3rd extra

just found out my friendster have been hacked since dunno when and some of the stuff on it was changed. idiots. haha. changed it back though.

serving day 3 of my 3 extra duties for losing my camp pass. which i guess was somewhat perhaps the start of quite a bit of bad luck. a streak that lasted till now. perhaps its the fact that i ain't joining my friends out there on this friday night. instead stuck in camp with no one but me, a driver and yet another medic. tomorrow will be out after family day shit in the morn.

running out of games on psp or books to read. need to find something that could somewhat stimulate my brain again.

shall end of with a song i think nice. haha.


i've been looking so long at these pictures of
you that i almost belive that they're real i've
been living so long with my pictures of you that
i almost believe that the pictures are all i can
feel

remembering you standing quiet in the rain as
i ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as
the sky fell in holding you close how i always
held close in your fear remembering you
running soft through the night you were bigger
and brighter than the snow and
screamed at the make-believe screamed at the
sky and you finally found all your courage to
let it all go

remembering you fallen into my arms crying
for the death of your heart you were stone
white so delicate lost in the cold you were
always so lost in the dark remembering you
how you used to be slow drowned you were
angels so much more than everything oh hold
for the last time then slip away quietly open
my eyes but i never see anything

if only i had thought of the right words i could
have hold on to your heart if only i'd thought of
the right words i wouldn't be breaking apart all
my pictures of you

Looking So long at these pictures of you but i
never hold on to your heart looking so long for
the words to be true but always just breaking
apart my pictures of you

there was nothing in the world that i ever
wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart
there was nothing in the world that i ever
wanted more than to never feel the breaking
apart all my pictures of you

Pictures of you. The cure.

till nxt time.