freedom

Is there a word for failing to do something you know you should have done but felt you need not have did it anyway and no one is doing it anyway. Well.. in a word.. that's wad i did today.. not exactly... didn't really bother anyway.. not gonna study for paper 1.. not when i studied for the rest of the papers.. wait.. i feel an ounce of guilt.. wait.. *squeezes it between fingers*.. gone. haha.

anyway.. a minor miracle... an empty library


Just exited from middle earth.. cos my parents not at home and like everyone.. days or even hours, minutes or seconds without parents are ultimate bliss. Although it was a tragedy in my family that brought about this few hours of freedom. Well. My uncle passed away. and yeah. again. i barely knew him. Its still sad though. cancer's the cause again. Well. i guess he is still a great man.. having fought the battle and though finally lost.. lived a life as long as any other-- A lifetime. and to that. i tilt my hat to you..

But here comes the conflict. when one dies, do one wish others to mourn him for endless time. or to carry on with life and walk on through the garden of destiny? and when it is too early to stop mourning and when is it too late? What if the person stated before death that he wished for everyone to continue living without any change? dunno. guess those qns are not for me to answer.

nth much else.. cant wait for tomorrow and the days beyond.

till nxt time