some parallel universe where i might have been wiser.. i would have chose the right thing.. haha.. but now.. this universe is the most important one.. lolz..
and... getting fed up with the whu constant link with darren bent.. i mean he is good.. but not 18m good.. at most maybe i think 10m? 12m? would be reasonable although already expensive. and he is not worth 6 Benayouns... and benayoun is definitely not worth only 3m. at least 15m i say. maybe a bit over expensive.. but i think he is good and we should keep him... and dun buy anyone for 18m. unless its tevez we are talking about.. or quaresma... haha.
sian..
nth much else.. my tiempo spoilt.. now need a new pair of tiempo.. or mayb 2. haha.. wan the black and white one.. seriously cool. black tick on white... haha.. will see how...
mayb catching another movie tomorrow... hope so.... oceans.. here i come.. and wait a while silver surfer.. haha.
till nxt time...
haha. it has been fun. staying up late till 2. and stuff.. and totally no one around to disturb me.. though the sound of silence is quite unbearable.. yeah. silence has a sound.. and when one is alone, one can hear it. The murmur of fans, the bristling of leaves, the beating of the heart... etc. haha.. when u are alone.. you see more... lolz..
now think sandman is seriously cool. lolz.. u all should read his quotes here.haha Coolness. if only literature was like this i would have taken literature instead of kuku econs. haha.. econs is seriously difficult thing to study.. one chapter of econs is like equivalent to the whole of organic chem.. seriously. screw econs. And THANK YOU. Mr Keynes, Mr Friedman, Mr Ball. and all of you who contributed one way and another to making econs econs. you have just made at least one life miserable.
"Desire… Never a possession, always the possessor, with skin as pale as smoke, and eyes tawny and sharp as yellow wine: Desire is everything you have ever wanted. Whoever you are. Whatever you are. Everything."- a quote from Sandman.. alongside many others which i think is cool..
anyway.. an update on the current situation for my probable NZ thingy. it turns out that it is not that confirm i would be going anyway. cos my father just accepted a job offer on marina bay sands or something. which is quite cool cos that means i will be related somehow to the IR again. lolz. cos its good pay and it would be better to work and mayb send gimme a wider choice on where to go anyway. lolz. and so i continue my journey towards.. dunno.. destiny?
one day i will figure that out.. and dunno.. attempt anything... cos "It is sometimes a mistake to climb, it is always a mistake never even to make the attempt". and yeah.. if it was a mistake.. at least i would know that in some parallel universe where i might have been wiser.. i would have chose the right thing.. haha.. but now.. this universe is the most important one.. lolz..
and... getting fed up with the whu constant link with darren bent.. i mean he is good.. but not 18m good.. at most maybe i think 10m? 12m? would be reasonable although already expensive. and he is not worth 6 Benayouns... and benayoun is definitely not worth only 3m. at least 15m i say. maybe a bit over expensive.. but i think he is good and we should keep him... and dun buy anyone for 18m. unless its tevez we are talking about.. or quaresma... haha.
sian..
nth much else.. my tiempo spoilt.. now need a new pair of tiempo.. or mayb 2. haha.. wan the black and white one.. seriously cool. black tick on white... haha.. will see how...
mayb catching another movie tomorrow... hope so.... oceans.. here i come.. and wait a while silver surfer.. haha.
till nxt time...
Monday, 11 June 2007
withdrawal
sian... its now the period of time where i suffer from withdrawal symptoms.. lol.. from football.. and i will like check soccernet. kumb. and co like 6-7 times a day. waiting for the deal that has yet occur.. cos unlike Man Utd which has somewhat completed their summer signings.. Us West Ham and Arsenal( zhou n ran) fans.. have each only signed one player.. haha. and fabianski or scott parker although maybe good signings.. arent exactly your signing of the season... lolz.. i was hoping more like saviola or something type.. lolz.. but dunno...
haha.. anyway.. for those of u who hadnt heard of this webbie.. i shall introduce it to you.. it is a great joke site esp if you noe football... haha.. damn funny.. i read already i laugh super much.. haha.. its called... football-rumours... LOL.
did some studying wif zhou today at my place.. lolz. quite funny... afternoon played some flash game with him.. which was lol.. but Fun.. haha. its called boxhead.. click to play haha.. damn funny.. and i n zhou was like trying to smash that high score.. lolz..
sian....
haha..
oh ya.. 2 of my fave teams.. whu n roma will be playing in a friendly.. so a good preseason to look forward to then.. haha.
till nxt time..
haha.. anyway.. for those of u who hadnt heard of this webbie.. i shall introduce it to you.. it is a great joke site esp if you noe football... haha.. damn funny.. i read already i laugh super much.. haha.. its called... football-rumours... LOL.
did some studying wif zhou today at my place.. lolz. quite funny... afternoon played some flash game with him.. which was lol.. but Fun.. haha. its called boxhead.. click to play haha.. damn funny.. and i n zhou was like trying to smash that high score.. lolz..
sian....
haha..
oh ya.. 2 of my fave teams.. whu n roma will be playing in a friendly.. so a good preseason to look forward to then.. haha.
till nxt time..
Saturday, 9 June 2007
resurfaced
lost avenues and hopes are resurfacing.. lolz. like the NZ one. lol. now contemplating a move there again.. cos if i am gonna study medcine.. there is the most probable route i could go.. if i do not get any scholarship or anything to finance me. cos studying medcine in aust will cost 450k or nearly half a million sing. and nz.. if i go as a 'local' student will only cost a third of that sum. lolz.
so now thinking... roads have sunk before and are rebuilt.. perhaps this is one of those....
and i miss the beutiful sky there.. and the stars.... and the landscape. mayb i juz went in at the wrong place at the wrong time... or mayb i am ready to give it a second chance again... last time i went as a human.. but now.. i will go as a champion.. one who has potential to overcome fear..a green lantern.
maybe its not the last time i would blog under the stars..
but anything would have to wait at least 2 yrs. cos of NS. lolz. but not plenty of time to think.
cos the thing expires 2008.. and i have to do a decision by this yr.. or heck this mth.. i must decide. crossroads again...
How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?
How many paths does a man has to choose
Before he can see the light?
well the 2nd line was added by me.. and well the answer my friend is blowing in the wind.. the answer is blowing in the wind.... and listen to the wind i shall.... but there is no wind now cos i am in a room.. lolz..
anyway.. went watch shrek wif zhou reub n ran juz now.. For those who have saw it. congrats, you like us, have been conned. For those who hadnt let you be warned.. I am not one who critisize lots of movies.. in fact i like most movies i watch.. but this is a waste of money. just wait for it on channel 5.
sian..
黑色幽默
zzz.. should go slp soon...
till nxt time...
so now thinking... roads have sunk before and are rebuilt.. perhaps this is one of those....
and i miss the beutiful sky there.. and the stars.... and the landscape. mayb i juz went in at the wrong place at the wrong time... or mayb i am ready to give it a second chance again... last time i went as a human.. but now.. i will go as a champion.. one who has potential to overcome fear..a green lantern.
maybe its not the last time i would blog under the stars..
but anything would have to wait at least 2 yrs. cos of NS. lolz. but not plenty of time to think.
cos the thing expires 2008.. and i have to do a decision by this yr.. or heck this mth.. i must decide. crossroads again...
How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?
How many paths does a man has to choose
Before he can see the light?
well the 2nd line was added by me.. and well the answer my friend is blowing in the wind.. the answer is blowing in the wind.... and listen to the wind i shall.... but there is no wind now cos i am in a room.. lolz..
anyway.. went watch shrek wif zhou reub n ran juz now.. For those who have saw it. congrats, you like us, have been conned. For those who hadnt let you be warned.. I am not one who critisize lots of movies.. in fact i like most movies i watch.. but this is a waste of money. just wait for it on channel 5.
sian..
黑色幽默
zzz.. should go slp soon...
till nxt time...
Friday, 1 June 2007
lolz. everytime holiday also like that.. start to think too much cos i simply got too much time on my hands. lolz. not exactly.. but i still got some time to think.
lolz. the factual stuff 1st. lolz. ok. yesterday morn went do CIP wif Jimmy, peifang n Kailee. lolz. den i n jimmy went the temple there in the morn and owning. lolz. everyone donate sia. owning. lolz. den afternoon sibei no mood to continue liao.. so just anyhow. lol. den afternoon went out wif hoe, reub n ran. lolz. watch pirate (again for me) lolz. and thus join the gang for watching same movies twice. lolz. reub( spiderman3) ran( batman begins) Hoe (新警察故事 or something) lolz.. it was still quite nice.. can understand and remember more having seen it for the second time. lolz. and can now remember that elizabeth speech.. lolz. which i thought was damn cool. lolz... well what i could make of of loose recorded lines anyway..
"You all listen to me! LISTEN! The other ships will still be looking to us, the Black Pearl to lead, and what will they see? Frightened bilgerats aboard a derelict ship? No, they will see free men and freedom! And the enemy will see the flash of our canons and they will hear the ring of our swords and they will know what we can do! With the sweat of our brow, and the strength of our backs, and the courage in our hearts! Gentlemen, Hoist the Colours!"
haha.. and "YO HO... HOIST THE COLOURS... HOIST THE COLOURS HIGH!!.... HEAVE HO.. THIEVES AND BEGGARS.... NEVER SHALL WE DIE...."
haha.. ok.. den after tt went eat long john... which like completed a whole day of fast food for me.. lolz. mac. kfc n ljs. lolz. den after that we talked... lolz.. which somehow made me think again.. lolz...
of cos its about uni admission.. what course.. lolz.. how i wish i could have a compass like jack's that show me my hearts desire.. or the navigation charts of sao feng. which will lead me to anything i want.. lolz... sian.. now thinking of pursueing medicine. lolz. after a few revelations to me. lolz. sian.. but if that is so... there are more choices in which to make.. my father may have to go to nz to secure a local place for me there.. and i dunno... it is a great choice though.. one which i have often overlooked without thinking too much abt it. lolz. dunno..
sian... shall go to my room and think more. lolz..
till nxt time.
lolz. the factual stuff 1st. lolz. ok. yesterday morn went do CIP wif Jimmy, peifang n Kailee. lolz. den i n jimmy went the temple there in the morn and owning. lolz. everyone donate sia. owning. lolz. den afternoon sibei no mood to continue liao.. so just anyhow. lol. den afternoon went out wif hoe, reub n ran. lolz. watch pirate (again for me) lolz. and thus join the gang for watching same movies twice. lolz. reub( spiderman3) ran( batman begins) Hoe (新警察故事 or something) lolz.. it was still quite nice.. can understand and remember more having seen it for the second time. lolz. and can now remember that elizabeth speech.. lolz. which i thought was damn cool. lolz... well what i could make of of loose recorded lines anyway..
"You all listen to me! LISTEN! The other ships will still be looking to us, the Black Pearl to lead, and what will they see? Frightened bilgerats aboard a derelict ship? No, they will see free men and freedom! And the enemy will see the flash of our canons and they will hear the ring of our swords and they will know what we can do! With the sweat of our brow, and the strength of our backs, and the courage in our hearts! Gentlemen, Hoist the Colours!"
haha.. and "YO HO... HOIST THE COLOURS... HOIST THE COLOURS HIGH!!.... HEAVE HO.. THIEVES AND BEGGARS.... NEVER SHALL WE DIE...."
haha.. ok.. den after tt went eat long john... which like completed a whole day of fast food for me.. lolz. mac. kfc n ljs. lolz. den after that we talked... lolz.. which somehow made me think again.. lolz...
of cos its about uni admission.. what course.. lolz.. how i wish i could have a compass like jack's that show me my hearts desire.. or the navigation charts of sao feng. which will lead me to anything i want.. lolz... sian.. now thinking of pursueing medicine. lolz. after a few revelations to me. lolz. sian.. but if that is so... there are more choices in which to make.. my father may have to go to nz to secure a local place for me there.. and i dunno... it is a great choice though.. one which i have often overlooked without thinking too much abt it. lolz. dunno..
sian... shall go to my room and think more. lolz..
till nxt time.
Sunday, 27 May 2007
wkend roundup
It has been a long wkend. very long. lolz. with mixed feelings throughout.
lolz. nth much to do around.. went to the metta fair today morn. think it was quite lame. like last yr. and went home earlier than my parents. lolz. rather rot at home and there. at least my house is cooler. lolz.
den just now father's frens came. one of which is staying at my place. lolz. then they talked about those serious stuff again.. like politics n global warming. lolz. quite interesting but quite no link. lolz. den before that went the botanical gardens cos one of them was a plants enthusiast. lolz. all the trees looked the same to me. some taller. some shorter. lolz. it was warm. super warm. lolz. then i felt asif i was melting. lolz. den saw this kid central team filming "no problem".. some lame kids show. lolz. kid central should just import good cartoons.. not try to make their own lame shows. lolz.
just watched Bridge to Terabithia for the 2nd time just now..cos i seriously nth to do. lolz. feel like dwnloading or buying pirates3 and spidey3 so i can watch them again. lolz.
haha. tomorrow will start mugging. technically i have started.. but so far have only studied nitro compounds in the wkend. which is like 1 chapter out of a million for CT2. seriously. all the other subjects should consider being like physics and have less chapters. esp stupid econs.
lolz. sometimes reality makes you believe in comics.
lolz. nth much to do around.. went to the metta fair today morn. think it was quite lame. like last yr. and went home earlier than my parents. lolz. rather rot at home and there. at least my house is cooler. lolz.
den just now father's frens came. one of which is staying at my place. lolz. then they talked about those serious stuff again.. like politics n global warming. lolz. quite interesting but quite no link. lolz. den before that went the botanical gardens cos one of them was a plants enthusiast. lolz. all the trees looked the same to me. some taller. some shorter. lolz. it was warm. super warm. lolz. then i felt asif i was melting. lolz. den saw this kid central team filming "no problem".. some lame kids show. lolz. kid central should just import good cartoons.. not try to make their own lame shows. lolz.
just watched Bridge to Terabithia for the 2nd time just now..cos i seriously nth to do. lolz. feel like dwnloading or buying pirates3 and spidey3 so i can watch them again. lolz.
haha. tomorrow will start mugging. technically i have started.. but so far have only studied nitro compounds in the wkend. which is like 1 chapter out of a million for CT2. seriously. all the other subjects should consider being like physics and have less chapters. esp stupid econs.
lolz. sometimes reality makes you believe in comics.
Saturday, 26 May 2007
sian
This is lame. lol. it's the same thing all over again. when in school, you wish for holidays. and now in the holidays you suddenly feel emptiness and boredom and think there is nth to do at all. lolz.
now drifting around online... searching for a goal to do. lolz. that's y i am here typing rubbish again.
lolz. just listening to the pirates song again and now i have put it into a endless loop of "hoist the colours".. The king and his men stole the queen from her bed. and bound her in her bones....haha.
sian. lolz. no football news.. or i should say.. little football news..
Oh ya.. and some ppl said i imagine too much.. lolz.. look below.. lolz.. and think again about me saying about Captain Victoria fighting aliens at the sea at east coast park....
..
lolz... till nxt time
now drifting around online... searching for a goal to do. lolz. that's y i am here typing rubbish again.
lolz. just listening to the pirates song again and now i have put it into a endless loop of "hoist the colours".. The king and his men stole the queen from her bed. and bound her in her bones....haha.
sian. lolz. no football news.. or i should say.. little football news..
Oh ya.. and some ppl said i imagine too much.. lolz.. look below.. lolz.. and think again about me saying about Captain Victoria fighting aliens at the sea at east coast park....
..lolz... till nxt time
Friday, 18 May 2007
Respect
just heard tt VJ soccer guys got kicked out. lolz. sad life. er. take it easy folks... dun be too disheartened.. er.. dunno wad to say.. lolz. but there goes my full day.. lolz. sad life. perhaps everything is fated.. lolz.. er.. soccer guys dun be too sad.. u did ur best.. and i salute you and..... respect.
sianed.. missing lots due to this stupid cough-flu-sore throat-headache shit. lolz. like tonights concert. lolz. hope i recover by MJ's.. cos really wanna go.. AHS+ shukit performing. lolz. looking forward most to it.. and the tons of movies coming out right now. cant miss anything.
haiz. still abit sick.. but feel myself recovering well liao.. mayb by tomorrow should be alright. lolz. hope so anyway.
must do GP tomorrow.. if not monday sure kena. lolz. but since its the last wk of skool i seriously no mood. dunno. mayb i am too slack.. but must really start soon. and with the ending of the season with WHU on FM today i decide to finally really stop gaming for now. For Now. lolz
on ya. new magic set is out. here. haha. its quite nice. but prefer the core timespiral and planar chaos instead. dun like some of the new cards orientation with the mana costs on the left instead. quite kuku to me. must look all over the stupid card to find out how much it cost to cast it.
sian. feeling bored and lazy right now.
and mayb i have made a great mistake.
lolz..
till nxt time.
sianed.. missing lots due to this stupid cough-flu-sore throat-headache shit. lolz. like tonights concert. lolz. hope i recover by MJ's.. cos really wanna go.. AHS+ shukit performing. lolz. looking forward most to it.. and the tons of movies coming out right now. cant miss anything.
haiz. still abit sick.. but feel myself recovering well liao.. mayb by tomorrow should be alright. lolz. hope so anyway.
must do GP tomorrow.. if not monday sure kena. lolz. but since its the last wk of skool i seriously no mood. dunno. mayb i am too slack.. but must really start soon. and with the ending of the season with WHU on FM today i decide to finally really stop gaming for now. For Now. lolz
on ya. new magic set is out. here. haha. its quite nice. but prefer the core timespiral and planar chaos instead. dun like some of the new cards orientation with the mana costs on the left instead. quite kuku to me. must look all over the stupid card to find out how much it cost to cast it.
sian. feeling bored and lazy right now.
and mayb i have made a great mistake.
lolz..
till nxt time.
Thursday, 17 May 2007
Confused
sian. slacked the whole of today away. cos i was sick. den really no mood to study or do anything. haha. sian... dun feel like going to skool tomorrow.. but still must. actually not must. but my parents want me too anyway. lolz. sian.. sad life.
Betrayal?.. right. or wrong. lolz. know not. has the warning not been sound. has the alarm not been raised..
sian.. nth to do right now.. stupid medicine is making me drowsy. i cant even type complete sentences. lolz. dunno what talking i am. tevez stay. hope. lolz
dunno what to write.
till nxt time
Betrayal?.. right. or wrong. lolz. know not. has the warning not been sound. has the alarm not been raised..
sian.. nth to do right now.. stupid medicine is making me drowsy. i cant even type complete sentences. lolz. dunno what talking i am. tevez stay. hope. lolz
dunno what to write.
till nxt time
Tuesday, 8 May 2007
so charlton has fallen. and it is the equation now is simple. avoid defeat against man u and west ham will survive. defeat coupled with a wigan win over sheffield will send west ham down. lolz. so its a nail biting final day of the season coming right up.
went kick with zhou, ran, reub and his brother and his brother's friends at simei. looks like everyone had improved since we last kicked together. haha.. looking forward to us kicking again...
today was natpha.. lolz.. quite tired now.. lolz. but i am beginning at last to train.. lolz.. 3 times a wk at least... lolz.. come july.. i will pass. lolz.. this time managed to do 2 pull ups.. more than any other time.. lolz.. u cannot say i am very pleased.. but at least there is an improvement and i am proud of myself. lolz..
sian.. chem test in 1 wk.. .lolz. but no mood to study anything.. this sux... lol.
nth much.
nah. tt's not true. there is alot i wanna say. but mayb this is not the place. lolz
till nxt time.
went kick with zhou, ran, reub and his brother and his brother's friends at simei. looks like everyone had improved since we last kicked together. haha.. looking forward to us kicking again...
today was natpha.. lolz.. quite tired now.. lolz. but i am beginning at last to train.. lolz.. 3 times a wk at least... lolz.. come july.. i will pass. lolz.. this time managed to do 2 pull ups.. more than any other time.. lolz.. u cannot say i am very pleased.. but at least there is an improvement and i am proud of myself. lolz..
sian.. chem test in 1 wk.. .lolz. but no mood to study anything.. this sux... lol.
nth much.
nah. tt's not true. there is alot i wanna say. but mayb this is not the place. lolz
till nxt time.
Friday, 4 May 2007
walking in circles
just found out tt i have been walking all along in circles.. stop FM, start BFME, stop BFME, start FM. lolz. finding myself being addicted to one game, den the other.. which is seriously stupid. lolz. so now. i decided. i shall stop gaming. as in really stop. but animes will continue.. lolz. gaming seriously take up too much time. lolz.
Was looking through Uni courses this wk again.. and somehow i am lost on what to do yet again.. lolz. Material engineering? Environmental and Civil Engineering? or..... Psychology. lolz. dunno. now really interested in taking psychology. esp child psychology. den i can inspire ppl. lolz. and become something like proffesor X. dunno.. it is one option sia. haha. but psychology is seriously cool. dunno if i should take it. but would i have to become a doctor 1st before being able to take psychology? dunno.. its quite cool to be able to know how ppl think and response though.. lolz. and best of all.. if i can learn how to use hypnotism.. lolz. will be damn cool. lolz. but mayb environ n civil engineering will also be a gd choice. cos with the increasing env consiousness.. i think it would be gd to be able to do something to it.. lolz.. also thought about being an architect.. lolz.. but not sure.. cos all my buildings would end out looking like swords or weapons. lolz.. but mayb still material engineering.. den i will be able to design new weapons? some plasma gun or something? still confused.. enigineering or psychology? or mayb something else. lolz.. luckily i am a guy and have 2 more yrs to slowly think over it. lolz.
sian.. tests coming up soon.. must seriously start mugging. shall start soon. nxt wk. lolz... have to crack the qn soon..
lolz.. sian.
纸是包不住火的
till nxt time...
Was looking through Uni courses this wk again.. and somehow i am lost on what to do yet again.. lolz. Material engineering? Environmental and Civil Engineering? or..... Psychology. lolz. dunno. now really interested in taking psychology. esp child psychology. den i can inspire ppl. lolz. and become something like proffesor X. dunno.. it is one option sia. haha. but psychology is seriously cool. dunno if i should take it. but would i have to become a doctor 1st before being able to take psychology? dunno.. its quite cool to be able to know how ppl think and response though.. lolz. and best of all.. if i can learn how to use hypnotism.. lolz. will be damn cool. lolz. but mayb environ n civil engineering will also be a gd choice. cos with the increasing env consiousness.. i think it would be gd to be able to do something to it.. lolz.. also thought about being an architect.. lolz.. but not sure.. cos all my buildings would end out looking like swords or weapons. lolz.. but mayb still material engineering.. den i will be able to design new weapons? some plasma gun or something? still confused.. enigineering or psychology? or mayb something else. lolz.. luckily i am a guy and have 2 more yrs to slowly think over it. lolz.
sian.. tests coming up soon.. must seriously start mugging. shall start soon. nxt wk. lolz... have to crack the qn soon..
lolz.. sian.
纸是包不住火的
till nxt time...
Thursday, 26 April 2007
dreams
[Update 8.47pm] guess some of the stuff i said is abit unfair to the ppl involved. so i shall delete or modify the post.
[Update 7.01pm] sorry for the outburst. wasn't feeling the best just now.. and quite unhappy after some recent shocks. so sorry. but some of the stuff i said still apply though
well. guess i was abit emo juz now. lolz. but good tt everything seems sorted out at long last.. haiz.. haha..
life has been overwhelming me this few days. hope this kind of shit days end soon...
have been thinking. perhaps a little too much.
when i bought the magic pack for inspiration just now.. i dun really got any. cos i didn't really understand.. but now i understand that quote. "dream of nothing, and wake up to a dream come true". it was on a rather grim black card. lolz. but it was the best quote in the pack nonetheless. lolz. guess i really have been dreaming and thinking too much.. and its time to live and let live. lolz.
and oh ya. I am sorry.
希望他回比我更爱你。
Till nxt time. lolz
[Update 7.01pm] sorry for the outburst. wasn't feeling the best just now.. and quite unhappy after some recent shocks. so sorry. but some of the stuff i said still apply though
well. guess i was abit emo juz now. lolz. but good tt everything seems sorted out at long last.. haiz.. haha..
life has been overwhelming me this few days. hope this kind of shit days end soon...
have been thinking. perhaps a little too much.
when i bought the magic pack for inspiration just now.. i dun really got any. cos i didn't really understand.. but now i understand that quote. "dream of nothing, and wake up to a dream come true". it was on a rather grim black card. lolz. but it was the best quote in the pack nonetheless. lolz. guess i really have been dreaming and thinking too much.. and its time to live and let live. lolz.
and oh ya. I am sorry.
希望他回比我更爱你。
Till nxt time. lolz
Tuesday, 17 April 2007
sick.
lolz. went skool in morn only to come back earlier due to a increasing temp. now damn drowsy from the medication given. should not have done pe just now.
just now discussed or somewhat argued about ns with ray n bain. with them branding me all sorts of names. but i remained unfazed. to me, NS is a bullshit time wasting thing which just disrupts everything. n dun gimme tt load of crap bout the honor n pride of serving the nation blah blah blah. tt. to me. is just propaganda to ensure tt ppl have an excuse of liking ns. and do anyone truly think tt if one day, we were attacked by, say iran or north korea, we would be able to stop their nuclear onslaught? wake up. this aint a game. ppl die in NS. and i am determined to get as safe a job as possible. the best is clerk of cos. n dun gimme tt" its an honor to die for e country", so what if u could have a flag on top of your coffin... as if anyone will remember you after only 50 yrs. or even 2-3 yrs. think about it. how many of us remember the army deaths tt happened? mayb it would cause a stir awhile.. mayb it will remain in the hearts of his relatives.. but 流芳百世?.. i doubt it.
also. its not tt i dun wanna train. its just tt there is no point. 2 wks to accomplish this 5 pull ups? why try so hard? instead. why couldn't i do it slowly. take it a step at a time. and finally pass the august one... its not about effort.. its about pragmatism. and pragmatism is just what singapore govt has been teaching. Also. you talk about NS building social cohesion, protecting the country. etc... yeah.. plenty of benifits... but where's my share? yeah.. talk about building friendships. building character.. blah.. but given a choice i rather go to uni and make friends there.. and build character there as well. but look at the price of NS. 1st. we are now 2 yrs behind. many will say, what is 2 yrs? but this will significantly set us back. esp some countries already have a head start. and we guys will be 2 yrs back in everything.. talk econs. the oppotunity cost for the person is far too high. even if i just worked as a part timer. i would have earnt more than tt meagre army allowance. .... 2nd.. need i say anything more....
and oh yeah. i am a quitter. not tt i quit everything. but if war was to erupt. I will be amongst the first to run. wherever to. and many may say not and look down on me. but if war really was to break out.. i guess it would be more 五十步笑百步... "at least i didn't say i will run 1st" or " at least i ran later"... but i do not quit everything.. i will 拼 for things tt i deem useful and helpful towards me.. an example of something? o levels. and i am definitely gonna 拼 for a levels.. it aint natpha. and NS. millions have survived without a natpha test past but how many rich man have you seen without even a bachelor degree. again, its not about honor, pride, or anything.. its about pragmatism and mayb a certain extent of WELL-UTILISED effort. and i stress well utilised. which means to me. fighting for things tt will gimme benifits. 人不为己,天诛地灭.
but i have accepted as NS as inevietable after deciding to stay in singapore. so im just gonna go in with an open mind.. be it 4 more wks or no 4 more wks. and try to take the best out of it. think of it as paying for citizenship.
there is more reasons i dun like NS inside me.. but i am keeping them inside cos i scared getting sued. so tt's all for now.. have to go slp liao.. head hurting like mad. eyes closing. temperature rising again. got 1 day MC for tomorrow.. but should be going to skool.. cos its not worth missing.
till nxt time. lol
just now discussed or somewhat argued about ns with ray n bain. with them branding me all sorts of names. but i remained unfazed. to me, NS is a bullshit time wasting thing which just disrupts everything. n dun gimme tt load of crap bout the honor n pride of serving the nation blah blah blah. tt. to me. is just propaganda to ensure tt ppl have an excuse of liking ns. and do anyone truly think tt if one day, we were attacked by, say iran or north korea, we would be able to stop their nuclear onslaught? wake up. this aint a game. ppl die in NS. and i am determined to get as safe a job as possible. the best is clerk of cos. n dun gimme tt" its an honor to die for e country", so what if u could have a flag on top of your coffin... as if anyone will remember you after only 50 yrs. or even 2-3 yrs. think about it. how many of us remember the army deaths tt happened? mayb it would cause a stir awhile.. mayb it will remain in the hearts of his relatives.. but 流芳百世?.. i doubt it.
also. its not tt i dun wanna train. its just tt there is no point. 2 wks to accomplish this 5 pull ups? why try so hard? instead. why couldn't i do it slowly. take it a step at a time. and finally pass the august one... its not about effort.. its about pragmatism. and pragmatism is just what singapore govt has been teaching. Also. you talk about NS building social cohesion, protecting the country. etc... yeah.. plenty of benifits... but where's my share? yeah.. talk about building friendships. building character.. blah.. but given a choice i rather go to uni and make friends there.. and build character there as well. but look at the price of NS. 1st. we are now 2 yrs behind. many will say, what is 2 yrs? but this will significantly set us back. esp some countries already have a head start. and we guys will be 2 yrs back in everything.. talk econs. the oppotunity cost for the person is far too high. even if i just worked as a part timer. i would have earnt more than tt meagre army allowance. .... 2nd.. need i say anything more....
and oh yeah. i am a quitter. not tt i quit everything. but if war was to erupt. I will be amongst the first to run. wherever to. and many may say not and look down on me. but if war really was to break out.. i guess it would be more 五十步笑百步... "at least i didn't say i will run 1st" or " at least i ran later"... but i do not quit everything.. i will 拼 for things tt i deem useful and helpful towards me.. an example of something? o levels. and i am definitely gonna 拼 for a levels.. it aint natpha. and NS. millions have survived without a natpha test past but how many rich man have you seen without even a bachelor degree. again, its not about honor, pride, or anything.. its about pragmatism and mayb a certain extent of WELL-UTILISED effort. and i stress well utilised. which means to me. fighting for things tt will gimme benifits. 人不为己,天诛地灭.
but i have accepted as NS as inevietable after deciding to stay in singapore. so im just gonna go in with an open mind.. be it 4 more wks or no 4 more wks. and try to take the best out of it. think of it as paying for citizenship.
there is more reasons i dun like NS inside me.. but i am keeping them inside cos i scared getting sued. so tt's all for now.. have to go slp liao.. head hurting like mad. eyes closing. temperature rising again. got 1 day MC for tomorrow.. but should be going to skool.. cos its not worth missing.
till nxt time. lol
Saturday, 14 April 2007
B.
lolz. went musicfest yesterday with ran n noch. lolz. before tt went back to AHS choir who are going to syf in 6 days. haha. all the best to them. and yeah. confidence the key. dun listen to munhoe and his hairdryer talks. lolz. dun demoralise urselves. lolz. think my speech damn seh. much better than munhoe's and got everyone listening and laughing along. haha. seh. SO. Choir. go get tt gold.. with honours.. den we can laugh about those Ag ( check periodic table) next door... like i did today. lolz.
anyway. sundar is owning in musicfest. lolz. fantastic..
WHUFC takes on sheffield united today on a relegation 6 pter. where losing will almost confirm send WHU down. something that i will not like to see even though i am looking for a new club. lolz. hope they win.
sian.. lolz. now damn broke. lolz. must save again liao. lolz. no movies for the month anymore. lolz.
sian... lolz..
oh yeah.. got a B for pw. lolz. can't say i am dissapointed. kinda expected it.. but unhappy tt some ppl in the class hu do less or screw up more than me manage to get equal or better than me... sians. but of cos there are ppl worst off than me so i shall not say too much here. lolz. but seriously..... i dun think R&F deserve the same as me. luckily they neva get better than me.. or ray. lolz.. if not we go kai dem. lolz. just found out tt i didn't manage to get the A tt i swore i would get when jiaying wrote me off as useless at the start of PW. lolz. but haha. i dun really mind. haha. not after i think i proven myself. lolz.
till nxt time
anyway. sundar is owning in musicfest. lolz. fantastic..
WHUFC takes on sheffield united today on a relegation 6 pter. where losing will almost confirm send WHU down. something that i will not like to see even though i am looking for a new club. lolz. hope they win.
sian.. lolz. now damn broke. lolz. must save again liao. lolz. no movies for the month anymore. lolz.
sian... lolz..
oh yeah.. got a B for pw. lolz. can't say i am dissapointed. kinda expected it.. but unhappy tt some ppl in the class hu do less or screw up more than me manage to get equal or better than me... sians. but of cos there are ppl worst off than me so i shall not say too much here. lolz. but seriously..... i dun think R&F deserve the same as me. luckily they neva get better than me.. or ray. lolz.. if not we go kai dem. lolz. just found out tt i didn't manage to get the A tt i swore i would get when jiaying wrote me off as useless at the start of PW. lolz. but haha. i dun really mind. haha. not after i think i proven myself. lolz.
till nxt time
Tuesday, 3 April 2007
Que Sera Sera
lolz. all spas are finally over... and another torturous part of JC life draws to a close.. no more PW, no more SPA. and soon it will be the end of As too. lolz.
over this few days have been thinking alot.. lolz. largely due to the scholarship talk in skool and the recievement of my NS enlistment letter. lolz. forced me to think about my future. of what do i want to be. lolz. i always wanted to take something beyond normal. something unusual. I can't be a doctor. cos i noe i am not up to it. I can't be someone working in the financial sector. I have simply no interest cept mayb to open a toy shop and restaurant, but i will need something to fall back on in case my businesses fail. I can't be an accountant. Its too normal for me. I have thought of being a comic artist working at marvel, recreating the heroes i worship. or an architect, turning my blocks of lego into real buildings. When i was in H3, i thought pharmacy would suit me.. but seems not. lolz. so i am left with engineering.. but seeing how tough it is to be a civil engineer, and how little land left to build.. i dun think i wanna be one. lolz. so i explore the less explored regions of engineering.. lolz.. and which i stumbled on material science and enviromental engineering (links to courses from NUS).. 2 of the engineering aspects i am currently interested in.. lolz.. dunno... lolz. i still dream of designing weapons.. lolz. but i dun wanna take electrical engineering or anything like tt.. lolz. sian.. things i decide now will decide how my life becomes. lolz.
haiz. lolz. sian. why is life so complicated. lolz.
sian.. class jersey is a failure.. lolz.. wif less than half the class wanting it. haha...
lolz.. and now i shall go and ponder over my future for the umpteenth time now. lolz.
parents are not in.. lolz. tomorrow must wake super early n go skool myself again... sad life for me....
When life sucks.... even FM sucks.. lolz.
随缘吧。
now suddenly think of one song.. lolz. which considerably calmed me and stopped me from thinking too much
Que Sera Sera
When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.
When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.
Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.
yeah.. wad will be.. will be... lolz.
till nxt time...
over this few days have been thinking alot.. lolz. largely due to the scholarship talk in skool and the recievement of my NS enlistment letter. lolz. forced me to think about my future. of what do i want to be. lolz. i always wanted to take something beyond normal. something unusual. I can't be a doctor. cos i noe i am not up to it. I can't be someone working in the financial sector. I have simply no interest cept mayb to open a toy shop and restaurant, but i will need something to fall back on in case my businesses fail. I can't be an accountant. Its too normal for me. I have thought of being a comic artist working at marvel, recreating the heroes i worship. or an architect, turning my blocks of lego into real buildings. When i was in H3, i thought pharmacy would suit me.. but seems not. lolz. so i am left with engineering.. but seeing how tough it is to be a civil engineer, and how little land left to build.. i dun think i wanna be one. lolz. so i explore the less explored regions of engineering.. lolz.. and which i stumbled on material science and enviromental engineering (links to courses from NUS).. 2 of the engineering aspects i am currently interested in.. lolz.. dunno... lolz. i still dream of designing weapons.. lolz. but i dun wanna take electrical engineering or anything like tt.. lolz. sian.. things i decide now will decide how my life becomes. lolz.
haiz. lolz. sian. why is life so complicated. lolz.
sian.. class jersey is a failure.. lolz.. wif less than half the class wanting it. haha...
lolz.. and now i shall go and ponder over my future for the umpteenth time now. lolz.
parents are not in.. lolz. tomorrow must wake super early n go skool myself again... sad life for me....
When life sucks.... even FM sucks.. lolz.
随缘吧。
now suddenly think of one song.. lolz. which considerably calmed me and stopped me from thinking too much
Que Sera Sera
When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.
When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.
Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.
yeah.. wad will be.. will be... lolz.
till nxt time...
Saturday, 24 March 2007
bean
got back most of the papers already. lolz. pleased wif my chem grade. lolz. the 1st ever A i scored in my JC life. lolz. finally. lolz. must work harder. later. lolz.
lolz. last thurs went watch bean wif some of the class ppl and thus pangsehed mh n gang on fri.. lolz. that show quite funny.. but some parts i think quite draggy. lolz. playback time. lolz.
Then yesterday afternoon spent wholly at tt stupid immigration place in malaysia, trying to pay up for my passport. which is super lame. cos u can't pay and collect the passport on the same day. when everyone knows tt it is perfectly logical to do so. lolz. den waited there. lolz. den stupid network of computers there breakdown.. and thus wasted the whole afternoon and night. lolz. making me damn pissed off.. and im gonna switch citizenship no matter what once i get autonomy of my own life. lolz. my parent are against me doing so as they still feel malaysia is a great country with few blemishes here and there but i dun think so.. lolz.
den juz now watched all the animes i dwnloaded this few days. lolz. finally got the time to do so. lolz. bleach 119 and digimon savers 41-44. lolz. all damn nice. lolz. hooked on anime again sia.. lolz.
sian...
spa nxt mon n tues.. lolz. dunno wad to study. lolz. suepr sian. lolz.
haiz... till nxt time.. lolz. why can't i be a superhero and escape from studying...
lolz. last thurs went watch bean wif some of the class ppl and thus pangsehed mh n gang on fri.. lolz. that show quite funny.. but some parts i think quite draggy. lolz. playback time. lolz.
Then yesterday afternoon spent wholly at tt stupid immigration place in malaysia, trying to pay up for my passport. which is super lame. cos u can't pay and collect the passport on the same day. when everyone knows tt it is perfectly logical to do so. lolz. den waited there. lolz. den stupid network of computers there breakdown.. and thus wasted the whole afternoon and night. lolz. making me damn pissed off.. and im gonna switch citizenship no matter what once i get autonomy of my own life. lolz. my parent are against me doing so as they still feel malaysia is a great country with few blemishes here and there but i dun think so.. lolz.
den juz now watched all the animes i dwnloaded this few days. lolz. finally got the time to do so. lolz. bleach 119 and digimon savers 41-44. lolz. all damn nice. lolz. hooked on anime again sia.. lolz.
sian...
spa nxt mon n tues.. lolz. dunno wad to study. lolz. suepr sian. lolz.
haiz... till nxt time.. lolz. why can't i be a superhero and escape from studying...
Monday, 19 March 2007
RESTart
lolz. so skool restarts today. lolz. but i m still chilling away. lolz. must slowly change to mugging mode liao.. seeing so many ppl around already turnin on the killing intent. lolz. so much so that i can feel it in skool nowadays. lolz. super scary. lolz. everyone should chill n make this world a less competitive place man. lolz.
sian.. so far got back to papers. and both are still like last time.. super stagnant. lolz. my maths improved by 3 while physics dropped by 3. lolz. super lame sia. lolz. need a breakthrough. lolz. but noe it aint gonna come wif me still slacking around. lolz. must pia abit. soon. lolz.
anyway. lolz. munhoe, EMO is EMO. lolz. dun come and gimme tt confused n lost shit. lolz. EMO is EMO. and i am not EMO, its just another me talking some of the time. lolz. munhoe is EMO, you can see it with his wrist thingy and his black jacket. lolz.
sian.. go FM abit.. lolz. anyway this wk buffer wk for me. lolz. haha. relac..
till nxt time. lolz. just found out KAN MUN HOE is the perfect anagram for AN EMO HUNK. lolz. EMO part is true for munhoe. lolz. only E***** thinks he is the whole thing. lolz.
till nxt time. lolz. somehow got a feeling munhoe's gonna whack me when he read this. lolz.
sian.. so far got back to papers. and both are still like last time.. super stagnant. lolz. my maths improved by 3 while physics dropped by 3. lolz. super lame sia. lolz. need a breakthrough. lolz. but noe it aint gonna come wif me still slacking around. lolz. must pia abit. soon. lolz.
anyway. lolz. munhoe, EMO is EMO. lolz. dun come and gimme tt confused n lost shit. lolz. EMO is EMO. and i am not EMO, its just another me talking some of the time. lolz. munhoe is EMO, you can see it with his wrist thingy and his black jacket. lolz.
sian.. go FM abit.. lolz. anyway this wk buffer wk for me. lolz. haha. relac..
till nxt time. lolz. just found out KAN MUN HOE is the perfect anagram for AN EMO HUNK. lolz. EMO part is true for munhoe. lolz. only E***** thinks he is the whole thing. lolz.
till nxt time. lolz. somehow got a feeling munhoe's gonna whack me when he read this. lolz.
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