back to old ways?

lolz. started FMing again. lolz. but think definitely not back to old ways cos still studying. hope i don't go back. lolz

just now went tm buy zhou's bdae present. lolz. damn sehded. lolz.

tomolo going noch's concert. lolz. 2 days later going thai. lolz. finally some much needed excitement into my life.

decided to allow myself 2 ingame month a day. which will be roughly 1.5 hrs. lolz. a man can't mug too much or he will die. lolz.

nth much else. till nxt time.

遇见

聽見　冬天的離開
我在某年某月醒過來
我想　我等　我期待
未來卻不能因此安排

陰天　傍晚　車窗外
未來有一個人在等待
向左　向右　向前看
愛要拐幾個彎才來

我遇見誰　會有怎樣的對白
我等的人　他在多遠的未來
我聽見風　來自地鐵和人海
我排著隊　拿著愛的號碼牌

我往前飛　飛過一片時間海
我們也常在愛情裡受傷害
我看著路　夢的入口有點窄
我遇見你是最美麗的意外

終有一天　我的謎底會解開

lolz. my story through songs. part 1. decided to tell my life through songs now .lolz. n this is my 1st part. lolz.

minor steps to major changes

lolz. started the changes. lolz. at least now neva wake up n use the com the first thing i do until the last thing i do.. lolz. like going through yellow ribbon project sia. going through rehab from fm and other games. lolz. lolz. now like my video like tt.. lolz... pain.. suffering.. cold.. lolz.. restlessness.. but starting to open the books again. lolz. trying to at least.. lolz.

made a few minor tweaks to the blogskin, lolz. changed the colour. lolz

Well I'm just a music man,
melodie 's so far my best friend
but my words are calling out longer
I reveal my heart to you and
hope that you'll believe it's true, 'cause
Words, don't come easy to me

but sometimes when i wanna say them. somehow she is not there.

lolz. till nxt time

weekend roundup

lolz. not the worst but certainly not the best weekend. west ham won 1-0. lolz. think it was quite tyco. watched the manu chelski match yesterday. lolz. thought manu played well but sadly dun haf bust up as i was expecting, hoped to see million red cards given out. after thet match played magic n pangsehed 4h lolz. magic more fun. lolz.

now like nth to write sia. lolz.

today went 4h chalet. lol. sian like sian. lolz. whole afternoon only i nehneh n shukit stoning around in the chalet. lolz. sad life sia.

christmas coming. lolz. like always, it mean almost nth to me. and somehow i almost always hate tt day. everytime on tt day sure kena scolded or kena something suay. or not is on the 8 hr journey to penang. lolz. only great thing that happen near tt time is the football... still remember last time was arsenal vs spurs i think.. the 5-4 match. lolz..




Yes I saw you at the station
Long distance smiles
You were leaving for the weekend
Catching the four fifty-five

With your new friend for the season
Another sad-eyed clown
Helping to the seeing that your fantasies go down

And I have to wonder to myself
Why you have to go so far
Drifting with life's daydreams
Trying to play the star
I still remember when you said
"Baby, now let's get away"
And I followed you like a schoolboy
I guess that's part of the game

Now you call me say you're sorry
Give me long distance love
You say you'd like to see me
Maybe just for a while

And you'd meet me at the station
There on platform nine
And we'd leave for the weekend
Riding the four fifty-five

But I've played this scene too many times
To ever feel the part again
I don't really want to fake it
I already know the end
So bye bye, Cin-Cinderella
Everything just has to change
And the midnight blues are calling
I guess that's part of the game


now suddenly like this song though heard it a million times before last time. lolz...

nth much else.. till nxt time

entropy.

lolz. just finished the chapter on entropy. lolz. found out my life is damn like it, the universe, and all its happenings, tend to a condition of greater disorderliness. lolz. tt's wad my life is now. lolz. one look at my room and u will noe.. entropy damn high, but to me tt is ordered chaos, so ppl dunno where i put stuff cept myself, lolz. many a time i kek my mother cos she try to find my stuff cannot find in my room only for me to get it with the greatest of ease. on the other hand, if she or anyone pack my room, including myself, i will wake up the next day and struggle to find anything, lolz. tt's me. high entropy guy. lolz. super disorder. lolz.

read some comics juz now, universe x. damn nice. comics set me thinking. lolz. was like dreaming of powers again. lolz.

sung karaoke with parents juz now at home. quite fun, lolz. last time in choir also neva enjoy singing so much. lolz. suddenly liked singing like 3 mths ago. tokin bout choir. lolz. what great memories it bring. forced into it. the counselling centre incident. the legacy of manhope. the losing and regaining of the syf gold. playing football on padang with DHS choir. getting chased of it. seventy-six thrombones, talimu, cantate.. lolz. and it all started when we got forced into choir, lolz.. damn funny sia. still remember last time munhoe most anti choir one everywk try quit, now almost every wk still go back choir see. damn funny sia. choir days were great, how good will it be if i can get back to sec 3 sec 4. lolz. dun nid like now so sad.

lolz.. nth much else.. going into middle earth soon..

New beginning.

lolz. decided to start afresh. lolz. new blog. lolz. to remember this new start. lolz. remember the last was started like 1/10/2004... so its like quite long liao.. n it now takes damn long to republish. lolz. so decided to change. lolz. but abit 舍不得 that blog... lolz.. emperorofhuang.. lolz. damn power sia tt name.. lolz.. ppl say tt name damn ego but lolz.. i like.. lolz.. still remember my old nicknames since primary skool. lolz.. 1st one was fire dragon.. lolz. primary skool like everyone also dragon... snakey dragon, lightning dragon.. lolz. .etc... but before that i used to like calling myself 包青天. lolz. i got a pencil case with it written all over to prove it... lolz... after which i adopted the nickname coldfire.. lolz.. tt one super seh sia.. lolz.. now still uses it sometimes.. lolz..then comes a period during my lower sec in which my obsessions with names and titles begin... lolz.. went through thousands of name sia... Timeshadow, inzaghi, moonshine. but the best one was The Emperor of Huang, as i started thinking about what if i was a king of a country. lolz. and my great dream of the 3 golden islands.. lolz.. which was my first ever post at emperorofhuang's. lolz.

nth much actually.. lolz. today was quite uneventful. lolz.. visited NLB. but nothing good there.. all the comic i like read before liao.. lolz.. oh ya.. got landmark today.. finally touched my notes once again... lolz.. chem.. lolz.. wanna get back what i supposed to get for what i regard as my best subject.. lolz..

West ham takes on Sheffield United in what may be a potential relegation 6 pointer. lolz. which i certainly hope not. west ham will put the troubling and stressful weeks behind them as they completes their take over and their season has actually just started. great performances against arsenal and chelsea in the past month, while sheffield will come to west ham after getting thrashed by chelsea and beaten by manu. west ham to take this 3 points with a 2-0 win and i hope no other teams near them win and thus start our climb up the table again.

till nxt time...