Sunday 29 April 2007

3-0

west ham thrashed wigan 3-0 today to set up what is to be a nervy finale for the club's dismal season and set up a great relegation battle, which i thought impossible only about 1 month ago.

So this is the verdict. If we win the last 2 games. and fulham lose against Arsenal today. We are guaranteed survival. but seeing it being bolton and man u. it mayb a bit difficult. If we win against bolton. we would be almost guaranteed or survival and would need to rely on either fulham or wigan not winning (vs sheffield n boro respectively) on the last day. if we draw bolton and lose man u. we will need to hope that all teams below us and fulham and wigan lose their remaining games. if we record a draw and a win we will also most probably survive provided that either of fulham and wigan do not win boro (draw is ok) and if they do.. that they lose the other match. (vs liverpool and sheffield). wigan is more likely to go down. provided we get the results. as sheffield would be fighting for survival also and will need a win to gurantee survival. Also. If man u won the premiership with a win and a draw at stanford bridge. they will most likely field a 'b' side against whu given that they have 2 important cup finals after the season. so whu will somewhat have a chance to acheive another 'double' over a champions league side. though i seriously doubt but hope so...

so nxt 2 wks are gonna be nail biting for a hammer like me. hope we survive. tevez and ashton stays. get good wingers. and challenge for higher grounds next season.. lolz

till nxt time...

"I'm forever blowing bubbles"

Thursday 26 April 2007

dreams

[Update 8.47pm] guess some of the stuff i said is abit unfair to the ppl involved. so i shall delete or modify the post.

[Update 7.01pm] sorry for the outburst. wasn't feeling the best just now.. and quite unhappy after some recent shocks. so sorry. but some of the stuff i said still apply though


well. guess i was abit emo juz now. lolz. but good tt everything seems sorted out at long last.. haiz.. haha..

life has been overwhelming me this few days. hope this kind of shit days end soon...

have been thinking. perhaps a little too much.

when i bought the magic pack for inspiration just now.. i dun really got any. cos i didn't really understand.. but now i understand that quote. "dream of nothing, and wake up to a dream come true". it was on a rather grim black card. lolz. but it was the best quote in the pack nonetheless. lolz. guess i really have been dreaming and thinking too much.. and its time to live and let live. lolz.

and oh ya. I am sorry.

希望他回比我更爱你。

Till nxt time. lolz

Friday 20 April 2007

syf recording

lolz. this is my recorded version of the syf ahs performance.

download it here

Thursday 19 April 2007

GOLD WITH HONOURS

lolz. song bo.... AHS got GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!! WOO HOO... WE OWNS THEM ALL... TODAY IS AHS CHOIR DAY!!!!. haha

yeah. ahs choir got a gold with honours, witnessed by former legends of ahs choir such as Lance (munhoe), randall, me.. and newJun. lolz. Today. new legends are born. Joel and Randy. Leading the Tenors. to glory once again. Shawn. now the coolness of munhoe. the greatness in conducting them. and Wei Yang. from tone deaf to inspiration. From "what is sharp" to the sharpest of them all. and many others.. all whom had contributed much to the choir. all legends. I guess this batch really was damn power.. having experienced a change in conductor. from legendary Lim to tok-kong Toh. lolz. they have proven themselves. lolz..

nth will spoil my mood today.

lolz

not me getting the gold wif honours.. but hu wun be happy.. lolz...

Tuesday 17 April 2007

sick.

lolz. went skool in morn only to come back earlier due to a increasing temp. now damn drowsy from the medication given. should not have done pe just now.

just now discussed or somewhat argued about ns with ray n bain. with them branding me all sorts of names. but i remained unfazed. to me, NS is a bullshit time wasting thing which just disrupts everything. n dun gimme tt load of crap bout the honor n pride of serving the nation blah blah blah. tt. to me. is just propaganda to ensure tt ppl have an excuse of liking ns. and do anyone truly think tt if one day, we were attacked by, say iran or north korea, we would be able to stop their nuclear onslaught? wake up. this aint a game. ppl die in NS. and i am determined to get as safe a job as possible. the best is clerk of cos. n dun gimme tt" its an honor to die for e country", so what if u could have a flag on top of your coffin... as if anyone will remember you after only 50 yrs. or even 2-3 yrs. think about it. how many of us remember the army deaths tt happened? mayb it would cause a stir awhile.. mayb it will remain in the hearts of his relatives.. but 流芳百世?.. i doubt it.

also. its not tt i dun wanna train. its just tt there is no point. 2 wks to accomplish this 5 pull ups? why try so hard? instead. why couldn't i do it slowly. take it a step at a time. and finally pass the august one... its not about effort.. its about pragmatism. and pragmatism is just what singapore govt has been teaching. Also. you talk about NS building social cohesion, protecting the country. etc... yeah.. plenty of benifits... but where's my share? yeah.. talk about building friendships. building character.. blah.. but given a choice i rather go to uni and make friends there.. and build character there as well. but look at the price of NS. 1st. we are now 2 yrs behind. many will say, what is 2 yrs? but this will significantly set us back. esp some countries already have a head start. and we guys will be 2 yrs back in everything.. talk econs. the oppotunity cost for the person is far too high. even if i just worked as a part timer. i would have earnt more than tt meagre army allowance. .... 2nd.. need i say anything more....

and oh yeah. i am a quitter. not tt i quit everything. but if war was to erupt. I will be amongst the first to run. wherever to. and many may say not and look down on me. but if war really was to break out.. i guess it would be more 五十步笑百步... "at least i didn't say i will run 1st" or " at least i ran later"... but i do not quit everything.. i will 拼 for things tt i deem useful and helpful towards me.. an example of something? o levels. and i am definitely gonna 拼 for a levels.. it aint natpha. and NS. millions have survived without a natpha test past but how many rich man have you seen without even a bachelor degree. again, its not about honor, pride, or anything.. its about pragmatism and mayb a certain extent of WELL-UTILISED effort. and i stress well utilised. which means to me. fighting for things tt will gimme benifits. 人不为己,天诛地灭.

but i have accepted as NS as inevietable after deciding to stay in singapore. so im just gonna go in with an open mind.. be it 4 more wks or no 4 more wks. and try to take the best out of it. think of it as paying for citizenship.

there is more reasons i dun like NS inside me.. but i am keeping them inside cos i scared getting sued. so tt's all for now.. have to go slp liao.. head hurting like mad. eyes closing. temperature rising again. got 1 day MC for tomorrow.. but should be going to skool.. cos its not worth missing.

till nxt time. lol

Saturday 14 April 2007

B.

lolz. went musicfest yesterday with ran n noch. lolz. before tt went back to AHS choir who are going to syf in 6 days. haha. all the best to them. and yeah. confidence the key. dun listen to munhoe and his hairdryer talks. lolz. dun demoralise urselves. lolz. think my speech damn seh. much better than munhoe's and got everyone listening and laughing along. haha. seh. SO. Choir. go get tt gold.. with honours.. den we can laugh about those Ag ( check periodic table) next door... like i did today. lolz.


anyway. sundar is owning in musicfest. lolz. fantastic..




WHUFC takes on sheffield united today on a relegation 6 pter. where losing will almost confirm send WHU down. something that i will not like to see even though i am looking for a new club. lolz. hope they win.

sian.. lolz. now damn broke. lolz. must save again liao. lolz. no movies for the month anymore. lolz.

sian... lolz..

oh yeah.. got a B for pw. lolz. can't say i am dissapointed. kinda expected it.. but unhappy tt some ppl in the class hu do less or screw up more than me manage to get equal or better than me... sians. but of cos there are ppl worst off than me so i shall not say too much here. lolz. but seriously..... i dun think R&F deserve the same as me. luckily they neva get better than me.. or ray. lolz.. if not we go kai dem. lolz. just found out tt i didn't manage to get the A tt i swore i would get when jiaying wrote me off as useless at the start of PW. lolz. but haha. i dun really mind. haha. not after i think i proven myself. lolz.

till nxt time

Wednesday 11 April 2007

just did the ns registration thingy. lolz. time seems to past so fast.. like suddenly going into army liao.. haha.

went ikea eat wif ray just now. lolz. ikea food is IMba. lolz. restaurant food at fast food prices. lolz. owning. lolz.

yesterday stayed up and watched the valencia chelsea match.. and saw my 2nd n 3rd team behind whu kena kicked out of champs league. roma's exit being extremely humilating. haha. but all credit to man u. haha. or at least most of the credit to them. they played super well and was beyond godlike on that day to a sub-par roma. chelsea was somehow lucky to go through with a last minute goal. lolz. but i dun think they can stay in the competition much longer. lolz


haha... sian

till nxt time

Saturday 7 April 2007

lolz. sian. yesterday went wif zhou, ran, reub, reub fren 1 and reub fren 2 to watch the reaping which is a total waste of money. lolz. the show is damn lame. lolz. super lame. lolz. should have watched meet the robinsons or something. lolz.

Anyway. lectures are a bore.. esp wif ppl 鸟-ing me from up down left right. lolz. lolz. tt's y i drawn all those swords.. blades.. weapons.. (wadever u call it)s. lolz. not tt i haven been drawing last time.. but i now decided to document everyone of my creations.. lolz. well.. those tt i like anyway. lolz. (you will find hints of other things around the weapon, cos i have been drawing on my lecture notes) lolz.
1.

2.

3.
4.

lolz. super pleased with no.1 lolz. think it looks gd. lolz.

met kwek wif chen and ray on wed. lolz. kwek is imba in small grps. lolz. but in big classes he cannot make it sia. lolz. sian.

somehow my leg hurts.. lolz... den neva went kick today. sibei sian..

getting a new radio.. cos my old one really pissed me off with its very occasional auto shutdown.

sian.. .go watch chelski-spuds. lolz. sian..

to the 鸟ers- you can 鸟 me just because u have numbers. lolz. look. I AM PISSED. dun f-ing f me. i am on the verge already. dun make me....

Tuesday 3 April 2007

Que Sera Sera

lolz. all spas are finally over... and another torturous part of JC life draws to a close.. no more PW, no more SPA. and soon it will be the end of As too. lolz.

over this few days have been thinking alot.. lolz. largely due to the scholarship talk in skool and the recievement of my NS enlistment letter. lolz. forced me to think about my future. of what do i want to be. lolz. i always wanted to take something beyond normal. something unusual. I can't be a doctor. cos i noe i am not up to it. I can't be someone working in the financial sector. I have simply no interest cept mayb to open a toy shop and restaurant, but i will need something to fall back on in case my businesses fail. I can't be an accountant. Its too normal for me. I have thought of being a comic artist working at marvel, recreating the heroes i worship. or an architect, turning my blocks of lego into real buildings. When i was in H3, i thought pharmacy would suit me.. but seems not. lolz. so i am left with engineering.. but seeing how tough it is to be a civil engineer, and how little land left to build.. i dun think i wanna be one. lolz. so i explore the less explored regions of engineering.. lolz.. and which i stumbled on material science and enviromental engineering (links to courses from NUS).. 2 of the engineering aspects i am currently interested in.. lolz.. dunno... lolz. i still dream of designing weapons.. lolz. but i dun wanna take electrical engineering or anything like tt.. lolz. sian.. things i decide now will decide how my life becomes. lolz.

haiz. lolz. sian. why is life so complicated. lolz.

sian.. class jersey is a failure.. lolz.. wif less than half the class wanting it. haha...

lolz.. and now i shall go and ponder over my future for the umpteenth time now. lolz.

parents are not in.. lolz. tomorrow must wake super early n go skool myself again... sad life for me....

When life sucks.... even FM sucks.. lolz.

随缘吧。

now suddenly think of one song.. lolz. which considerably calmed me and stopped me from thinking too much

Que Sera Sera

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.


yeah.. wad will be.. will be... lolz.

till nxt time...

Sunday 1 April 2007

Loki day.

lolz. today is simply my day man. lolz. haha. ok munhoe. dun be so pissed. lolz. ok. for me to remember this day in the future.. i shall write down the story. lolz.

It started at around 11.00AM. after i was tricked by my parents unknowingly. and was playing FM while watching power rangers SPD. lolz. I decided to trick Reuben. so i msged him with this msg. "Eh guys. Joko is coming back today at about 7.3o PM today. u all wanna go welcome him back? meet at 6 at Pasir Ris?" to which he replied. "OK" and i said " tell the rest". lolz. seeing how lame this is. i thought he wouldn't fall for it. lolz. but he did. lolz.

fastforward to afternoon 2pm. on MSN:
ColdFire.....loki rules today..。 said:
eh. later meet 6.15 at pasir ris
ColdFire.....loki rules today..。 said:
we going airport for dinner cos joko coming back on 7pm flight
[twentyeight*06] Spiderman 3, Pirates, Harry Potter, Transformers..any other nice movies coming up? said:
see first
[twentyeight*06] Spiderman 3, Pirates, Harry Potter, Transformers..any other nice movies coming up? said:
if u see me there at 6.15 then i'll be going
[twentyeight*06] Spiderman 3, Pirates, Harry Potter, Transformers..any other nice movies coming up? said:
if not then u all go
ColdFire.....loki rules today..。 said:
ok
ColdFire.....loki rules today..。 said:
lolz

[conversation ends]

lolz. then i had this inner struggle... whether to continue bluffing them or not. lolz. den i not so bad. so i told reuben the plan and we proceeded to meet up. lolz. with munhoe still dunno-ing anything. lolz.

and so we met. I, reub, ran and hoe. lolz. we went to airport. lolz. den checking the flight arrivals. I found out tt there is no flight from melbourne. lolz. den i crapped and told them joko was coming from brisbane. lolz. cos tt is the nearest arrival tt sounded like australian. lolz. and so we camped. at lane 19. lolz. i made myself scarce and called munhoe from the toilet. lolz. den he refused to believe tt i bluffed him.. only to confirm wif reub n ran tt i really bluffed him. den he became damn angry and started ranting about not having enuff time... etc.etc.etc. lolz. den he somehow like ignored our tries to appease him. which i do not blame. lolz. and left before we all finish our bk meal. lolz.

Chill man. hoe. lolz. Its the day of Loki and mischief. lolz. you should not get angry at practical jokes today. lolz. its 1st april. lolz. everyone is doing stuff like tt. lolz.

relac. lolz.

SPA tomorrow.. n i haven touched a shit yet. lolz. haha.. leave it till tomorrow. lolz.

This is the best week for the yr man. so much stuff happening.. Arts day. Sports day. SPA x2. April's fool. TMNT. BFME2. lolz. hope everywk like tt sia. lolz.

anyway.. till nxt time.. n if u haven tricked someone. go do it now. lolz.