now still in malaysia. lolz. super sianded by what has happened yesterday nite. lolz. now dunno when i can return, or whether i can return at all. lolz.
DAY 3 of CNY 7.30pm.
was super hungry, and there was a super traffic jam. lolz. so me and my family decided to go makan, or eat. and we went this place, where the police afterwards told us is called kulai besar, to eat. lolz. it was the only chinese food open as it is CNY and the street is damn deserted and dark. lolz. cept for tt shop. lolz.so we went and eat. being tired and exhasted and hungry, we forgot about our bags and went and eat. It was a good meal. but very costly. Cos when we return to a car. we kena rob. once we enter the car, two men came and smashed our windows and threatened my father. and we gave them our bags, with everything inside. including passport, ic, stuff. Interesting fact i taken note here: Singapore and malaysian passports are worth 30k sing bucks in the black market. lolz. anyway. still damn angry, everything gone. but luckily i have this habit of putting all my impt stuff, phone, wallet n mp3 with me. so mine neva kena. my sister n mother was another case, everything put in bag, everything also kena. sad life.
den went police report n do stuff. damn sian. now super angry, not cos they steal my stuff. but feel disgraced tt i am a malaysian and this type of things happen, not rarely, but very frequently, at my 2 hours at the police station, ppl kept coming in, with all sorts of crime, and it was only 1 small police station in malaysia. imagine the amt of crime commited daily, newspaper would be as think as 2 phonebooks if they recorded and told the story of every crime. malaysia, to me, is a beauty with a heart black as coal. It now feels like gotham city of batman. and she truly needs superheroes like them to save her from her imminent doom. but also, i damn angry they stole my things, if only i was ghost rider, i will penance stare those thieving b*****ds and send them to hell. damn sian..
now dunno when i can return.... hope its tomorrow....
there goes my CNY mood..............
suayness to the max....
pardon my lies
SIAN....
gonna switch citizenship the next chance i have...
till nxt time.. have a happy cny rest of u. and rmb to take care of ur belongings...
Wednesday, 21 February 2007
Thursday, 15 February 2007
Coming. CNY is coming
(for latest post scroll down. cos this i feel is better for cny)
[disclaimer: this post may contain words and ideas that may irritate or sadden or somehow make some ppl angry. To these ppl, too bad. dun read if u feel offended, its just my thoughts.]
lolz. what a week. lolz. hardly have the mood and time to do anything. lolz. CNY is coming. lolz.
after seeing what happened in skool today i thought alot and still cannot understand why ppl treat festivals like valentines and christmas more importantly that CNY. lolz. CNY to me represents many thing. a start to the year. the end of last year. and more importantly- homecoming. lolz. its that time where every family member alive however unlinked will meet up and we will eat, talk and do stuff. Its the time where i make a visit 'home'. all the fun i had in my 18 chinese new yrs. lolz. And most importantly. i celebrate CNY cos i am Chinese. and i am proud to be one. Last christmas i still dun understand why christmas to me like nothing. just another holiday. lolz. now i noe its cos i am no ang moh, and i see no point celebrating their holiday. but many ppl are not like me. chinese ppl. non-christian chinese. if u christian den i at least understand why u like christmas and i accept. but those hu are not christians? celebrate christmas? seriously, if i was ang moh i would laugh at these ppl in my heart. I would laugh even harder if they treat CNY as 'only a long weekend with ang pows and good food'. this i felt after reading somethings about CNY being not meaningful. lolz. I think after i went NZ and came back, i found out the importance of identity. and this is further reinforced by my reading of comics especially x-men. In NZ or even in malaysia where chinese are not the majority, CNY is the perfect way to tell the ppl around. We are chinese. This is OUR festival. This is OUR Identity. and to the others we are one. can't imagine a yr without CNY. lolz. somehow VJ like no CNY mood. lol. mayb is cos there are too many ppl of other races? lolz. CNY mood seems to be extended from me to ray to bain to jimmy and some other ppl. lolz. I remember last time in malaysia, when i was p3, the teachers didn't even wan to teach about 1 wk before the cny break. and we had 15 days off!! for the whole of CNY, for all skools, so whatever shit about no time to finish the syllabus is bulls**t, i would give up 15 days of december break anytime for a CNY break. mayb its cos singaporeans drink too much 洋水. today valentines everyone so enthu, lets see how everyone does during CNY celebration. lolz. can't wait to go back home to celebrate. 3 days to CNY.
wishing the 1.something billion Chinese around the world a 恭喜发财 and 新年快乐。 lolz. sian. if only everyone had the enthusiasm i have towards CNY..... lolz.
cant wait... lolz.
haiz. happy valentines, girl.
[disclaimer: this post may contain words and ideas that may irritate or sadden or somehow make some ppl angry. To these ppl, too bad. dun read if u feel offended, its just my thoughts.]
lolz. what a week. lolz. hardly have the mood and time to do anything. lolz. CNY is coming. lolz.
after seeing what happened in skool today i thought alot and still cannot understand why ppl treat festivals like valentines and christmas more importantly that CNY. lolz. CNY to me represents many thing. a start to the year. the end of last year. and more importantly- homecoming. lolz. its that time where every family member alive however unlinked will meet up and we will eat, talk and do stuff. Its the time where i make a visit 'home'. all the fun i had in my 18 chinese new yrs. lolz. And most importantly. i celebrate CNY cos i am Chinese. and i am proud to be one. Last christmas i still dun understand why christmas to me like nothing. just another holiday. lolz. now i noe its cos i am no ang moh, and i see no point celebrating their holiday. but many ppl are not like me. chinese ppl. non-christian chinese. if u christian den i at least understand why u like christmas and i accept. but those hu are not christians? celebrate christmas? seriously, if i was ang moh i would laugh at these ppl in my heart. I would laugh even harder if they treat CNY as 'only a long weekend with ang pows and good food'. this i felt after reading somethings about CNY being not meaningful. lolz. I think after i went NZ and came back, i found out the importance of identity. and this is further reinforced by my reading of comics especially x-men. In NZ or even in malaysia where chinese are not the majority, CNY is the perfect way to tell the ppl around. We are chinese. This is OUR festival. This is OUR Identity. and to the others we are one. can't imagine a yr without CNY. lolz. somehow VJ like no CNY mood. lol. mayb is cos there are too many ppl of other races? lolz. CNY mood seems to be extended from me to ray to bain to jimmy and some other ppl. lolz. I remember last time in malaysia, when i was p3, the teachers didn't even wan to teach about 1 wk before the cny break. and we had 15 days off!! for the whole of CNY, for all skools, so whatever shit about no time to finish the syllabus is bulls**t, i would give up 15 days of december break anytime for a CNY break. mayb its cos singaporeans drink too much 洋水. today valentines everyone so enthu, lets see how everyone does during CNY celebration. lolz. can't wait to go back home to celebrate. 3 days to CNY.
wishing the 1.something billion Chinese around the world a 恭喜发财 and 新年快乐。 lolz. sian. if only everyone had the enthusiasm i have towards CNY..... lolz.
cant wait... lolz.
haiz. happy valentines, girl.
新年来了！新年来了！
nothings gonna spoil my mood now!! its chinese new yr celebration tomolo. and i have moved up one more gear and is now in hyper CNY mode!!! just helped decorate and finish cleaning up my house.. now am in super CNY atmostphere.. blasting CNY songs off my com while typing this.. 恭喜呀恭喜，发呀发大财。。。。。。 lolz.
loving it. lolz.
sorry ray for not being able to go just now.. lolz.
why can't everyday like CNY. lolz. gonna be crazy tomolo man. its CNY!!!
lolz. watched ghost rider with zhou, reub, hoe, ze, kok, jorim, shukit, xiao bai. the effects damn nice. lolz. now put him in one of my top 10 favorite comic characters. which now ranks as
1. Green Lantern
2. Silver Surfer
3. Iceman
4. Gambit
5. ghost rider
6. shazam
7. Captain America
haven decide for 8-10... lolz.. need to read more comics... lolz. but not now...
COS ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!
春风它吻上我的脸 告诉我现在是春天
谁说是春眠不觉晓 只有那偷懒人儿才高眠
春风它吻上了我的脸 告诉我现在是春天
虽然是春光无限好，只怕那春光老去在眼前
趁着这春色在人间，起一个清早跟春相见，
让春风吹到我身边，轻轻地吻上我的脸，
春风它吻上了我的脸，告诉我现在是春天，
春天里处处花正妍，别让那花谢一年又一年。。
祝大家，
恭喜发财
万事如意
新年快乐！！！
happy chinese new year!!!
loving it. lolz.
sorry ray for not being able to go just now.. lolz.
why can't everyday like CNY. lolz. gonna be crazy tomolo man. its CNY!!!
lolz. watched ghost rider with zhou, reub, hoe, ze, kok, jorim, shukit, xiao bai. the effects damn nice. lolz. now put him in one of my top 10 favorite comic characters. which now ranks as
1. Green Lantern
2. Silver Surfer
3. Iceman
4. Gambit
5. ghost rider
6. shazam
7. Captain America
haven decide for 8-10... lolz.. need to read more comics... lolz. but not now...
COS ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!
春风它吻上我的脸 告诉我现在是春天
谁说是春眠不觉晓 只有那偷懒人儿才高眠
春风它吻上了我的脸 告诉我现在是春天
虽然是春光无限好，只怕那春光老去在眼前
趁着这春色在人间，起一个清早跟春相见，
让春风吹到我身边，轻轻地吻上我的脸，
春风它吻上了我的脸，告诉我现在是春天，
春天里处处花正妍，别让那花谢一年又一年。。
祝大家，
恭喜发财
万事如意
新年快乐！！！
happy chinese new year!!!
Wednesday, 7 February 2007
sian
lolz. damn sian.
juz now went subway for the 1st time ever with ray, jimmy, kailee, serhua n jiaying. lolz. neva eat b4 sia. lolz. quite nice. lolz. will go again if it is 10c again. haha. lolz. 10c for tt is like super cheap sia. lolz. cheaper than ramli. lolz.
damn sian.. now abit cough. lolz. damn scared sick again. lolz. but think this is cos ate too many of those heaty stuff juz now. lolz. would recover tomorrow. lolz. cannot be sick for CNY. if not will be super sad life. lolz.
sian. dun feel like doing anything now. lolz.
why have you stopped msging me.... haiz.
juz now went subway for the 1st time ever with ray, jimmy, kailee, serhua n jiaying. lolz. neva eat b4 sia. lolz. quite nice. lolz. will go again if it is 10c again. haha. lolz. 10c for tt is like super cheap sia. lolz. cheaper than ramli. lolz.
damn sian.. now abit cough. lolz. damn scared sick again. lolz. but think this is cos ate too many of those heaty stuff juz now. lolz. would recover tomorrow. lolz. cannot be sick for CNY. if not will be super sad life. lolz.
sian. dun feel like doing anything now. lolz.
why have you stopped msging me.... haiz.
Saturday, 3 February 2007
JTS
lolz. yesterday nite was JTS. junior treat senior. lolz. haha. shiok sia. but the total bill was like 600+ lolz. ok lah. considering there are 30-40 of us. lolz. lolz. just found out my bio clock is super accurate. lolz. even better than any clock u can find. at 10. lolz. +/- 5 mins. i will suddenly go into a mode of low energy and half life. lolz. just ask ray to demonstrate. lolz. he imitate until super real. lolz. or so the others say. lolz. but after the hour. lolz. i mysteriously will spring back to life. and will remain that level of energy throughout the night. lolz.
before tt went NLB chill. lolz. read damn alot of comics. lolz. damn nice. lolz. love comics. lolz. if only i have money n they are not so ex. i would have bought every issue. lolz. but now its price range is beyond me. lolz. sian. lolz.
just now played BFME2 wif ran n zhou. long time since we did tt. lolz. quite a nice game. lolz. i chiong all the way. lolz. haha. mayb is cos com stupid. neva attack the lousiest player- me. lolz. we need to game more often man. lolz. yeah ran. long time since we all went out. mayb nxt wk sia. lolz. sian. making a new video on some penalty shoot out by forks. knives and a rolled up tissue paper. lolz. will be posting it when it is finished. lolz.
nth much else.
before tt went NLB chill. lolz. read damn alot of comics. lolz. damn nice. lolz. love comics. lolz. if only i have money n they are not so ex. i would have bought every issue. lolz. but now its price range is beyond me. lolz. sian. lolz.
just now played BFME2 wif ran n zhou. long time since we did tt. lolz. quite a nice game. lolz. i chiong all the way. lolz. haha. mayb is cos com stupid. neva attack the lousiest player- me. lolz. we need to game more often man. lolz. yeah ran. long time since we all went out. mayb nxt wk sia. lolz. sian. making a new video on some penalty shoot out by forks. knives and a rolled up tissue paper. lolz. will be posting it when it is finished. lolz.
nth much else.
Thursday, 1 February 2007
Singapore 2-1 Thailand
lolz. what a wonderful atmostphere. simply O-W-N-I-N-G. who says singapore has no passion for local football. haha.
last night. I, Ray, Addi, Rong Hua, Jimmy, 菜王 and Jia Ying and her boyfriend and her boyfriend's friend was there to witness a rare feat. Singapore have not beaten thailand since the 1970s and this time they did it. on what is to be the last competitive match played in the national stadium. Singapore beat thailand 2-1. in which thailand werent good at all and have no sportsmanship at all, walking off the pitch in protest just because the referee made a decision against them. what lousy attitude. If i was the ref, i would have disqualified them. but of cos, the referee was very lousy... lolz.
but seriously. feel addicted to the national stadium atmostphere. the kallang wave. the vulgarities. the shredding of newspapers into confetti. everything. even though i returned home tired that night. no words could express the pride and happiness inside me. although technically i am not a citizen yet. but only technically. lolz. but from the day i went to the stadium as a spectator for the 1st time. i am citizen already.
55000 fans. 1 voice. 1 heartbeat. 1 soul. 1 team.
lolz.
The supporters.
The kallang wave.
yeah. damn seh. hope singapore retains the cup. the deserved it.
till nxt time.
Monday, 29 January 2007
Skill (B)lowing
lolz. blown 3 multimeter by fixing them to the batteries straight. lolz. think i may have set a new record there. haha. power to the max. why am i so power.. lolz. but despite that i think i neva screw it up too much.. expecting a 7/8. which i think is not bad. lolz.enough. lolz.
went tamp stadium buy ASEAN football championship tickets just now.... haha. no more child seats. lolz. which is like damn lame sia. lolz. den we all became adults cos there are no child tickets. haha. 7 bucks each. lolz. but the stadium atmostphere is worth it. lolz.
lolz.
nth much else.. till nxt time.
went tamp stadium buy ASEAN football championship tickets just now.... haha. no more child seats. lolz. which is like damn lame sia. lolz. den we all became adults cos there are no child tickets. haha. 7 bucks each. lolz. but the stadium atmostphere is worth it. lolz.
lolz.
nth much else.. till nxt time.
Sunday, 28 January 2007
Singapore 1-1 Malaysia (Singapore wins 5-4 on penalties)
somehow it smells of match fixing to me. lolz. the last penalty look more like a pass than a kick.. n what is with the malaysias smiling after they lost... somehow.. lolz. but hu cares.. anyone wanna go catch the final?? haha.
just made some pinapple tarts juz now.. its tt time of the yr where my mother will make a different time of new yr goodie every week and i am entrusted with the noble job of finishing them all.. haha..damn nice..lolz.
west ham lost.... again... lolz. but not bad considering that they have nearly no center defence.. but it was watford.. must seriously reconsider my support for them... lolz. sian..
haiz..
Happy birthday, girl. lolz.
till nxt time..
just made some pinapple tarts juz now.. its tt time of the yr where my mother will make a different time of new yr goodie every week and i am entrusted with the noble job of finishing them all.. haha..damn nice..lolz.
west ham lost.... again... lolz. but not bad considering that they have nearly no center defence.. but it was watford.. must seriously reconsider my support for them... lolz. sian..
haiz..
Happy birthday, girl. lolz.
till nxt time..
Saturday, 27 January 2007
colossus
lolz. just read the latest manga chapter of bleach. seh. Just got a new favorite word. lolz. colossus. haha. got it after reading an x-men comic n the bleach manga just now. lolz. haha. sado yasutora. lolz. current favorite character in the series. lolz. he damn seh. n damn cool sia. lolz. the power that was meant to protect. lolz. den there is colossus from xmen. lolz. another of my favorite. can change himself to organic steel. lolz. cool power to have. lolz. then the best line i remember from him is from the game x-men legends 2: rise of apocalypse. lolz. "I am strong, I am mighty, I am COLOSSUS!!!".. seh. lolz. esp with his crescendo on everu sentence. lolz. haha.
just read quite a few comics. lolz. now feeling damn inspired. lolz. esp. by green lantern n doctor strange. as well as SHAZAM: Captain Marvel. lolz. just found out tt doctor strange's sidekick, is called Wong. lolz. seh.
haha. yesterday GP watched some show called paper clips. lolz. also inspired. den now decide to be not so racist as found out the other races turns out not tt bad... but mayb still not tt good. lolz. at least the germans are sorry bout their war crimes. that country beside russia dun seem to be sorry. lolz. war shrine visits, no mention of those stuff in txtbks, not exactly what you will call an apologetic move. lolz. but i assure tt my hatred of the food is not related to the war and country or patriotism or anything, lolz. its just a useful excuse n good way to disturb ppl to think twice before taking sushi n those raw stuff n vinegar-ed rice. lolz. I still like manga n animes n many jap games. lolz. so i am not against them or anything... lolz... cept for their history part.
lolz. nth much else..
just read quite a few comics. lolz. now feeling damn inspired. lolz. esp. by green lantern n doctor strange. as well as SHAZAM: Captain Marvel. lolz. just found out tt doctor strange's sidekick, is called Wong. lolz. seh.
haha. yesterday GP watched some show called paper clips. lolz. also inspired. den now decide to be not so racist as found out the other races turns out not tt bad... but mayb still not tt good. lolz. at least the germans are sorry bout their war crimes. that country beside russia dun seem to be sorry. lolz. war shrine visits, no mention of those stuff in txtbks, not exactly what you will call an apologetic move. lolz. but i assure tt my hatred of the food is not related to the war and country or patriotism or anything, lolz. its just a useful excuse n good way to disturb ppl to think twice before taking sushi n those raw stuff n vinegar-ed rice. lolz. I still like manga n animes n many jap games. lolz. so i am not against them or anything... lolz... cept for their history part.
lolz. nth much else..
Friday, 26 January 2007
I believe. 男人。海洋。
I believe
I Believe 当我在你家门口
下雨了 你看了也会难过
I Believe 你不说话的时候
也是一种 其实你在回应我
虽然不曾说 相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手
我不真的难过
不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容 有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己 I Believe
你总会看到我 在某个时候
想让你陪伴的是我
I Believe 没有回应的时候
只不过 正好你在电话中
I Believe 语音信箱的沉默
也是一种 其实你在倾听我
虽然不曾说 相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手
我真的不难过
不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容 有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己 I Believe
你总会看到我 在一切之后
留在你身边的是我
那延续太久的一时冲动
在你身后的独角戏
聚光灯没亮过 怀疑
是自己编造的内容
你从不真的认得我
不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容 有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己 I Believe
一定会有结果 在很久以后
留在你身边的是我
会陪着你的人是我
男人。海洋。
當我抱著妳的時候
窗外風起 黃葉飄落
以為是浪漫 原來只是
有心在飛走
不懂情人心裡想的
愛就瞎了 也迷路了
想摸索什麼 摸到了妳
手心的沉默
最癡情的男人像海洋
愛在風暴裡逞強
苦還是風平浪靜的模樣
捲起了依戀那麼長
揮手目送妳啟航
到我覺得我給不了的天堂
溫柔的男人像海洋
愛在關鍵時隱藏
而心酸匯集都敞開胸膛
做遠遠看護的月光
不做阻擋妳的牆
我的愛是折下自己的翅膀
送給妳飛翔
lolz. not a bad wk. though not good either. lolz.currently inspired by those 2 songs, changed the lyrics here n there abit to fit my feelings more. haha. even though they like quite old. lolz. but good enuff for me. lolz. mayb should sing these 2 for the class album thingy. lolz. restarted watching bleach since 3 wks ago n is now hooked on it again. haha. loving Anime. lolz. anime is great. superb. lolz. a close 2nd to FM n football. lol.
Singapore vs Malaysia tomorrow. semis leg2 lolz. my heart is confused on who i want to win.. as i said 一个生我，一个养我.. haha...手心手背都是肉.. haha. either side win i will not be very happy. lolz. haha. but singpore win better.. den finals can go with ray dey all go see. haha. lolz
haiz... tt's all 4 now... lolz.
haiz...
I Believe 当我在你家门口
下雨了 你看了也会难过
I Believe 你不说话的时候
也是一种 其实你在回应我
虽然不曾说 相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手
我不真的难过
不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容 有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己 I Believe
你总会看到我 在某个时候
想让你陪伴的是我
I Believe 没有回应的时候
只不过 正好你在电话中
I Believe 语音信箱的沉默
也是一种 其实你在倾听我
虽然不曾说 相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手
我真的不难过
不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容 有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己 I Believe
你总会看到我 在一切之后
留在你身边的是我
那延续太久的一时冲动
在你身后的独角戏
聚光灯没亮过 怀疑
是自己编造的内容
你从不真的认得我
不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容 有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己 I Believe
一定会有结果 在很久以后
留在你身边的是我
会陪着你的人是我
男人。海洋。
當我抱著妳的時候
窗外風起 黃葉飄落
以為是浪漫 原來只是
有心在飛走
不懂情人心裡想的
愛就瞎了 也迷路了
想摸索什麼 摸到了妳
手心的沉默
最癡情的男人像海洋
愛在風暴裡逞強
苦還是風平浪靜的模樣
捲起了依戀那麼長
揮手目送妳啟航
到我覺得我給不了的天堂
溫柔的男人像海洋
愛在關鍵時隱藏
而心酸匯集都敞開胸膛
做遠遠看護的月光
不做阻擋妳的牆
我的愛是折下自己的翅膀
送給妳飛翔
lolz. not a bad wk. though not good either. lolz.currently inspired by those 2 songs, changed the lyrics here n there abit to fit my feelings more. haha. even though they like quite old. lolz. but good enuff for me. lolz. mayb should sing these 2 for the class album thingy. lolz. restarted watching bleach since 3 wks ago n is now hooked on it again. haha. loving Anime. lolz. anime is great. superb. lolz. a close 2nd to FM n football. lol.
Singapore vs Malaysia tomorrow. semis leg2 lolz. my heart is confused on who i want to win.. as i said 一个生我，一个养我.. haha...手心手背都是肉.. haha. either side win i will not be very happy. lolz. haha. but singpore win better.. den finals can go with ray dey all go see. haha. lolz
haiz... tt's all 4 now... lolz.
haiz...
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