忘词

lolz.. just found out Keira Knightley is a hammer too... haha.





sian... no mood to do anything... no mood to study.. only feel sleepy... and tired.. and full...
说到底，我还是个懦夫。
爱真的需要勇气。
许多事，我不敢做。
许多时，错过了不会再来。
我只好默默等待，
等待着下一次的到来。
但下一次何时才来呢？
来了，我是否又会害怕?
haiz... sian..

till nxt time


嗯嗯搭啦我又忘了
我应该应该应该应该唱什么
我应该应该应该应该怎么作
嗯嗯搭啦想起来了
我好像好像好像好像应该说
我好想好想好想好想对你说
在你的面前我就变得很笨拙
就像是一个不断忘词的歌手
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口
你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在这一秒我一定要说
就算失败也不沈默

你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在豁出去的那一秒钟
却又忘词我噢噢噢

上一句好像是有关你的形容
下一句好像希望你能答应我
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口。。。。

lolz.. feeling better now...

也许是时候忘了。

Que Sera Sera

lolz. all spas are finally over... and another torturous part of JC life draws to a close.. no more PW, no more SPA. and soon it will be the end of As too. lolz.

over this few days have been thinking alot.. lolz. largely due to the scholarship talk in skool and the recievement of my NS enlistment letter. lolz. forced me to think about my future. of what do i want to be. lolz. i always wanted to take something beyond normal. something unusual. I can't be a doctor. cos i noe i am not up to it. I can't be someone working in the financial sector. I have simply no interest cept mayb to open a toy shop and restaurant, but i will need something to fall back on in case my businesses fail. I can't be an accountant. Its too normal for me. I have thought of being a comic artist working at marvel, recreating the heroes i worship. or an architect, turning my blocks of lego into real buildings. When i was in H3, i thought pharmacy would suit me.. but seems not. lolz. so i am left with engineering.. but seeing how tough it is to be a civil engineer, and how little land left to build.. i dun think i wanna be one. lolz. so i explore the less explored regions of engineering.. lolz.. and which i stumbled on material science and enviromental engineering (links to courses from NUS).. 2 of the engineering aspects i am currently interested in.. lolz.. dunno... lolz. i still dream of designing weapons.. lolz. but i dun wanna take electrical engineering or anything like tt.. lolz. sian.. things i decide now will decide how my life becomes. lolz.

haiz. lolz. sian. why is life so complicated. lolz.

sian.. class jersey is a failure.. lolz.. wif less than half the class wanting it. haha...

lolz.. and now i shall go and ponder over my future for the umpteenth time now. lolz.

parents are not in.. lolz. tomorrow must wake super early n go skool myself again... sad life for me....

When life sucks.... even FM sucks.. lolz.

随缘吧。

now suddenly think of one song.. lolz. which considerably calmed me and stopped me from thinking too much

Que Sera Sera

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.


yeah.. wad will be.. will be... lolz.

till nxt time...

I believe. 男人。海洋。

I believe

I Believe　当我在你家门口　
下雨了　你看了也会难过
I Believe　你不说话的时候　
也是一种　其实你在回应我

虽然不曾说　相信你正在懂　
就算牵的不是我的手　
我不真的难过

不知道在高兴什么　你的笑容　有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么　
只告诉自己　I Believe
你总会看到我　在某个时候　
想让你陪伴的是我

I Believe　没有回应的时候　
只不过　正好你在电话中
I Believe　语音信箱的沉默　
也是一种　其实你在倾听我

虽然不曾说　相信你正在懂　
就算牵的不是我的手　
我真的不难过

不知道在高兴什么　你的笑容　有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么　
只告诉自己　I Believe
你总会看到我　在一切之后　
留在你身边的是我

那延续太久的一时冲动　
在你身后的独角戏　
聚光灯没亮过 怀疑　
是自己编造的内容　
你从不真的认得我

不知道在高兴什么　你的笑容　有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么　
只告诉自己　I Believe
一定会有结果　在很久以后　
留在你身边的是我　
会陪着你的人是我


男人。海洋。

當我抱著妳的時候
窗外風起 黃葉飄落
以為是浪漫 原來只是
有心在飛走
不懂情人心裡想的
愛就瞎了 也迷路了
想摸索什麼 摸到了妳
手心的沉默
最癡情的男人像海洋
愛在風暴裡逞強
苦還是風平浪靜的模樣
捲起了依戀那麼長
揮手目送妳啟航
到我覺得我給不了的天堂
溫柔的男人像海洋
愛在關鍵時隱藏
而心酸匯集都敞開胸膛
做遠遠看護的月光
不做阻擋妳的牆
我的愛是折下自己的翅膀
送給妳飛翔


lolz. not a bad wk. though not good either. lolz.currently inspired by those 2 songs, changed the lyrics here n there abit to fit my feelings more. haha. even though they like quite old. lolz. but good enuff for me. lolz. mayb should sing these 2 for the class album thingy. lolz. restarted watching bleach since 3 wks ago n is now hooked on it again. haha. loving Anime. lolz. anime is great. superb. lolz. a close 2nd to FM n football. lol.


Singapore vs Malaysia tomorrow. semis leg2 lolz. my heart is confused on who i want to win.. as i said 一个生我，一个养我.. haha...手心手背都是肉.. haha. either side win i will not be very happy. lolz. haha. but singpore win better.. den finals can go with ray dey all go see. haha. lolz


haiz... tt's all 4 now... lolz.
haiz...

遇见

聽見　冬天的離開
我在某年某月醒過來
我想　我等　我期待
未來卻不能因此安排

陰天　傍晚　車窗外
未來有一個人在等待
向左　向右　向前看
愛要拐幾個彎才來

我遇見誰　會有怎樣的對白
我等的人　他在多遠的未來
我聽見風　來自地鐵和人海
我排著隊　拿著愛的號碼牌

我往前飛　飛過一片時間海
我們也常在愛情裡受傷害
我看著路　夢的入口有點窄
我遇見你是最美麗的意外

終有一天　我的謎底會解開

lolz. my story through songs. part 1. decided to tell my life through songs now .lolz. n this is my 1st part. lolz.