tomorrow is racial harmony day. lolz. or i think it is. haha. yeah. so happy racial harmony day. haha.
anyway. as u may see. i have changed my blogskin haha. and replacing the great old green lantern. whom will always be my favourite superhero, is the 7 Endless. starting clockwise from the Guy in black in the center, Dream, Destruction, Desire, Delirium, Despair, Death and Destiny. yeah. and you can read more about them on here. lolz. yeah. darn cool.
tomorrow going out wif reubsthegreat, ran da man, emohandsomezhou, and emoticonhoe. haha. together with count colin collina. and jonathan. haha. sure to be a good night sia. haha. although it will set me back financially by more than 10 bucks.. haha. it will be worth it. haha. cos Pangseh is a crime punishable by death. haha. thats the girl with an ankh on her chest. haha.
just saw the stupidest insect ever which decided tt my ear seem a good place to commit suicide and thus rams into it and dies... lol. sad life for it then
anyway. today was a boring day. was dreaming half my way through. thought of some new kind of phone which is like a glove. and like u type on ur fingers using ur thumb like u would on a keypad. and the screen will be on the other palm. which will be damn cool and something like from bond movies for bond wannabes. haha. den was like thinking of further rubbish. like what if the whole class was trapped in the LT. who will we sacrifice to find a way out. who will we eat first if we ran out of food. haha. but at least i am keeping up on the tutorials now.well.. if u dun count stupid econs anyway...
many things i see and hear. but many things i ignore.
many things i forgive and unremember. but many things i never forget.
nth much else..
till nxt time
Thursday, 19 July 2007
Wednesday, 18 July 2007
ask no questions
lolz. halfway into the week and with about 9 more wkdays left i have like 20 bucks left. tt's sad man. seriously need some way of increasing income.. yeah. for those kind souls out there who want to save this sad life guy.. yeah. pls donate via paypal. lolz.
anyway. to those who may feel lied to. i give a suggestion. "ask no questions and I tell no lies"... lolz. and seriously. there is nth. end of story. since u all like to speculate so much... y dun u find someone else to speculate on instead?... lolz.. and with your superb covert and detective skills, may i suggest you a career in the police or the military? where i am sure these skills as well as your survival skills which you picked up on that show, which i seriously think is scammed, to good use.
Something i thought of after reading some Neil Gaiman.. lolz.
Contradictory to the statement "no man is an island", i believe that everyone is an island, or we will be flooded and drowned by the sorrows and pains of everyone. We are more like islands, forts with layers and layers of walls, connected by millions and millions of bridges, tunnels and roads and not all leads into the same depths of the city. Some bridges may reach only the beaches of our islands while some may penetrate the walls into the hearts of our cities. And however many bridges and links, and however deep they go, there will always be this locked compound, this hidden garden, this sacred area that no one is permitted to enter. Even the one closest to you, will at most have the ability to just peek through the keyhole or look over the walls. This place is where everyones deepest secrets are kept, safe from the floods of others ideas and thoughts .. lolz.
nth much else.
oh ya. Park's 'campaign for openess' or so i call it. lolz. dunno. feel that the class have from the start been built on wrong foundations. weak ones. We were allies from situations. all the ostracizing. and i have been part of it. a big part i admit. wrong i was in many a time. more perhaps than the average. dunno. my explanation for the situation. though wrong i may be like many times i have been. is that, in JC, everyone is perhaps too careful to tread. for a wrong step may cause one to be hated. or ostracized. or outcasted. thus many just sticks with the crowd. the majority. or at least. the cliques. and i admit i was one of them. Also. the hectic lifestyle and cca makes it difficult to be able to have true frens outside perhaps the ccas. CCAs 6 days a wk means much less hanging out. and like class time together has also decreased with lectures.. dunno.
till nxt time
anyway. to those who may feel lied to. i give a suggestion. "ask no questions and I tell no lies"... lolz. and seriously. there is nth. end of story. since u all like to speculate so much... y dun u find someone else to speculate on instead?... lolz.. and with your superb covert and detective skills, may i suggest you a career in the police or the military? where i am sure these skills as well as your survival skills which you picked up on that show, which i seriously think is scammed, to good use.
Something i thought of after reading some Neil Gaiman.. lolz.
Contradictory to the statement "no man is an island", i believe that everyone is an island, or we will be flooded and drowned by the sorrows and pains of everyone. We are more like islands, forts with layers and layers of walls, connected by millions and millions of bridges, tunnels and roads and not all leads into the same depths of the city. Some bridges may reach only the beaches of our islands while some may penetrate the walls into the hearts of our cities. And however many bridges and links, and however deep they go, there will always be this locked compound, this hidden garden, this sacred area that no one is permitted to enter. Even the one closest to you, will at most have the ability to just peek through the keyhole or look over the walls. This place is where everyones deepest secrets are kept, safe from the floods of others ideas and thoughts .. lolz.
nth much else.
oh ya. Park's 'campaign for openess' or so i call it. lolz. dunno. feel that the class have from the start been built on wrong foundations. weak ones. We were allies from situations. all the ostracizing. and i have been part of it. a big part i admit. wrong i was in many a time. more perhaps than the average. dunno. my explanation for the situation. though wrong i may be like many times i have been. is that, in JC, everyone is perhaps too careful to tread. for a wrong step may cause one to be hated. or ostracized. or outcasted. thus many just sticks with the crowd. the majority. or at least. the cliques. and i admit i was one of them. Also. the hectic lifestyle and cca makes it difficult to be able to have true frens outside perhaps the ccas. CCAs 6 days a wk means much less hanging out. and like class time together has also decreased with lectures.. dunno.
till nxt time
Monday, 16 July 2007
Drifting thoughts.
Today was a long day. lolz. and long days are coupled with drifting thoughts and imagination. and haha. and yeah. thought of some more characters and stuff.
Yeah. Mr Algebra will have a imaginary, complex sidekick known as Mr 'I'. yeah. and together. they ensure that everyone has a "Statis-fying time." and they march towards a world where everything fits into mathematical concepts and that everything is in right angles and there is no need for tricky trigo.
and another villain taken off reub's. Mr Chemistry Spare-me-stry.. yeah. like he said. he uses a variety of chemical weapons against the heroes including the benzene blade and the carboxylic blaster. lolz. And he has a sort of "Jekyll and Alde-Hyde" character. yeah. and is sort of volatile. haha.
And of course there is Dr. Fischal Monetary, former politician and economists, whose ultimate aim is to achieve full employment and income equality amongst all people by making all of them his slaves. Incredibly skilled at economics, he is able to manipulate 'market forces' to his advantage.
haha. yeah. Den mayb Skywalker will be a hero after all. sent to earth to repent and repay his debts to Odin. lolz.
lolz. funny how ones mind can drift off in a long day.. lolz.
Yeah. Mr Algebra will have a imaginary, complex sidekick known as Mr 'I'. yeah. and together. they ensure that everyone has a "Statis-fying time." and they march towards a world where everything fits into mathematical concepts and that everything is in right angles and there is no need for tricky trigo.
and another villain taken off reub's. Mr Chemistry Spare-me-stry.. yeah. like he said. he uses a variety of chemical weapons against the heroes including the benzene blade and the carboxylic blaster. lolz. And he has a sort of "Jekyll and Alde-Hyde" character. yeah. and is sort of volatile. haha.
And of course there is Dr. Fischal Monetary, former politician and economists, whose ultimate aim is to achieve full employment and income equality amongst all people by making all of them his slaves. Incredibly skilled at economics, he is able to manipulate 'market forces' to his advantage.
haha. yeah. Den mayb Skywalker will be a hero after all. sent to earth to repent and repay his debts to Odin. lolz.
lolz. funny how ones mind can drift off in a long day.. lolz.
Sunday, 15 July 2007
Donate.
slacked through the wkend. yeah. cos parents went out for most of it. lolz. super un-self disciplined. lolz. must start disciplining myself again soon. or risk death. or something.. lolz..
zhou came to study just now. but turned out slacking and doing rubbish and just talking kok. lolz. and the only perhaps thing we done is 50 sit ups each. lolz.
Watched Goal 2 at last with zhou just now. lolz. lame. have watched it in bits n pieces and fast forwards last time for the football parts.. so finally watched the whole thing. lolz. one word. lame. The plot is sub par. The football was limited and fake. And seriously, who cares if Munez got another mother or something. compared to other shows i have watched recently, it really cannot make it. lolz. ok. better than shrek. by a hair's width. and compared to Goal I. it was less than half as inspirational. So for those who want to catch it at the cinemas... do it at ur own risk..
further add ons to my last post. haha. thought of another bad guy. lolz.
Skywalker
Abilities: master trickster and the best conman on earth.
The incarnation of Loki, the Norse god of mischief. Skywalker has the same mischievious nature and the same ability to trick even the most cunning of characters.
lolz.. and mayb Chocolate Thunda will be one of the good guys. lolz.. After all, most of the characters are shaped after ppl i noe. which i should not elaborate to much as it will spoil the story i am going to write. lolz. going to write it in kind of a comic format with more dialogues than plot. and ppl have to imagine more.. haha. shall write it after the A's. lolz. one more thing added to the long list in which i am unsure i would be able to complete. haha.
sian. Tomorrow is another long day.
Anyway. lolz. have just set up this Jiahao PSP fund like 2 wks ago. It is a recycled bionicle container in which i cut a slit at a side to put money in and sealed the top of the box so i could not just take money out if i wanted to. at first it started out as just a daily savings plan for no reason, then after finally making up my mind to get a PSP after A's. it has become the PSP fund. lolz. so all could pls donate kindly. I accept Cash, Cheque and Paypal.( top on the column at the side) yeah. so every cent counts. pls donate generously. (note that this is not a charity and any donations made will benifit Jiahao and maybe only a few others solely).. haha. yeah. pls donate though if u can. really want it. haha.
er.. nth much else.. haha.
so till nxt time.
zhou came to study just now. but turned out slacking and doing rubbish and just talking kok. lolz. and the only perhaps thing we done is 50 sit ups each. lolz.
Watched Goal 2 at last with zhou just now. lolz. lame. have watched it in bits n pieces and fast forwards last time for the football parts.. so finally watched the whole thing. lolz. one word. lame. The plot is sub par. The football was limited and fake. And seriously, who cares if Munez got another mother or something. compared to other shows i have watched recently, it really cannot make it. lolz. ok. better than shrek. by a hair's width. and compared to Goal I. it was less than half as inspirational. So for those who want to catch it at the cinemas... do it at ur own risk..
further add ons to my last post. haha. thought of another bad guy. lolz.
Skywalker
Abilities: master trickster and the best conman on earth.
The incarnation of Loki, the Norse god of mischief. Skywalker has the same mischievious nature and the same ability to trick even the most cunning of characters.
lolz.. and mayb Chocolate Thunda will be one of the good guys. lolz.. After all, most of the characters are shaped after ppl i noe. which i should not elaborate to much as it will spoil the story i am going to write. lolz. going to write it in kind of a comic format with more dialogues than plot. and ppl have to imagine more.. haha. shall write it after the A's. lolz. one more thing added to the long list in which i am unsure i would be able to complete. haha.
sian. Tomorrow is another long day.
Anyway. lolz. have just set up this Jiahao PSP fund like 2 wks ago. It is a recycled bionicle container in which i cut a slit at a side to put money in and sealed the top of the box so i could not just take money out if i wanted to. at first it started out as just a daily savings plan for no reason, then after finally making up my mind to get a PSP after A's. it has become the PSP fund. lolz. so all could pls donate kindly. I accept Cash, Cheque and Paypal.( top on the column at the side) yeah. so every cent counts. pls donate generously. (note that this is not a charity and any donations made will benifit Jiahao and maybe only a few others solely).. haha. yeah. pls donate though if u can. really want it. haha.
er.. nth much else.. haha.
so till nxt time.
Saturday, 14 July 2007
Rubbish.
was stoning the whole day. dreaming and stuff.. and dunno.. was thinking through my characters for my new comic/story/movie...
The good guys.
Army Ant.
Powers:Ability to command and use insects, especially ants.
A former army general whose difference with the army ways made him to quit the army. Army Ant is a quiet brooding person who is never optimistic of anything, always predicting a failure in any mission. However, he is not one who is afraid of defeat and will always fight on even though the odds are stacked against him and even though in his heart he feels that they dont stand a chance.
Nocturne.
Powers: night vision.
Born with the inverse eye, nocturne could not see in light, instead. he sees in darkness. The darker the day, the better he sees. Trained in many a martial arts. Nocturne is the permanent night watch of the team. Blind in the day, nocturne sees not the looks of ppl but their hearts and their characters when they could not see each other. He is thus a very good judge of character and is one of the most respected in the team. Later in the story, he will manifest his powers and will be able to switch sight with another during the day. thus allowing him to temperorily blind his enemy who gains his 'darksight' temporarily.
Coldfire.
Powers: able to shoot blue bolts of varying temperature. From ultra hot to near absolute zero. minus the center parts.
The artillery of the team. Coldfire is able to fire high energy bolts at the enemy which almost always kills if hit. A carefree person who is almost the direct opposite of army ant. Coldfire enters each battle joking and full of hopes, but often disappoints himself as he "did not do it stylishly enough". Despite their differences, coldfire and army ant are best of friends and forms a strong partnership.
Arsenal
Powers: Able to manipulate a form of blue plasma into a variety of weapons.
The proudest of the heroes. Arsenal never allows anyone to belittle his small size and will defend every square inch of his pride and honour. He is able to make weapons from his blue plasma which explodes on contact with some solid besides himself. Arsenal has only one hand due to his refusal to use his powers for north koreas military when he was captured by them. despite having only one had, arsenal is adept and proficient in all forms of weapons and is not one to be underestimated.
haha.. and here comes the villians.. which i could only think of 1 for now... haha. and even this is not totally original.. haha. having taken it from reubs post.
Mr Algebra.
Powers: Ultra intelligence. Gifted in calculations.
Able to calculate the perfect movement of projectiles in less than a second using maths. Mr Algebra is a difficult foe for the heroes and has used many mathematical puzzles to trap the heroes. With his intelligence, he is also able to escape every time the heroes come close to capturing him. the best being tunnelling through a 30cm thick concrete wall by the means of quantum physics.
lolz. really nth to do for today. haha. so think and do rubbish like this.. lolz. its still far from complete. the characters also not all completely formed. haha. some of it had came from other time when i was crapping to a variety of ppl.. haha.
lolz.. nth much else..
The good guys.
Army Ant.
Powers:Ability to command and use insects, especially ants.
A former army general whose difference with the army ways made him to quit the army. Army Ant is a quiet brooding person who is never optimistic of anything, always predicting a failure in any mission. However, he is not one who is afraid of defeat and will always fight on even though the odds are stacked against him and even though in his heart he feels that they dont stand a chance.
Nocturne.
Powers: night vision.
Born with the inverse eye, nocturne could not see in light, instead. he sees in darkness. The darker the day, the better he sees. Trained in many a martial arts. Nocturne is the permanent night watch of the team. Blind in the day, nocturne sees not the looks of ppl but their hearts and their characters when they could not see each other. He is thus a very good judge of character and is one of the most respected in the team. Later in the story, he will manifest his powers and will be able to switch sight with another during the day. thus allowing him to temperorily blind his enemy who gains his 'darksight' temporarily.
Coldfire.
Powers: able to shoot blue bolts of varying temperature. From ultra hot to near absolute zero. minus the center parts.
The artillery of the team. Coldfire is able to fire high energy bolts at the enemy which almost always kills if hit. A carefree person who is almost the direct opposite of army ant. Coldfire enters each battle joking and full of hopes, but often disappoints himself as he "did not do it stylishly enough". Despite their differences, coldfire and army ant are best of friends and forms a strong partnership.
Arsenal
Powers: Able to manipulate a form of blue plasma into a variety of weapons.
The proudest of the heroes. Arsenal never allows anyone to belittle his small size and will defend every square inch of his pride and honour. He is able to make weapons from his blue plasma which explodes on contact with some solid besides himself. Arsenal has only one hand due to his refusal to use his powers for north koreas military when he was captured by them. despite having only one had, arsenal is adept and proficient in all forms of weapons and is not one to be underestimated.
haha.. and here comes the villians.. which i could only think of 1 for now... haha. and even this is not totally original.. haha. having taken it from reubs post.
Mr Algebra.
Powers: Ultra intelligence. Gifted in calculations.
Able to calculate the perfect movement of projectiles in less than a second using maths. Mr Algebra is a difficult foe for the heroes and has used many mathematical puzzles to trap the heroes. With his intelligence, he is also able to escape every time the heroes come close to capturing him. the best being tunnelling through a 30cm thick concrete wall by the means of quantum physics.
lolz. really nth to do for today. haha. so think and do rubbish like this.. lolz. its still far from complete. the characters also not all completely formed. haha. some of it had came from other time when i was crapping to a variety of ppl.. haha.
lolz.. nth much else..
Broken
lol. yesterday class guys joined the interhouse football and we sadly got out in the 1st round due to 2 errors by me.. which was quite sad and left me a broken man. but i have since recovered and i will one day be a hero once more.. lolz.. yeah.
was walking across the bridge to the bus stop last night.. and like always.. found how beautiful the sky can be.. yeah.. some pics i took like on the way to skool and back.. lolz. and in my room.. the sky is nice sia.. lolz. buidling castles in the air i may be....
sian.got to really restart soon sia.. now running on low power.. its time to start whacking again. lolz.
and since i was on pictures.. . lolz. decided to post on this big huge ultimate watermelon i found in Giant.. lolz.. just look at that size man.. haha.. it costs $60 each... lolz.. but this size is really IMBA. took a normal watermelon to show the relative size.
nth much else...
lolz.. the homeless green man... lolz.
was walking across the bridge to the bus stop last night.. and like always.. found how beautiful the sky can be.. yeah.. some pics i took like on the way to skool and back.. lolz. and in my room.. the sky is nice sia.. lolz. buidling castles in the air i may be....
sian.got to really restart soon sia.. now running on low power.. its time to start whacking again. lolz.
and since i was on pictures.. . lolz. decided to post on this big huge ultimate watermelon i found in Giant.. lolz.. just look at that size man.. haha.. it costs $60 each... lolz.. but this size is really IMBA. took a normal watermelon to show the relative size.
nth much else...
lolz.. the homeless green man... lolz.
Tuesday, 10 July 2007
Tired
tired.
mayb from lack of slp.
mayb other reasons.
got back chem today. B after moderation. D before. dunno. got this tinge of unhappiness and sadness in me even though it is supposed to be a relatively gd result. did beat sun and jingqing anyway.. but like dunno. not really happy. should have been an A without all the stupid dumb mistakes i make. just like physics. yeah. so its sort of dunno.. feel like i could have done better? kind of feel. imagine 3 Aces. that will be cool man.
Tired. Real tired. In the mind kind of tired. the worst thing is i dunno why. dun think it is lack of slp.. dunno..
sian.
till nxt time
mayb from lack of slp.
mayb other reasons.
got back chem today. B after moderation. D before. dunno. got this tinge of unhappiness and sadness in me even though it is supposed to be a relatively gd result. did beat sun and jingqing anyway.. but like dunno. not really happy. should have been an A without all the stupid dumb mistakes i make. just like physics. yeah. so its sort of dunno.. feel like i could have done better? kind of feel. imagine 3 Aces. that will be cool man.
Tired. Real tired. In the mind kind of tired. the worst thing is i dunno why. dun think it is lack of slp.. dunno..
sian.
till nxt time
Monday, 9 July 2007
Ascension
Happy right now. to say the least. Got the Ace in maths i have been aiming for finally after so long. partially lucky. most of my unsure parts turned out correct. instead it was those which i was sure that wasnt right. which in a way is a problem on its own. but that can wait. or at least that can be solved i think. yeah. didnt get any question fully correct. always had a part here or there wrong. but at least this Ace is finally a sign that i am heading the right way.
was thinking bout aspirations and stuff. and grades. and yeah. trying to aim high now. after all, when ppl mention gd grades in the class, they think of kailee, jingqing, pk etc. and i am not in the list, nor do i think i will ever be there among the 'elites' of top scorers. but i am damn gonna try hard to be as near as i am to that man. sure i may falter along the way. and this may just be such a post where i was inspired by a single good result. but. yeah. even if i may fail terribly in the end. at least i am gonna damn hard try. Ace for Ascension. I am rising man. no one is taking me down. not even chem or econs tomorrow and friday.
Going to study soon. till nxt time.. lolz.
The lantern lights up his ring.
"Aces. Assemble"
moving out. moving up. haha
inspired.
till nxt time.
was thinking bout aspirations and stuff. and grades. and yeah. trying to aim high now. after all, when ppl mention gd grades in the class, they think of kailee, jingqing, pk etc. and i am not in the list, nor do i think i will ever be there among the 'elites' of top scorers. but i am damn gonna try hard to be as near as i am to that man. sure i may falter along the way. and this may just be such a post where i was inspired by a single good result. but. yeah. even if i may fail terribly in the end. at least i am gonna damn hard try. Ace for Ascension. I am rising man. no one is taking me down. not even chem or econs tomorrow and friday.
Going to study soon. till nxt time.. lolz.
The lantern lights up his ring.
"Aces. Assemble"
moving out. moving up. haha
inspired.
till nxt time.
Sunday, 8 July 2007
The long day. closes
firstly. screw Top 3 Achievements. screw it.
anyway. had a tiring day. busy from morn till night.
Morn went science center with my guest and my family of course. and its like right at the other end of singapore. saw the china inventions exibition which was quite boring. actually very. and i was bored out of my nuts and started thinking of rubbish there. After that went IMM for the afternoon for lunch and afterwhich walked around there till like 5pm? 6? not sure.. anyway. after that. went eat dinner.. den came home.. at which i have been on the com till now. Doing what else but the hated T3A. mine quite short. cos i am afterall a great slacker. and haven really did much of anything. argh. this is simply not my cup of T3a... lolz.
real tired. why cant life be easier. why cant ppl stick with tried and tested methods. why dont just ask teachers to write some testimonial. instead of making something so difficult called a School Graduation Cert. seriously, i think it is overrated.. this business of moving away from academic achievements only. not that i am a mugger and believe the only way to greatness is to mug non stop 24/7. Its just, if u can't even get decent grades, i dun see the point in excelling in other stuff. Its like who wants a student who could do every thing in the world but study. It will be like useless. and i certainly dun wan doctors of the future to be some brute who only excelled in sports or something. Like in fantastic 4, Reed Richards said something to the captain of the army or something something like that. like "The quarterback only remained a quarterback while i became one of the greatest minds on earth".. I respect sportsmen, i honour them, its just i really think some of the MOE new policies are overrated. And having been to NZ, which in a way does not put as much emphasis on grades, i dont see anything similar there. i do not see students writing testimonials for themselves, and they did get the world best scorer for the international GCE A levels last yr, didn't they? i may be wrong about everything. but one could have his views cant he?
School should be more a breeze than this is. Life should be easier.
actually planned to try and do my tutorials tonight. but stupid t3a has drained me too much. its too tiring. contacting ppl, writing, boasting, praising oneself. and having have to ask ppl for evidences to support your boasts. i dun understand this. mayb i have been too slack. perhaps if i have worked abit harder last time i would not have ended up this way.
Sometimes i just dream, of a place like narnia, where i do not not learn, but where life is a much more direct route, of adventures and miracles. Not of laws and emptiness. I may be weak, but i would rather wield a sword than my pen. I would rather fight dragons than prove hypothesis. I would rather believe in a flat world than in quantum physics. Call me a fool, "say that i'm a dreamer", but let me tell you, "i am not the only one".. and "perhaps one day, you will join us".. and "the world will live as one"... haha.
its still a long lap to go. but my legs are already hurting. dunno if i could carry myself through all this.. this has to be the toughest battle i ever faced. but i know i must fight on.
“Victory at all costs, victory in spite of all terror, victory however long and hard the road may be; for without victory there is no survival.”
- Winston Churchill
yeah.. that pretty sums up everything again. without victory over this ogre called A levels. I would be dead.
nth much else..
till nxt time. yeah. and for today at least.. The long day..... closes....
anyway. had a tiring day. busy from morn till night.
Morn went science center with my guest and my family of course. and its like right at the other end of singapore. saw the china inventions exibition which was quite boring. actually very. and i was bored out of my nuts and started thinking of rubbish there. After that went IMM for the afternoon for lunch and afterwhich walked around there till like 5pm? 6? not sure.. anyway. after that. went eat dinner.. den came home.. at which i have been on the com till now. Doing what else but the hated T3A. mine quite short. cos i am afterall a great slacker. and haven really did much of anything. argh. this is simply not my cup of T3a... lolz.
real tired. why cant life be easier. why cant ppl stick with tried and tested methods. why dont just ask teachers to write some testimonial. instead of making something so difficult called a School Graduation Cert. seriously, i think it is overrated.. this business of moving away from academic achievements only. not that i am a mugger and believe the only way to greatness is to mug non stop 24/7. Its just, if u can't even get decent grades, i dun see the point in excelling in other stuff. Its like who wants a student who could do every thing in the world but study. It will be like useless. and i certainly dun wan doctors of the future to be some brute who only excelled in sports or something. Like in fantastic 4, Reed Richards said something to the captain of the army or something something like that. like "The quarterback only remained a quarterback while i became one of the greatest minds on earth".. I respect sportsmen, i honour them, its just i really think some of the MOE new policies are overrated. And having been to NZ, which in a way does not put as much emphasis on grades, i dont see anything similar there. i do not see students writing testimonials for themselves, and they did get the world best scorer for the international GCE A levels last yr, didn't they? i may be wrong about everything. but one could have his views cant he?
School should be more a breeze than this is. Life should be easier.
actually planned to try and do my tutorials tonight. but stupid t3a has drained me too much. its too tiring. contacting ppl, writing, boasting, praising oneself. and having have to ask ppl for evidences to support your boasts. i dun understand this. mayb i have been too slack. perhaps if i have worked abit harder last time i would not have ended up this way.
Sometimes i just dream, of a place like narnia, where i do not not learn, but where life is a much more direct route, of adventures and miracles. Not of laws and emptiness. I may be weak, but i would rather wield a sword than my pen. I would rather fight dragons than prove hypothesis. I would rather believe in a flat world than in quantum physics. Call me a fool, "say that i'm a dreamer", but let me tell you, "i am not the only one".. and "perhaps one day, you will join us".. and "the world will live as one"... haha.
its still a long lap to go. but my legs are already hurting. dunno if i could carry myself through all this.. this has to be the toughest battle i ever faced. but i know i must fight on.
“Victory at all costs, victory in spite of all terror, victory however long and hard the road may be; for without victory there is no survival.”
- Winston Churchill
yeah.. that pretty sums up everything again. without victory over this ogre called A levels. I would be dead.
nth much else..
till nxt time. yeah. and for today at least.. The long day..... closes....
Saturday, 7 July 2007
wkend rubbish.
Its the weekend again. those magical 2 days where you just lay on your bed. look at the fan spin and wait for the sun to fall.
not a perfect start to the wkend as is now currently down with some sort of cough-flu combo. which may be caused by some alien performing some tests on me in the middle of the night.. or much more likely, cos i on the aircon the whole night last night... sianded. hate this.. like almost sick once every 2 wks.
today seems to be a boring day.. with nothing to do.. no where to go.. the world seems to be pushing everyone towards the one way to muggerland. no other options.. yeah.
but i am not moving on that road without a fight.. and thats precisely why i am here to waste time... and do rubbish.
was reading through my 1st ever post.. yeah.. should do a revamped version of it here... lolz.. here goes...
one day when i am rich.. that i not know how to.. i will still want to own an island.. perhaps the size of say Sentosa.. or maybe slightly smaller.. It need not be made of solid gold.. and i no longer want a palace with diamond pillars (slightly too catchy). I would still want a palace though. with a moat surrounding it. With spiralling towers into the sky. 25 rooms. and 100 servant quarters. with 300 servants under my command. And i shall sit on the throne there. ruling over my island kingdom. The island must not be too far from civilization. and i would have a underground tunnel under the sea to the land. and on land i would have great cars. A Bentley. A Lambo. and some less catching car which i would use in covert operations.
back to the island.. once i owned the island. i would invite all my good friends. all my brothers there. yeah. and we shall slack everyday. everyday just chill around. no need to worry bout food or grades or anything.. just live the good life. The island will have everything. A stadium, A mall with a cinema and swimming pools and barbeque pits. lolz. opened only for us. Then i will have this colliseum thingy.. where i would build great statues for us all.. sort of like at the justice league watchtower. yeah. and talking bout that.. i would invent and create some special weapons and armors and we shall be the vigilantes of earth. protecting it from darkness etc etc etc. lolz.
一个月了。
该忘得不能忘。
分不清噩梦美梦。
不思。不说。不妄想。
there are complimentaries to the island. like my boat and my battleship, my heli and my private jet. yeah. but those are unimportant as long as i get my island.. and maybe yeah... walk down the beach with my lover in hand.. yeah.. looking at the sunset and waiting like always.. for tomorrow... lolz..
till nxt time.
not a perfect start to the wkend as is now currently down with some sort of cough-flu combo. which may be caused by some alien performing some tests on me in the middle of the night.. or much more likely, cos i on the aircon the whole night last night... sianded. hate this.. like almost sick once every 2 wks.
today seems to be a boring day.. with nothing to do.. no where to go.. the world seems to be pushing everyone towards the one way to muggerland. no other options.. yeah.
but i am not moving on that road without a fight.. and thats precisely why i am here to waste time... and do rubbish.
was reading through my 1st ever post.. yeah.. should do a revamped version of it here... lolz.. here goes...
one day when i am rich.. that i not know how to.. i will still want to own an island.. perhaps the size of say Sentosa.. or maybe slightly smaller.. It need not be made of solid gold.. and i no longer want a palace with diamond pillars (slightly too catchy). I would still want a palace though. with a moat surrounding it. With spiralling towers into the sky. 25 rooms. and 100 servant quarters. with 300 servants under my command. And i shall sit on the throne there. ruling over my island kingdom. The island must not be too far from civilization. and i would have a underground tunnel under the sea to the land. and on land i would have great cars. A Bentley. A Lambo. and some less catching car which i would use in covert operations.
back to the island.. once i owned the island. i would invite all my good friends. all my brothers there. yeah. and we shall slack everyday. everyday just chill around. no need to worry bout food or grades or anything.. just live the good life. The island will have everything. A stadium, A mall with a cinema and swimming pools and barbeque pits. lolz. opened only for us. Then i will have this colliseum thingy.. where i would build great statues for us all.. sort of like at the justice league watchtower. yeah. and talking bout that.. i would invent and create some special weapons and armors and we shall be the vigilantes of earth. protecting it from darkness etc etc etc. lolz.
一个月了。
该忘得不能忘。
分不清噩梦美梦。
不思。不说。不妄想。
there are complimentaries to the island. like my boat and my battleship, my heli and my private jet. yeah. but those are unimportant as long as i get my island.. and maybe yeah... walk down the beach with my lover in hand.. yeah.. looking at the sunset and waiting like always.. for tomorrow... lolz..
till nxt time.
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