Just like heaven

The thoughts are getting sparser and slower, and posts therefore reflect that reduction of ideas and are too getting few and far in between.

The funniest thing about change is after you do, you don't see its need and importance, and you want to revert to normality. And when you do, you tell yourself you need change. Its how we keep ourselves busy.

had an awesome weekend so far. singing, eating, drinking and talking. Hanging out with friends. which is probably irrelevant here.

"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"

Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make her glow
"Why are you so far away?" she said
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you"

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream

Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Just like heaven

Now if only i could get that bar chord right.

I need inspiration.

Poker face.

I should be a proffessional poker player who happens to know how to play football, and have a pretty decent voice and guitar skills.

Can't wait for the wkend.

New year resolution

Last year was a year of calculation.
Of risk avoiding and risk reducing.
Of trying to please instead of doing what i want.
This year,
I'm gonna change all that.
Its probably abit late but i'm gonna write down my so called 'new year resolution'

1. Learn Guitar.
Time. check.
Aspiration. Check.
Ipod. Check.
Teaching friend. Check.
Guitar..... Check.
All I need now is to work at it

2.Learn to drive.
Ok. nothing much's done bout this yet. but it promises to change by the end of this wkend. yeah. Its time to get some drive into my life.

3. Write
A novel. perhaps. or maybe a few short stories. But yeah. i shall. This may be the last ever year i get to do all this kinda things.

Its not much. and it definitely isn't all I want to achieve in this year. but yeah. this list is non-exhaustive and kinda reflects only what i think right now. but yeah. one thing bout posting stuff online? You don't really get to 'eat your words'. So yeah. once its written here u kinda just have to do it. haha.

I'm tired of standing in line....

Children

Went for quite an awesome night's out with the dYb ppl just now. Had a awesome coffee which kinda explains why am i here typing at 2 a.m. in camp when i should be sleeping. Caffeine. Always works.

And talking to people always kinda provide cannon fodder for well, my blog. Like it kinda triggers my thinking, which isn't exactly straight right now due to the dangerous duel of Exhaustion and Caffeine. Like flashes of 'untiredness' mixed with periods of true fatigue. Kinda funny feeling. Like my head's telling me to sleep but the whole of my body 'begs to differ'.

But anyway. They were talking about children, and teaching them, and the questions they ask, something which i may get a chance to do real soon. hopefully. But yes, questions like "why's the sky blue?" or "what is the rabbit doing at the seashore?", show us not the cluelessness or lack of focus of the children, but of our own lack of perception as we grow older. Like a child seeing an apple fall will ask the famous Newtonian question of "why is the apple falling downwards", while we as adults will think of "Is that apple dented? Is it still edible?" or a physicists will simple quote "The laws of gravity" or "Newton's first law" or similar. Children show us what's really important, things beyond our clouded eyes. As explained in the first chapter of 'The little prince' which is kinda a fun read now i'm reading it the second or third time.

And as a sidenote.

"Hey. Hey. I wanna be a rockstar."
Make that happen.

Till nxt time.

Duty on sunday

Sunday duty in camps means

-reading up on all sort of stuff on wikipedia. Like Valentine's day being a pagan celebration of female fertility of Juno, and Pan. Or that Totti has the most goals and appearances for A.S. Roma. Or that some Oceanic clans actually celebrate homosexualism and ban heterosexualism (no wonder they died out)

-Listening to indie rock from www.blackcabsessions.com and youtube, and nick and norah's infinite playlist over and over again. The raveonettes and the kooks. awesomness.

kinda fun. cept the fact that the same things and more could be done out of camp as well.

can't wait for the wkend.

Trauma

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No rest for the Wicked.

here
Its quite a good comic. Everything brother's grimm added into The wizard of Oz. Really awesome.

Lacking in Ideas.

I need an idea for a story. any idea.

Anyone?

Time

Well. Its going to be 5 days in camp again. 5 long days. And tomorrow is the last day of the lunar new year already. To be honest, i had a pretty optimistic look for this year at the start. But then reality, work and stuff kicked in and it suddenly doesn't seem just as rosy anymore. Like i thought this year is gonna past fast. real fast. like a blink of an eye and the next day. month. year arrives. But therein lies the oddity of time. The way time drags on when you expect it to speed through and the way it just sprints past when you just want to slow it down. And you just feel helpless in the middle of it all. And there's nothing you could do about it. But. Oh wells. Its another hour again.

It feels good to talk on the phone again.

16mins and no goals from upton park. good news. hopefully.

till nxt time