(for latest post scroll down. cos this i feel is better for cny)
[disclaimer: this post may contain words and ideas that may irritate or sadden or somehow make some ppl angry. To these ppl, too bad. dun read if u feel offended, its just my thoughts.]
lolz. what a week. lolz. hardly have the mood and time to do anything. lolz. CNY is coming. lolz.
after seeing what happened in skool today i thought alot and still cannot understand why ppl treat festivals like valentines and christmas more importantly that CNY. lolz. CNY to me represents many thing. a start to the year. the end of last year. and more importantly- homecoming. lolz. its that time where every family member alive however unlinked will meet up and we will eat, talk and do stuff. Its the time where i make a visit 'home'. all the fun i had in my 18 chinese new yrs. lolz. And most importantly. i celebrate CNY cos i am Chinese. and i am proud to be one. Last christmas i still dun understand why christmas to me like nothing. just another holiday. lolz. now i noe its cos i am no ang moh, and i see no point celebrating their holiday. but many ppl are not like me. chinese ppl. non-christian chinese. if u christian den i at least understand why u like christmas and i accept. but those hu are not christians? celebrate christmas? seriously, if i was ang moh i would laugh at these ppl in my heart. I would laugh even harder if they treat CNY as 'only a long weekend with ang pows and good food'. this i felt after reading somethings about CNY being not meaningful. lolz. I think after i went NZ and came back, i found out the importance of identity. and this is further reinforced by my reading of comics especially x-men. In NZ or even in malaysia where chinese are not the majority, CNY is the perfect way to tell the ppl around. We are chinese. This is OUR festival. This is OUR Identity. and to the others we are one. can't imagine a yr without CNY. lolz. somehow VJ like no CNY mood. lol. mayb is cos there are too many ppl of other races? lolz. CNY mood seems to be extended from me to ray to bain to jimmy and some other ppl. lolz. I remember last time in malaysia, when i was p3, the teachers didn't even wan to teach about 1 wk before the cny break. and we had 15 days off!! for the whole of CNY, for all skools, so whatever shit about no time to finish the syllabus is bulls**t, i would give up 15 days of december break anytime for a CNY break. mayb its cos singaporeans drink too much 洋水. today valentines everyone so enthu, lets see how everyone does during CNY celebration. lolz. can't wait to go back home to celebrate. 3 days to CNY.
wishing the 1.something billion Chinese around the world a 恭喜发财 and 新年快乐。 lolz. sian. if only everyone had the enthusiasm i have towards CNY..... lolz.
cant wait... lolz.
haiz. happy valentines, girl.
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