went the careers fair today. went for a few talks and got plenty of freebies.. haha. with the SAF laser pointer and the DSTA file/fullscap being the best freebies. yeah. haha. also went the canada talk.. lolz.
today's physics lecture test was quite a breeze i think for me.. cept for one small part in the EM question which i sort of screwed up abit. haha. but yeah. should be quite ok.. haha.
screw the throat.. haha. sound like silver surfer now.. but damn uncomfortable.. having to speak in my darn low voice. haha. sian..
yeah.
oh yeah.
er. for those who read this accidentaly or non-accidentaly, without my wanting, you noe who you are, yeah. those living in my house. yeah. Let me tell u. whatever you read here belongs here. yeah. and i am not saying anything more anywhere anytime else. yeah. i need my space. thank you very much. and despite all your doubts, i do have control over myself. I study in school. that much is true. I rest at home. and even at home i study at night. and if that isnt control enough, i dont know what is. yeah. and even if you read this. dun talk to me bout it. dun even mention it, covertly or not. i noe what you guys are hinting. yeah. but perhaps its time to let me make my own decisions. whether you regard them right or wrong. helpful or otherwise. yeah. and one thing i never do is to bluff money from you all. yeah. the notes money ends up in the notes. yeah. everything else comes from my savings. and all i have to say is here. and dun mention anything anymore. end of story. yeah.
thank you.
till nxt time.
Wednesday, 1 August 2007
Tuesday, 31 July 2007
dreaming sky.
hate being sick. now feel like tearing my sore throat out and getting a new one. sian.
did some stupid skool survey in skool juz now. which was lame. lolz. "do you love school". lolz. but seriously. PSP is real fun. played almost the whole of today away wif jimmy. haha. yeah. and now that i sick. i have no mood to engage in any form of studying. and this few days have thus been ineffective and did not do much. and there is something wrong wif my way of typing today. i dunno wad.. but it dun seem natural. lolz. dunno. lolz.
lecture test tomorrow. ready? no. dun think i am. haha.
seriously broke. no money to even top up my ezlink. lolz. my back acct balance currently reads. s$1002.33 lolz. which means a budget deficit of $600. yeah. which is quite sad. need to save money sia.. or anyone willing to invest some money in me.. haha. so tt my capital acct will be in surplus to balance the current acct deficit? haha. or mayb i should just chuck everything under balancing item. haha. $600 worth of balancing items.. haha.
on a side note. the sky is nice today. lolz. instead of clear days with bright sun.. i found out i prefer cloudy skies. there is so much more in cloudy skies. every cloud a dream and every dream a long story for one to imagine. I believe this "Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they've all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.". yeah. Neil Gaiman said tt. and i think its damn true. yeah. and i think dreams, imaginations are underrated by many,"what power would hell have if those imprisoned here could not dream of heaven?", and "If enough of us dream, if a bare thousand of us dream, we can change the world.". yeah. and thats what i am doing. and what i am waiting for. ppl to join me in dreaming of a better world. yeah. and one day. we can change the world. haha.
lolz. nth much else.
oh ya. SI games announced their only gd game again. FM08 is due before christmas yet again. haha. can't wait. but pls. let it be released after 20/11 so i can concentrate on this behemoth of a A level. haha.
till nxt time.
did some stupid skool survey in skool juz now. which was lame. lolz. "do you love school". lolz. but seriously. PSP is real fun. played almost the whole of today away wif jimmy. haha. yeah. and now that i sick. i have no mood to engage in any form of studying. and this few days have thus been ineffective and did not do much. and there is something wrong wif my way of typing today. i dunno wad.. but it dun seem natural. lolz. dunno. lolz.
lecture test tomorrow. ready? no. dun think i am. haha.
seriously broke. no money to even top up my ezlink. lolz. my back acct balance currently reads. s$1002.33 lolz. which means a budget deficit of $600. yeah. which is quite sad. need to save money sia.. or anyone willing to invest some money in me.. haha. so tt my capital acct will be in surplus to balance the current acct deficit? haha. or mayb i should just chuck everything under balancing item. haha. $600 worth of balancing items.. haha.
on a side note. the sky is nice today. lolz. instead of clear days with bright sun.. i found out i prefer cloudy skies. there is so much more in cloudy skies. every cloud a dream and every dream a long story for one to imagine. I believe this "Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they've all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.". yeah. Neil Gaiman said tt. and i think its damn true. yeah. and i think dreams, imaginations are underrated by many,"what power would hell have if those imprisoned here could not dream of heaven?", and "If enough of us dream, if a bare thousand of us dream, we can change the world.". yeah. and thats what i am doing. and what i am waiting for. ppl to join me in dreaming of a better world. yeah. and one day. we can change the world. haha.
lolz. nth much else.
oh ya. SI games announced their only gd game again. FM08 is due before christmas yet again. haha. can't wait. but pls. let it be released after 20/11 so i can concentrate on this behemoth of a A level. haha.
till nxt time.
Monday, 30 July 2007
PSP (power. super power.)
A short one today. haha. cos going out soon for dinner. haha.
PSP is a wonderful thing. haha. yeah. first time enjoyed monday.. well as long as the batteries lasted anyway. haha. going to settle some stuff.. mayb put some songs into it.. yeah. n it becomes the ultimate media machine. haha.
yeah.
nth much else.
till nxt time
PSP is a wonderful thing. haha. yeah. first time enjoyed monday.. well as long as the batteries lasted anyway. haha. going to settle some stuff.. mayb put some songs into it.. yeah. n it becomes the ultimate media machine. haha.
yeah.
nth much else.
till nxt time
Sunday, 29 July 2007
wkend boredom
It has been a long day. yesterday. stupid college day took up whole of the afternoon. and most of the morn cos i played through it cos there was college day in the afternoon. coupled with my sickness.. yeah. makes the whole day useless. haha.
feeling.... lazy... but "there is no emoticon for what i am feeling right now"... yeah. sort of restless. bored. yet unwilling to move kind of mood. why cant i be some genius who dun need to study at all.. haha.. someone like peter parker. haha. results. superpowers. girls. haha. da life.
was dreaming through physics or something.. den further developed my comic story.. haha. now tt there are characters.. there ought to have places and important scenes.. haha. yeah. like "The battle of Wheatstone Bridge".... haha.
must study more.. haha. damn sian. whole of yesterday studied AC and this morn did alcohol and alcohol alone.. haha. wif all the lecture tests coming up.. haha. one can hardly afford to slack... haha.
oh ya.. and long time since i talked bout WHU. haha. yeah. and so far here is what the tranfers have been like..
SOLD
Yossi Benayoun £5 million
Paul Konchesky £3 million
Nigel Reo Coker £8.5 million
Tyrone Mears £1 million
Teddy Sheringham Free
Roy Carroll Free
Shaun Newton free
Marlon Harewood £3 million
Total £20.5 million
BOUGHT
Scott Parker £7 million
Craig Bellamy £7.5 million
Richard Wright Free
Julien Faubert £6 million
Fredrik Ljungberg £3 million
Total £23.5 million
which means we have only spend 3m net. haha. so i hope there are still signings to come.. haha. hopefully.. one more striker... one more midfielder.. one more defender.. haha
sian..
nth much else..
till nxt time.
feeling.... lazy... but "there is no emoticon for what i am feeling right now"... yeah. sort of restless. bored. yet unwilling to move kind of mood. why cant i be some genius who dun need to study at all.. haha.. someone like peter parker. haha. results. superpowers. girls. haha. da life.
was dreaming through physics or something.. den further developed my comic story.. haha. now tt there are characters.. there ought to have places and important scenes.. haha. yeah. like "The battle of Wheatstone Bridge".... haha.
must study more.. haha. damn sian. whole of yesterday studied AC and this morn did alcohol and alcohol alone.. haha. wif all the lecture tests coming up.. haha. one can hardly afford to slack... haha.
oh ya.. and long time since i talked bout WHU. haha. yeah. and so far here is what the tranfers have been like..
SOLD
Yossi Benayoun £5 million
Paul Konchesky £3 million
Nigel Reo Coker £8.5 million
Tyrone Mears £1 million
Teddy Sheringham Free
Roy Carroll Free
Shaun Newton free
Marlon Harewood £3 million
Total £20.5 million
BOUGHT
Scott Parker £7 million
Craig Bellamy £7.5 million
Richard Wright Free
Julien Faubert £6 million
Fredrik Ljungberg £3 million
Total £23.5 million
which means we have only spend 3m net. haha. so i hope there are still signings to come.. haha. hopefully.. one more striker... one more midfielder.. one more defender.. haha
sian..
nth much else..
till nxt time.
Saturday, 28 July 2007
Simpsons.
lolz. yesterday went plaza Sing to watch simpsons with Zhou, Reub, Ran, Hoe, Lai, Jon, Colin. Simpsons is one funny hell of a funny movie. haha. for those who thought the trailer funny.. trust me.. that is just the tip of this big funny movie called the simpsons.. haha.. should not spoiler anything by writing any of its jokes here.. haha.
with simpsons down.. i guess there is only 2 more movies tt i really want to catch till after a levels.. yeah. Rush hour 3 and Stardust. haha. Jackie Chan and Neil Gaiman. haha.
yeah. den after tt went home.. haha. at airport i n reubs played 'transformers' on the airport link bridge. haha. damn funny.. but tt bridge is a darn cool place sia. nice view... yeah. and so quiet. haha. its one of those mythical places left in singapore.. haha.
yeah. haha. and now the big choice is here. to buy or not to buy. haha. but the choice is made. yeah. haha. my fundings are available and financial predictions are rosy for the rest of the yr. yeah. so perhaps its the time to buy. haha. u noe wad i am talking bout. haha. just broke tt PSP fund thing. yeah. and found out tt i have accumulated close to 50 bucks. haha. add tt to the 50 bucks i claiming from my parents for "notes"... yeah.. i am 1/3 there already. haha. and yeah. time to break the savings. yeah. haha. buying now and later wun make much of a difference. haha. yeah. now selling my magic cards to further fund my funds. haha. yeah. but must control even after i buy.. haha. there is still good old prelims and a levels waiting in the corner. ready to pounce on me when i let my guard down. haha. yeah. so came up with a resolution. haha. will not play it at home. lolz. or at least try not to do so as hard as possible. haha.
and now abit sick. slight fever. go out too much these few days liao.. haha. need a few wks to recuparate. haha.
and tt revelation randy made to me. yeah. who is that person.... who. any tip concerning the identity of the person will be rewarded.
nth much else.
till nxt time..
with simpsons down.. i guess there is only 2 more movies tt i really want to catch till after a levels.. yeah. Rush hour 3 and Stardust. haha. Jackie Chan and Neil Gaiman. haha.
yeah. den after tt went home.. haha. at airport i n reubs played 'transformers' on the airport link bridge. haha. damn funny.. but tt bridge is a darn cool place sia. nice view... yeah. and so quiet. haha. its one of those mythical places left in singapore.. haha.
yeah. haha. and now the big choice is here. to buy or not to buy. haha. but the choice is made. yeah. haha. my fundings are available and financial predictions are rosy for the rest of the yr. yeah. so perhaps its the time to buy. haha. u noe wad i am talking bout. haha. just broke tt PSP fund thing. yeah. and found out tt i have accumulated close to 50 bucks. haha. add tt to the 50 bucks i claiming from my parents for "notes"... yeah.. i am 1/3 there already. haha. and yeah. time to break the savings. yeah. haha. buying now and later wun make much of a difference. haha. yeah. now selling my magic cards to further fund my funds. haha. yeah. but must control even after i buy.. haha. there is still good old prelims and a levels waiting in the corner. ready to pounce on me when i let my guard down. haha. yeah. so came up with a resolution. haha. will not play it at home. lolz. or at least try not to do so as hard as possible. haha.
and now abit sick. slight fever. go out too much these few days liao.. haha. need a few wks to recuparate. haha.
and tt revelation randy made to me. yeah. who is that person.... who. any tip concerning the identity of the person will be rewarded.
nth much else.
till nxt time..
Thursday, 26 July 2007
TJ concert.
lolz. long time since i last posted imo. haha. seemed a lifetime even though it had only been wad. 4 days?. haha. yeah. in these days everyday i wanted to write something.. haha. but everyday go home find myself pipped to the com by me sis. den have to settle for going into my room and slacking through the night. haha.
Tues went esplanade watch some TJ concert with colin zhou and zhou's frens 1, 2 and 3. haha. sorry but forgot ur names. haha. sorry. haha. but anyway. the concert was in a way. not up to expectations. haha. felt damn sian inside. haha. den i and zhou almost dozed off in the 1st half.. haha. den 2nd half met up wif zhou's frens and went to the back of the hall to sit, crap. and play pokemon. haha. damn funny. den some teachers came over halfway through and scolded us for making too much noise when we only whispered super softly and the only thing we said was.
"eh zhou, you think i should evolve my nidorina"
"um"
haha. spoiler sia.
anyway. haha. the rest of the time was boredom. haha. interrupted by only short flashes of imagination and thought. sian.
was reading this article and thought that it might be useful for GP. haha. as it covers my top 2 fave topics. haha.
yeah.
nth much else besides tt. haha.
till nxt time.
Tues went esplanade watch some TJ concert with colin zhou and zhou's frens 1, 2 and 3. haha. sorry but forgot ur names. haha. sorry. haha. but anyway. the concert was in a way. not up to expectations. haha. felt damn sian inside. haha. den i and zhou almost dozed off in the 1st half.. haha. den 2nd half met up wif zhou's frens and went to the back of the hall to sit, crap. and play pokemon. haha. damn funny. den some teachers came over halfway through and scolded us for making too much noise when we only whispered super softly and the only thing we said was.
"eh zhou, you think i should evolve my nidorina"
"um"
haha. spoiler sia.
anyway. haha. the rest of the time was boredom. haha. interrupted by only short flashes of imagination and thought. sian.
was reading this article and thought that it might be useful for GP. haha. as it covers my top 2 fave topics. haha.
yeah.
nth much else besides tt. haha.
till nxt time.
Monday, 23 July 2007
long monday again. spent most of day dreaming. playing pokemon. haha. doing rubbish. lolz.
Den later in the afternoon saw some ants ravaging a dead dragonfly. and just thought what would be on the minds of the ants. Perhaps they have just hunted it down. and by its size, it would be a dragon for them. yeah. theres a reason its called dragonfly. haha. and they are calling all their families to come along to witness it the fall of the giant. and at night fall. they creates a bonfire on the dead dragonfly and shares the barbequed 'dragon' meat. haha. lolz.
sian..
Den later in the afternoon saw some ants ravaging a dead dragonfly. and just thought what would be on the minds of the ants. Perhaps they have just hunted it down. and by its size, it would be a dragon for them. yeah. theres a reason its called dragonfly. haha. and they are calling all their families to come along to witness it the fall of the giant. and at night fall. they creates a bonfire on the dead dragonfly and shares the barbequed 'dragon' meat. haha. lolz.
sian..
Sunday, 22 July 2007
deadly hallows.
hp is seriously a nice book. haha. not tt i have it. but will buy it soon. haha. soon.
wkends are overrated. wkends are days where you just sit there in your throne, Imagining Terabithia. dreaming of neverwhere. precisely what i am doing now. and there is some sort of rule somewhere that says i do not study during the wkends. haha. and that is precisely why i am blogging right now.
No clouds at my place today. which makes the sky sort of boring. just blue. no gradient. no difference in tones. just one big huge expanse of blue. No castles. no dragons.
this is getting lame. should go read more potter.
wkends are overrated. wkends are days where you just sit there in your throne, Imagining Terabithia. dreaming of neverwhere. precisely what i am doing now. and there is some sort of rule somewhere that says i do not study during the wkends. haha. and that is precisely why i am blogging right now.
No clouds at my place today. which makes the sky sort of boring. just blue. no gradient. no difference in tones. just one big huge expanse of blue. No castles. no dragons.
this is getting lame. should go read more potter.
lolz. and another one hell of a movie that must be watched.. Stardust..
2 reasons to watch it.
1. Its trailer looks darn cool
2. Its by Neil Gaiman.
lolz.
2 reasons to watch it.
1. Its trailer looks darn cool
2. Its by Neil Gaiman.
lolz.
Saturday, 21 July 2007
saturday morn rant
watched Harry potter with Sky captain Lai, Munhoe Fudge, Harry Zhou, and Chocolate Thunda. lolz..
yeah. really sort of disappointed with the situation around me right now. sian. dun feel up for anything. and finally understand what is meant by 人言可畏. lolz. i may have brought this up a couple of times before recently. but yeah. this sux. what have i, or what have we done wrong by being friends? Could i not hide anything and be read like an open book? Am i not entitled to my privacy and my choice of friends? Do you honestly think that everything has been forgotten after the "alex" fiasco? I forgive. but i do not easily forget. And i do not say it or show it. but i do not take criticising my group of friends lightly. We are not crazy or mad and we certainly have one hell load more imagination that you. And like harry potter says in his first book, "I think i can choose my own friends".
call me petty. Call me calculating. Scars are permanent. even temporary ones are. they are just hidden beneath layers and layers of skin. not healed. but covered by so many layers of feigned ignorance and cover-ups that they are not seen by anyone except the scarred himself. And as these lies pile on. the scars move inwards and closer to the heart, where some are re-judged and not healed, not fogotten, but forgiven while some would be etched into the fabrics of the heart, constantly reminding the scarred that it is still there.
Feeling Terabithian. Not dreamy kind of terabithian. but kinda relating to Jesse Aarons and Leslie Burke..
sorry. saturaday morns are depressing. but seriously. i dun care what anyone thinks anymore. its too tiring.
ranting complete.
lolz. on a brighter note. thought of another hero.
Resonance
Ability: to hear and produce vibrations at high frequencies to match those natural frequency of objects. thus destroying them by resonance effect.
Resonance do not speak as his voice is so powerful that it would destroy things if he spoke. An actually carefree and lively person, he has changed into a brooding quiet nature after his his powers manifested one day and killed his parents.
lolz. sound kopped. but dun care.. haha.
anyway. till nxt time.
yeah. really sort of disappointed with the situation around me right now. sian. dun feel up for anything. and finally understand what is meant by 人言可畏. lolz. i may have brought this up a couple of times before recently. but yeah. this sux. what have i, or what have we done wrong by being friends? Could i not hide anything and be read like an open book? Am i not entitled to my privacy and my choice of friends? Do you honestly think that everything has been forgotten after the "alex" fiasco? I forgive. but i do not easily forget. And i do not say it or show it. but i do not take criticising my group of friends lightly. We are not crazy or mad and we certainly have one hell load more imagination that you. And like harry potter says in his first book, "I think i can choose my own friends".
call me petty. Call me calculating. Scars are permanent. even temporary ones are. they are just hidden beneath layers and layers of skin. not healed. but covered by so many layers of feigned ignorance and cover-ups that they are not seen by anyone except the scarred himself. And as these lies pile on. the scars move inwards and closer to the heart, where some are re-judged and not healed, not fogotten, but forgiven while some would be etched into the fabrics of the heart, constantly reminding the scarred that it is still there.
Feeling Terabithian. Not dreamy kind of terabithian. but kinda relating to Jesse Aarons and Leslie Burke..
sorry. saturaday morns are depressing. but seriously. i dun care what anyone thinks anymore. its too tiring.
ranting complete.
lolz. on a brighter note. thought of another hero.
Resonance
Ability: to hear and produce vibrations at high frequencies to match those natural frequency of objects. thus destroying them by resonance effect.
Resonance do not speak as his voice is so powerful that it would destroy things if he spoke. An actually carefree and lively person, he has changed into a brooding quiet nature after his his powers manifested one day and killed his parents.
lolz. sound kopped. but dun care.. haha.
anyway. till nxt time.
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