Class outing.

It has been quite a busy wkend. with two class outings on 2 nights in a row. though its with different classes. But am now quite tired after 2 consecutive days of sleeping late.

But it has been kinda nice meeting the class. of ppl i haven seen in quite some time, not counting those times i met one or two of them on the bus. And yeah. everyone's have changed but remained the same. And sorry i can't seem to remember a lot of ppl. I mean, i think if i am able to see them in person, i would be able to put the names on their face but i just can't do it the other way round. sorry. Anyway. thanks to all that came and to all that wanted but couldn't for your time. haha. you guys made my night last night. Pics are available here.

was just thinking bout everything again somehow, cos of the topic that's still on everyone's mind, Uni admission. Kinda emo bout the fact that after what's 10 years of education we are all going to just go on seperate paths from now on. flying halfway across the earth to pursue what we call our future. Its a big word, future. It could change the hardest of men and yeah bring deepest fear and avoidance to the cowardly. And yeah. sometimes i hope life was simpler, and everyone shall remain together in the same place for a lifetime like in a village years ago, one of substantial size, but yet no one ever leaves that place. Its kinda sad to know that i will never see some of those i know again, and that i already will never for some, barring some great improbable probability. And yeah. Its not a small world after all. Imagine, 9 billion and growing number of us if squeezed together will not even cover like 5 % of the world's surface area. and flights still take hours and hours and the prices of flights still aren't exactly what you may call cheap. Which is why i guess the present and the past must be cherished. For we'lll never get to see some of us again. Imagine say 2 years or more of running around together and doing everything together spending half a day with each other, then that person just suddenly vanishes off a plane one day or say you just vanish of the plane one day. which is what i fear, one day when i pursue what is my education overseas, will i vanish and not know anyone when i return. I could deal with loneliness in an unfamilliar and lonely place, but i do not think i could in a place with so much memories and happy times. And yeah. It'll be a sad day when i go overseas again.

And yeah. I'll miss you then, won't I?
ttyl.

till nxt time.
Enjoy the rest of your wkend.