Transformers

lolz. yesterday went out whole day.. yeah.. borrowed 2 books... including one by Neil Gaiman... my favourite writer and author and moviemaker at this time. haha. den after which went AHS for awhile to talk about the formation of the alumni choir and the proposed performance in their concert as a guest performance. lolz. Only to find ourselves pipped to the idea with Wei Yang's batch. and thus we will fight with them and collaborate with them as partners no less for this performance.. haha..

after that went watch Transformers, which in zhous words is "the best movie so far this year and owns silver surfer by a mile" or by using Reubs Lang is "Da Bomb".. yeah.. its real superb.. Audio, Plot, Visual... esp Visual.. If Pirates was the best on sea, then this has to be the best on land... My fave is Ironhide... who IMO looked as cool as steel and solid as rock.. yeah... "Now my leg's gonna rust"... lolz.. best.. haha. everyone should watch it.. its really like the best movie in this hols.. and considering my mood the time i entered the cinema.. this is quite incredible.. ok...

haha.. yeah.. when i entered the cinema, lets just say i wasnt in the best of moods... my father just spoilered my day by calling me and reminding me that A levels are still on... yeah.. and i was like quite saddened.. haha... yeah.. but transformers really cheered me up cos the main character guys life seem like mine.. haha... how i hope i exit my house and see that my bike is an autobot.. and yeah.. i meet this hot girl... yeah.. like the one in the movie.. den we rescue the world together.. and my bike change into a lambo.. yeah.. That will be the day man..

nth much else.. haha.. enjoying life now..

till nxt time...

Turning the last bend.

Haha. Its now the last lap with the completion of CT2. haha.. dunno.. feeling quite screwed it up... dunno how i would do... but still hoping to achieve my pre CT aim of min D grade. haha. feel it is abit impossible.. but still... neva count ur grades b4 they return... haha.

dunno... feel i will slack a few days.... den like mayb go back to gear 1.... den slowly shift up... and full speed ahead from then on... haha..

Just went eat wif reubs n noch.. haha.. quite nice.. haha..

tomorrow is transformers day.. haha.. its one of my much awaited movies.. being a transformers fan..

and now.. its time to chill... haha.. take a break and look into the com.. haha.. and maybe middle earth awaits.. haha.

till nxt time.. haha.

Centenary post

lolz.. yeah.. this is my 100th post at the new blog.. haha.. so decided to celebrate it with a change in blogskin.. lolz.. decided to change to the blogger styles with my own things.. haha.. so it remains fairly the same but with the navigation at the right instead.. which suits me sort of better.. lolz..

anyway.. today chem was tough.. Paper 1 killed most ppl.. but i was convinced i will come out standing but then the MCQs delivered a crushing blow and i was left laughing at myself.. lolz. but was happy anyway.. cos its like the last day liao.. which is great.. haha.. cant wait to go out again.. but den others reminded me that there is just A levels.. 'oh ya'.. lolz... but still... a man gotta chill when a man gotta chill... lolz.

slacking now... but guess i going to at least try to do some maths later.. with music in my background.. which again means i will do quite little.. haha.. but will at least mayb 2 qns.. haha..

conincidental sia.. yesterday thought i was the only one who nth to do go check on Goal 2's release date.. den turn out Addi also checked.. den today Ran also said he checked yesterday.. LOL. looks like this is one movie on everyone's list.. haha..

took park's GC accidentally just now. lolz. sorry Park. haha.

Ok.. shall go slack a while now.. haha.. champion am i..

Halfway point.

3 down. 2 left.

econs was expectedly not easy. GP was f***ing ok. should stop scolding vulgarities.. haha.. ok. so it was damn hard... like as though i noe anything bout marriage.. and how do you rephrase a paragraph with the word SEX in every line? haha..

hate econs. but at least it is over now...

slacking for tonight. haha. yeah.
a man needs time off everything to just stare into space and listen to songs. Read Comics. and just watch time go past... even in times of emergency and in times of exams... haha.. one of my favorite activities liao.. just sitting down, stone and look out of my window.. while singing with the radio.. haha.

Tomorrow is chem... to be honest.. i am not exactly really ready.. but i think i could pull it through... got most of the things liao.. just need to think real hard to remember them.. haiz..

haha.. oh ya.. chanced upon this while visiting Neil Gaiman's.. haha.. which is quite cool.. and lame.. Neil Gaiman is seriously a cool guy.. haha.. and he is making Hellboy 2 now.. so when it is out... i am watching it.. haha. and talking bout movies.. haha.. end of yr is going to come out one damn cool movie... haha.. Its called.. I AM LEGEND. Starring Will smith.. who is one legend of a guy.. haha.

sian.

cant wait for CT2 to be over.

taking damn long.. just typing slowly now.. a paragraph a song.. haha... just dun feel like studying.. haha.. shall wait till my playlist finishes.. haha..

haiz....

Day 2 of tests
I think i need a rest.. lolz.

anyway.. till nxt time.. haha... nth much else liao.. haha.

1 down

1 down. 4 to go. lolz.

physics today was... ok.... not really hard.. but some qns really got me...think a C should not be beyond reach.. perhaps better.. dunno.. haha.. dun wanna count my marks before i get them.. lolz..

tomorrow GP n Econs.

screw econs.. lolz

nth much else..

till nxt time.

12 hrs.

lol. 12 hrs left till the start.. and a 'mere' 4 days till the end.. com'on Wong.. haha...

Ran through all the physics once again just now.. frustrated with the lack of qns on lasers and semis as well as quantum 3. dunno how much i noe.. and screw electromag notes. 讲等于没讲.. lolz. all the useless thing so long.. den the useful things need to hunt for them.. n Just found out DC is tougher than i thoght it was.. haha. thought i was imba at that after going through wif kwek.

slacking right now... savouring the last moments of my last ever june hols... seriously.. holidays are not holidays at all. rest is a luxury. how i wish to go to some island and just chill relax and escape from this world for like this whole month.. but i noe i cant.. cant even go malaysia for like 3 days. haiz.. sian.. and like only watched 3 movies this hols.. which doesnt quite whet my appetite....

haiz..

Go. Get set. Ready.

A part of me says,' yes Wong, you are ready.'... yet this other part says ,'No, you are not and you better glue ur arse to the chair and study non stop for tonight and tomorrow.'.. but somehow i prefer to believe the former.. speaking bout arse.. haha.. henry joining barca.... haha.. Arsenal fans, you noe who i am talking bout, mayb its time to shift ur support to another London team.. the one in claret and blue... haha..

now slacking... yeah. somehow feel i am ready for it.. but dunno.. i never noe till i take the paper.. haha.. but dun really care liao.. sian...

just played like yesterday, today and now... crazy. even i think so. but seriously bored of work..

missing football.. legs itching...

haiz...

will do T3a after CTs.

cant wait for the time to come.. transformers, Harry potter, Die Hard.... National Stadium... haha..

and so.. 1 wk to go to the end of CT2.. haha..

till nxt time.

2 days

haha.. 2 days more to CT.

i think i am ready. hope i am. haha. dunno what got into me.. still playing now at the last minute.. luckily this is not a level.. or i am screwed.. haha.. must seriously put my foot down and stop gaming soon after this ct2.. haha. soon. said that dunno how many times liao.. haha...

oh yeah. 端午节 came and just gone without me knowing it.. haha.. 1st time in my life i forgot about it sia..

sian. ct means skool reopening soon.. haha.. which means i am entering my last ever semester of uniformed school life.. well dun think that it would be much different.. but i guess i would just have to make the most out of this last 4-5 mths or so.. haha.. and after that.. it would be a new beginning... haha.. although there is a 2 yr break first... haha..

haven done my t3A nor anything related for that matter. cos i dun really have anything to write. dunno.. i have achieved i guess, in non academic, non cca stuff... but those dun count, do they? can i write say my reading of all the sandman comics and thus gain wonderful insights and thoughts? or i made many new friends? seriously, i think t3a is screwed up.. its like forcing people to achieve a preset achievement level. haha. but , whatever.. i am happy as i am and i dun think i have to achieve goals just to show it in my a levels. haha. it may be important. but there is obviously the other pages where more important stuff are. or so i feel i think i guess. haiz..

everything is moving so fast now i could hardly even try to stand, breathe and look out of the window.. how i wish it was yesterday once more.. dun feel myself at the moment.. there is this fear that suddenly resurfaced.. haiz.. last time i felt it was like 2 days before o levels.. aint it have came a little too early? dunno.. just not feeling right right now... like some superhero who have just lost something.. haha. dunno..

anyway.

oh yeah. 谢谢你. haha.

till nxt time.

Fantastic Fantastic 4

lolz.. Fantastic 4: The rise of the silver surfer. i believe there is only 1 word to describe it, COWABUNGA-FANTASTIC... The silver surfer is like cool.... and even that is an understatement.. ok.. haha.. yeah.. the surfer is cool... but i think my fave character is The Thing... haha.. "Its Clobbering time".. haha.. he cute sia.. funny guy... lolz.. especially with the bear.. haha.

ok.. heres the breakdown.
Plot : 3.5/5
Not exactly amazing or revolutionary.. but still manages to please me while sticking to the comic story line well.. add in plenty of cool and funny one liners by the flash and the thing.. haha. just enough of ups and downs and the love scenes arent too dragged out like those in spidey3.
Visuals: 4.9/5
Comparable to those of Pirates3 i would say. almost perfect. Fantastically aesthetically pleasing. The many cool scenes, like the chase scene between the torch and surfer, and the final blast. And many things that make the movies.. the holes.. especially the one in the city, where u see the river dried up, with all the water flowing into the hole is super realistic, as well as the freezing of the sea in the 1st scene.. The only perhaps speck of dirt is the failure to potray Galactus in a better manner instead of a cloud of dust and fire. There is no purple man in the movie that i see, oh ya.. and the fantasticar is fantasticar. haha.
Audio: 3/5
ok.. dun really make the movie. but it sounded good. not as good as pirates where the intepretation of songs was superb. but still good nonetheless. And The silver Surfers voice is one that i would want. deep, thoughtful and cool.

Overall: 4/5
I would say its a must watch.

haha. yeah.
Its 4 days to CT and i am still watching movies.. haha. and slacking through days.. haha.. like yesterday nite... haha.. where i went wikipedia and searched rubbish.. like my fave number (6)...etc.. haha.

and developed a sudden liking for songs with bits of spanish, french or italian in them... haha.. as well as grand sounding songs.. haha...

nth much else... so if u have time.. go catch fantastic 4. lolz..

ITS CLOBBERING TIME!

haha..

till nxt time.

window view.

The worst thing about studying is that once u studied n u think u noe ur stuff.. out comes a qn that pulls the ground off below ur legs.. n suddenly u find urself floating around midair... grasping at strands of straws... like what i am doing now. lol.

as i said.. i somewhat finished everything. but now out comes those qns. haha. esp in maths.. n some physics. haha

looked out of my window the first time for a long time at night. haha. neva knew it looked that good.. with alternating lights alongside both sides of the road.. all the way till the bend where my view is blocked by a hdb block. haha. n see the cars not zoom pass.. but crawl pass slowly along.. seeing ppl walking down the road.. haha. reminded me on something said by some meditating monk or something... the slower you go, the more you see.. or something.. haha... the window never ceases to amaze me.. haha..

nth much else.. nothing happening in football... stupid arbitation still going on.. when is stupid sheF-eU united going to let it go.. haha

sian..

nth much else.. till nxt time.

Countdown:6

haha. i am still blogging even though i have seriously nth to blog abt.. cos i am bored. haha.

After mugging juz now was to go watch F4 with ran. but.. we ate too long and decided to go home n bfme instead.. and i am still waiting for them.. The battle horn calls.. but i am not going in without any friends. haha.

CT in 6 days. but i am actually calm.. haha. mayb its cos i have been studying the whole hols away. haha. which is actually good.. though doing little everyday.. but little by little makes alot.. haha.

step 1.5 of forming the alumni choir is under way. haha. with hope asking me that day. haha. quite cool sia. haha. more after CTs...

need to listen to more kind of music... so now trying to listen to eng songs.. haha.

sian.. till nxt time

lolz.. its officially 1 wk to CT. or less than that in fact..

somewhat completed my revision.. i stress SOMEWHAT.. lolz. many things like still not sure. super many.. let me count..
APGP, recurrence---- unsure
differenciation, integration--- somewhat unsure
Vectors--- quite certain
stats--- if my calculator does not let me down.. then yes..
mclaurins and the rest--- should be ok.
org chem--- sure till the ring.. after that.. 5050
in org--- quite ok.. since i just did it today.
IE-- if it was as easy as the notes say they are...
Kinetics--- ok.. not realli sure cos no practice done.
kinematics-- with my eyes closed..
dynamics--- with my eyes opened..
DC--- ok lah.. dunno
quantum-- if it is as easy as the notes feel..
magnet-- BILsinO thats everything rite?
lasers and semis--- ok.. dunno.. but half of the assignment like dunno right or not... haha
ECONS--- No. i am not sure bout anything even though i have completed everything..

sian...

haha.. added the sandman next to the green lantern.. cos suddenly think it is damn cool now.. esp some of his wise words..

sian..

haiz.. till nxt time..

ironic

yeah. here i am for another entry. cos its like the holidays and i seriously have nothing to do... yeah.. tell me there is mugging to do.. but one cannot mug when he hath no mood.

today went the wake of a relative. whose first meeting with me, was ironically and unfortunately his last. yeah. but he did live long. 87 was his age. yeah. and i barely knew him.. was my father's uncle (father's father's sister's husband) lolz. den after that on the car heard the "I did it my.... way.. " song.. which made me wonder, if he did... lolz.. nvm... and his family doesnt seemed too sad.. perhaps they have already understood and predicted it?. lolz. i dunno.. but one day when its my turn.. i seriously dun wan a sad funeral.. lol.

anyway.. today's fathers day.. yeah. so.. happy fathers day dad and to all fathers.. yeah. and everyone.. but me?.. i think it is a smart move to make one extra day to boost sales. but anyway. yeah. happy fathers day.

sian. its still inching closer... and dunno.. i still super no mood.. should have a 3 yr course at mi instead or something.. but mayb that wouldn't suit me either.. lolz.

anyway.. lolz...

nth much else... till nxt time..

Wong's uncertainty principle.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love.
-- The character "Rose Walker" in The Sandman #65


lol... if only i had looked at the sandman earlier.. lolz. perfect.

anyway.. lolz.. sian...

cant seem to get that enthusiasm for studies the time i had for o levels... not yet anyway.. have to find it soon... i know it is buried somewhere beneath the piles of notes, between perhaps Ionic Equilibria and Quantum Physics or perhaps in the pages of the balance of payment. lolz. dunno... JC stuff juz doesnt seem that exciting.. at least last time during sec skool when i am bored i could read history or SS like a story book... but now... econs have no stories man.. it only dulls the imagination, and spoil my view of the world. lolz. So is chem, physics and maths for that matter..

but my progress have been ok.. well.. ok for me.. take away the uncertainties here and there... well u cant take them away.. and so that is actually why u cant actually be totally certain on how much u studied... well.. cos the amount you studied (lets call it Q here) and time,t... is a conjugate pair.. and since

ΔQΔt≥һ/4π

and

ΔEΔt≥һ/4π

with E being energy as we all know.. and so one could never be sure of how much energy one has put into studying or how much time has one committed to study and thus how much one had studied and whether that is enough for the exams.. and the amount of this uncertainty is only һ/4π if, and only if, t is very big or E is very big, cos if not.. the uncertainty is more like (һ/4π)^-1, or so to say, the inverse... which is a huge number.. lolz.. maybe i shall call it the Wong's uncertainty principle. and perhaps win the nobel prize on this... and this could be added to the zeroeth law of thermodynamics, which states that the universe and all its happenings head towards a state of greater chaos. or something like that.. which is true cos if u study more, u will dig out and use more paper and notes.. which will cause considerable chaos... one just had to look into my room to understand.. lolz... i close my door everytime cos frankly, if my mother see it, she would confirm faint.. and no. i am not exxaggerating... is that how you spell this?.. anyway.. haha.. it really its messi... lolz.. sorry typo.. comes from too long without football.. haha.. sian..

lolz.. enuff of crapping liao...

nth much else.. till nxt time then.. haha.

twisted time.

time moves in a curious way.. it slows down to a crawl during some days and suddenly speeds up with an exponential acceleration. and now suddenly i am faced with one wk left to CT2. lolz..

have done most of the stuff.. or at least i believe i have done most of the stuff.. or more like i think that i feel that i believe i have done most of the stuff.. or something like that. lolz.

sian. now abit scared of the CT sia.. like no amount of preparation is enuff.. esp dear o' econs.. like i can make out stuff.. but really cant remember alot of things when i do not see them... seriously.. if one day i become minister of education.. i am gonna scrap this scrap subject.. lolz..

sian..

still idling around.. even though time is slowly seeping away.. lolz..

sian..

till nxt time..

home alone

and so my 2 days alone in singapore are over after my parents returned from malaysia today. or more accurately. just now.

haha. it has been fun. staying up late till 2. and stuff.. and totally no one around to disturb me.. though the sound of silence is quite unbearable.. yeah. silence has a sound.. and when one is alone, one can hear it. The murmur of fans, the bristling of leaves, the beating of the heart... etc. haha.. when u are alone.. you see more... lolz..

now think sandman is seriously cool. lolz.. u all should read his quotes here.haha Coolness. if only literature was like this i would have taken literature instead of kuku econs. haha.. econs is seriously difficult thing to study.. one chapter of econs is like equivalent to the whole of organic chem.. seriously. screw econs. And THANK YOU. Mr Keynes, Mr Friedman, Mr Ball. and all of you who contributed one way and another to making econs econs. you have just made at least one life miserable.

"Desire… Never a possession, always the possessor, with skin as pale as smoke, and eyes tawny and sharp as yellow wine: Desire is everything you have ever wanted. Whoever you are. Whatever you are. Everything."- a quote from Sandman.. alongside many others which i think is cool..

anyway.. an update on the current situation for my probable NZ thingy. it turns out that it is not that confirm i would be going anyway. cos my father just accepted a job offer on marina bay sands or something. which is quite cool cos that means i will be related somehow to the IR again. lolz. cos its good pay and it would be better to work and mayb send gimme a wider choice on where to go anyway. lolz. and so i continue my journey towards.. dunno.. destiny?

one day i will figure that out.. and dunno.. attempt anything... cos "It is sometimes a mistake to climb, it is always a mistake never even to make the attempt". and yeah.. if it was a mistake.. at least i would know that in some parallel universe where i might have been wiser.. i would have chose the right thing.. haha.. but now.. this universe is the most important one.. lolz..

and... getting fed up with the whu constant link with darren bent.. i mean he is good.. but not 18m good.. at most maybe i think 10m? 12m? would be reasonable although already expensive. and he is not worth 6 Benayouns... and benayoun is definitely not worth only 3m. at least 15m i say. maybe a bit over expensive.. but i think he is good and we should keep him... and dun buy anyone for 18m. unless its tevez we are talking about.. or quaresma... haha.

sian..

nth much else.. my tiempo spoilt.. now need a new pair of tiempo.. or mayb 2. haha.. wan the black and white one.. seriously cool. black tick on white... haha.. will see how...

mayb catching another movie tomorrow... hope so.... oceans.. here i come.. and wait a while silver surfer.. haha.

till nxt time...

withdrawal

sian... its now the period of time where i suffer from withdrawal symptoms.. lol.. from football.. and i will like check soccernet. kumb. and co like 6-7 times a day. waiting for the deal that has yet occur.. cos unlike Man Utd which has somewhat completed their summer signings.. Us West Ham and Arsenal( zhou n ran) fans.. have each only signed one player.. haha. and fabianski or scott parker although maybe good signings.. arent exactly your signing of the season... lolz.. i was hoping more like saviola or something type.. lolz.. but dunno...

haha.. anyway.. for those of u who hadnt heard of this webbie.. i shall introduce it to you.. it is a great joke site esp if you noe football... haha.. damn funny.. i read already i laugh super much.. haha.. its called... football-rumours... LOL.

did some studying wif zhou today at my place.. lolz. quite funny... afternoon played some flash game with him.. which was lol.. but Fun.. haha. its called boxhead.. click to play haha.. damn funny.. and i n zhou was like trying to smash that high score.. lolz..

sian....

haha..

oh ya.. 2 of my fave teams.. whu n roma will be playing in a friendly.. so a good preseason to look forward to then.. haha.


till nxt time..

kick

just went and kick wif zhou, ran, reub, and his bro, and his bro's friend.. haha. damn fun. esp after so long neva kick wif them... haha.. scored 1 rubbish goal.. like always.. haha.. but missed dozens of sitters.. haha.

sian.. back to mugging i guess.. bit pleased with my own progress... so far somewhat completed physics... and left with those APGP stuff+ the everpresent differenciation n integration... did some chem.. some econs... haha.. should be able to finish wif 2 wks left.. haha..

sian...
i dont forgive easily... but i forget
haiz..


haha.. was reading through some of my archives.. cos since i mayb going back to nz.. i wanna noe wad i once felt and like how to change.. haha. and came across quite a few things again... haha... some things quite funny sia... but i found out most of the things i wanted to do i did.. haha.. cept for owning a lambo.. lolz.. and oh ya... to continue from some old post... if i got a son he would be named Diego.. and if its a girl her name would be Annasophia... after the name of the girl in The reaping and Bridge to Terabithia..

and oh ya... i wasnt the best in PW despite my grand target last time.. haha.. lolz.. and i shall try to be more direct with my posts.. cos some of the things now i noe got some hidden meaning but even i forgot... haha..

anyway..haha.. quote from diego archives..."save some today for tomorrow. You neva noe when u will have a empty day."...


till nxt time..

resurfaced

lost avenues and hopes are resurfacing.. lolz. like the NZ one. lol. now contemplating a move there again.. cos if i am gonna study medcine.. there is the most probable route i could go.. if i do not get any scholarship or anything to finance me. cos studying medcine in aust will cost 450k or nearly half a million sing. and nz.. if i go as a 'local' student will only cost a third of that sum. lolz.

so now thinking... roads have sunk before and are rebuilt.. perhaps this is one of those....

and i miss the beutiful sky there.. and the stars.... and the landscape. mayb i juz went in at the wrong place at the wrong time... or mayb i am ready to give it a second chance again... last time i went as a human.. but now.. i will go as a champion.. one who has potential to overcome fear..a green lantern.

maybe its not the last time i would blog under the stars..

but anything would have to wait at least 2 yrs. cos of NS. lolz. but not plenty of time to think.
cos the thing expires 2008.. and i have to do a decision by this yr.. or heck this mth.. i must decide. crossroads again...
How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?
How many paths does a man has to choose
Before he can see the light?

well the 2nd line was added by me.. and well the answer my friend is blowing in the wind.. the answer is blowing in the wind.... and listen to the wind i shall.... but there is no wind now cos i am in a room.. lolz..

anyway.. went watch shrek wif zhou reub n ran juz now.. For those who have saw it. congrats, you like us, have been conned. For those who hadnt let you be warned.. I am not one who critisize lots of movies.. in fact i like most movies i watch.. but this is a waste of money. just wait for it on channel 5.

sian..

黑色幽默


zzz.. should go slp soon...

till nxt time...

忘词

lolz.. just found out Keira Knightley is a hammer too... haha.





sian... no mood to do anything... no mood to study.. only feel sleepy... and tired.. and full...
说到底，我还是个懦夫。
爱真的需要勇气。
许多事，我不敢做。
许多时，错过了不会再来。
我只好默默等待，
等待着下一次的到来。
但下一次何时才来呢？
来了，我是否又会害怕?
haiz... sian..

till nxt time


嗯嗯搭啦我又忘了
我应该应该应该应该唱什么
我应该应该应该应该怎么作
嗯嗯搭啦想起来了
我好像好像好像好像应该说
我好想好想好想好想对你说
在你的面前我就变得很笨拙
就像是一个不断忘词的歌手
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口
你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在这一秒我一定要说
就算失败也不沈默

你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在豁出去的那一秒钟
却又忘词我噢噢噢

上一句好像是有关你的形容
下一句好像希望你能答应我
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口。。。。

lolz.. feeling better now...

也许是时候忘了。

lolz. sian... nth to do.. lol.. cept for mugging..

haiz.

sian....

another entry for the black book... lolz..

till nxt time..

PES B

lolz. went the psychometric test yesterday. lolz. quite lame.. cos the 16 pf done before liao.. lolz.. and that maths was primary skool stuff... yet i dunno how to do lots of it.. i forgot how to do long division already.. lolz... how can anyone divide something by 19.. without a calcualtor.. the largest interger i could divide with is 12.. lolz.

den today went the NS medical. got a PES B. lolz. cos my "rashes are quite severe, but not severe enough to be PES C. any problem go find the camp doctor".. lolz.. which means.. i have to pass that goddamned napha now. lol.. now that my final chance is gone.... lolz..

after that went study.. now completed some of everything liao.. lolz... which is quite lame.. lolz.. cos its like not completing anything at all.. should try and finish physics tomorrow... left with i think doing the questions anyway. lolz.

anyway.. shall go bfme now.. actually still got some more to write... but that can wait...
till tomorrow.. or later.

shall continue where i left off earlier. lolz.

haha.. oh ya.. west ham completed the signing of scott parker.. lolz.. though he is not one like anderson or nani or tevez, who could capture the imagination of people.. he is definitely one good player who will replace nigel reo-coker, whom sadly is leaving, i think he is a gd player.. just got a bad patch this yr. but nonetheless.. parker and noble will be a good partnership.. and perhaps england partnership... lolz.. not likely.. but.. lolz. who knows.. west ham are also linked to almost any player who might be or will be leaving.. gudjohnsen, saviola, marlon king, viduka, yaya toure, nicky shorey, joey barton, elano, cahill, arteta, shawn wright phillips, pennant, defoe, kewell, bellamy, andy johnson, luke young, darren bent... just to name a few.. i would be happy if we could land just a few of them.. lolz..
Green
Neill A. Ferdinand Upson shorey
Elano Parker Toure Boa Morte
Ashton tevez
Imagine a 1st 11 like that... lolz.. look like something out of FM already... lolz.. mayb not a EPL winning or even challenging team.. but i think it would be good enough for at least a UEFA cup spot...

haha.. sian..

lolz.... feeling sleepy now.. shall go to slp.. lolz.. hope tomorrow morn on soccernet see something like "hammers complete triple swoop" and signs Yaya Toure, Elano and Shorey.

haha.. till nxt time

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Magic.

lolz. everytime holiday also like that.. start to think too much cos i simply got too much time on my hands. lolz. not exactly.. but i still got some time to think.

lolz. the factual stuff 1st. lolz. ok. yesterday morn went do CIP wif Jimmy, peifang n Kailee. lolz. den i n jimmy went the temple there in the morn and owning. lolz. everyone donate sia. owning. lolz. den afternoon sibei no mood to continue liao.. so just anyhow. lol. den afternoon went out wif hoe, reub n ran. lolz. watch pirate (again for me) lolz. and thus join the gang for watching same movies twice. lolz. reub( spiderman3) ran( batman begins) Hoe (新警察故事 or something) lolz.. it was still quite nice.. can understand and remember more having seen it for the second time. lolz. and can now remember that elizabeth speech.. lolz. which i thought was damn cool. lolz... well what i could make of of loose recorded lines anyway..
"You all listen to me! LISTEN! The other ships will still be looking to us, the Black Pearl to lead, and what will they see? Frightened bilgerats aboard a derelict ship? No, they will see free men and freedom! And the enemy will see the flash of our canons and they will hear the ring of our swords and they will know what we can do! With the sweat of our brow, and the strength of our backs, and the courage in our hearts! Gentlemen, Hoist the Colours!"


haha.. and "YO HO... HOIST THE COLOURS... HOIST THE COLOURS HIGH!!.... HEAVE HO.. THIEVES AND BEGGARS.... NEVER SHALL WE DIE...."

haha.. ok.. den after tt went eat long john... which like completed a whole day of fast food for me.. lolz. mac. kfc n ljs. lolz. den after that we talked... lolz.. which somehow made me think again.. lolz...

of cos its about uni admission.. what course.. lolz.. how i wish i could have a compass like jack's that show me my hearts desire.. or the navigation charts of sao feng. which will lead me to anything i want.. lolz... sian.. now thinking of pursueing medicine. lolz. after a few revelations to me. lolz. sian.. but if that is so... there are more choices in which to make.. my father may have to go to nz to secure a local place for me there.. and i dunno... it is a great choice though.. one which i have often overlooked without thinking too much abt it. lolz. dunno..

sian... shall go to my room and think more. lolz..

till nxt time.