Saturday 11 August 2007

Rush hour 3

rush hour 3 was nice to say the least. funny. chris tucker was lame. haha. yeah. and its not less funny than simpsons if i can put it tt way... yeah

yesterday started out lousy. kena scolding by parents in the morn cos was playing fifa. haha. which sort of spoilered my whole day and made me bad mood for the rest of the day. yeah. den afternoon was unable to keep clear of my enchanted bed.. and fall into the land of dreams... with bad dreams of failed t3a and sad life. sian. den awake to the calls of munhoe.. to tell me he booked the tickets.. afterwhich some misunderstanding arose which sort of spoiled everyone's mood a little. but everyone recovered by dinner and the movie itself was great. yeah. sort of put a happy ending to an otherwise sad life day or national day holiday for that matter.

was sitting around sometime these few days.. and was just thinking bout my breaking free plans. yeah. and suddenly hit a revelation like some wall.. and was suprised that i hadn't see it as i lay out my grand plans. yeah. I saw that men are like puppets, those old wooden stick ones suspended by strings attached to a cross above, and that there are no puppeteers. Instead, each puppet is stringed to another, not one, but many others and every action causes a reaction by many which in turns causes other actions and reactions. And the whole thing is one big loop, without end and without start. Thus making it a miracle that all of us still remain on the stage without any external support. The amount of connections differ, some has less strings attached to it while extending its own tentacles far and wide. but in the end, everyone is connected. No one ever breaks free, No one is able to just pick up a scissors and just cut of the strings manipulate it, some strings may break but others will take its place, and one can never be detached from everything. Not even pinnochio is able stop being a puppet. for when one does, he detaches himself from the fabric of the world. yeah. and falls off the puppet theater, inanimate, unmoving, dead. So dunno.. sort of pessimistic bout breaking free now.

but still gonna try man.. haha. breaking free..

On another note. West ham take on Man city tonight. yeah. Premiership Oldies VS Foreign blood. haha. certainly hope west ham will win. but man city yeah. not bad also. so draw would not be a bad result for me. what we need is to escape a first day loss. and i will be happy enough.

whatever.


Till nxt time.

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